brittanee

I am currently on my new iPod touch. I am excited about getting this. I worked hard last week to get the money for this.

Love Britty

I need to stop not sleeping when I can and doing things for people. I'm destroying my body. I got up at 2:45am yesterday morning, went to hang out with a friend. Passed out for about an hour at 2pm. Then I get to her house around five and I crashed. She got so mad at me. Well, if we didn't just watch TV, maybe...
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I don't know if things are getting better or if they're getting worse.

Also, Happy 1st of October. <3 [30 days till Halloween. <3<3]

Love Britty

Wow. Fuck my last post. He has a girlfriend now. That's the only reason why he messaged me was to check on me. I am over him and such, but if you're not going to talk to me. Then don't talk to me!


Love Britty

I haven't talked to him in almost a month, and out of the blue he texts me to see if I'm alright.
He's been haunting everything I do. All the memories of us together are over whelming me.
It made me smile that he texted me, but I don't want to get my hopes up.
I still haven't deleted the messages that are locked on...
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I miss my best friend. It's this overwhelming feeling that I can't handle at times. He's 340 miles away. It's not like I can jump into a car and drive to see him because I don't drive and I am lacking a car.

We would talk about everything, and he'd always be there for me when I needed him. And right now, I feel like...
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I don't know how I feel lately. I know I'm doing much better than previous weeks, but not by much. It's pretty much up and down due to all the family drama.

Yesterday, I got to spend the day with Mike. We didn't do all that much, but I still enjoyed my time with him. He has no idea how much I really need him...
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Work. Sleep. Work. Sleep and repeat.

I wish I could get some actual time for myself or even have things go my way. I came home from work really excited to have some eggs and toast OR french toast. [Basically same thing....] But of course we go through so much food in a week. It used to take a month for us to go through...
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Wow. I'm just waking up. I slept for way over 12 hours. But I actually had the chance, so it's alright. I still have to clean the pile of clothes in my room, and shower before work. But work isn't until 10pm, so I should be good.

I'm still feeling like I'm missing something inside of me. I constantly feel lonely even when I'm with...
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Tonight was pretty interesting, even for the lack of things we did. We went Halloween shopping, and to a porn shop. I got my outfit for my photo shoot. After that, we went to a coffee shop, and then went to hang out at my friend's dorm.

My friend said she'd do my photo shoot, so that she be done within the next two weeks,...
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It didn't feel like I napped at all. First my cat woke me up, and then crying kids woke me up an hour later so I figured I'd get up. I'm going Halloween shopping with the little bit of money I have. I figured i'd get some sort of outfit to do my first photo shoot in too. I'm going to ask my best friend...
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