brittanee

I dunno. I feel lost. I'm hopeless.

~Brittanee

I feel sick right now. I have like all week. My insomnia seems to be going away..... But only when I drink at least three 16oz cans of beer, and I can't honestly do that every night.

The night before last I laid awake in bed all night. Tossing and turning.... I was so tired but I just couldn't sleep... I hate this.

Good news...
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I need someone who actually cares....


~Brittanee

My body aches. I hate to think that I'm getting sick. I need sleep. I need a less stressful life. I finally got to sleep last night... why? I drank too much too fast. There for I blacked out, didn't really sleep. Took me an hour to get out of bed when my alarm went off.

It's almost four. I'm usually just starting my day....
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Sorry, I notice I tend not to update on weekends. I'm always working overnights and then sleep the entire day away, and then work again. My mom and I are kind of better. Not sure if my friends are allowed back yet, but I don't want to push it to find out.

I'm really hurting on the inside, but I'm doing better on not showing...
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The whole mom thing still isn't fixed. Or at least doesn't feel like it. I was locked out of the house the other day, and I tried calling the house like 20 times and she didn't pick up when I know she was home. So I broke in. I looked everywhere for my keys, and I guess they're missing. They might be in one of...
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Long time no post. Sorry I have been house hoping due to my mom being compeltely acting immature. Whatever I guess. This is my first night back at my mom's place. I wanted to see my cat, which is missing... And my rats which need a bath in the morning.

I am also going th go through my stuff and do my laundry later. But...
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Well, I got a little bit or sleep. I got to sleep from like 10:30 to 4:30, and then 11 - 2:30. I just need to nap once more before I work an overnight tonight.

When I was at school the other day people made me feel really good about myself. And I already have a little fan group at college since of Suicide Girls....
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I am so tired. I need to stop doing this to my body. I hope to nap soon, but I might be hoping over to another friend's house. They better let me nap!

~Britty

I am still looking at apartments. My mom flipped on me once again. She is a new person. And I hate this person a lot. At least I won't be home until Wednesday morning. I am going to a friends house and then working overnight on Tuesday.

~Britty

I'm feeling a bit off today. I'm not liking it at all. I have to leave for work soon, and I know when I get home I'm going to have an angry mother on my ass about random crap.

Whatever, I'm off tomorrow, and then I don't work till 10pm on Tuesday. I'll catch up on sleep and such.

~ Britty

I need to move out. I'm sick of basically being called a failure. Shut up Mom. Back then was different than now.

You go from talking on how my sister is a drug head who shouldn't of had kids. And then to me. I have a job. I try to be independent. But I can tell by your tone today that you want me out....
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