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and i miss my canadian

today has been fucking amazing. best birthday in awhile.

thanks everyone for making this a good'un

fucking shitty as all hell night last night.
between the attacks, heart palpitations, and sweat
and the bowls and shots trying to stop it
i guess now i know it doesnt always work

but...

there is nothing like waking up to two SG emails from the girls to take your mind off stuff. thanks.

the last few days have been so fucking surreal
going down to the realease party was awesome
session right before leaving made the drive a video game
session before the party made being in hollywood a movie
downing two sparks in under 5 minutes en route to the bar made for a hazy entry and fuzzy memories
talking/drinking/smoking with the girls was good but i...
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dvd release party was fun. details later.

release party tonight in LA. see you there?

im back. ites been awhile. but im starting to feel normal again and like im my own person. its been a long time since i've been on my own so this is huge. but it feels good. i miss a lot o people so if you miss me, odds are i miss the shit out of you. just let me know so we can hang...
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