brandonlongwood

I completely agree with you on awakening to the life around yuo, I am in that period of my life tight now, isnt it wonderful?.......and I hope the job thing goes well, I am actually ok in my job for the moment.

Very insightful. I have those days too and you know what I do for a living. I think that would be great if you got the job with your friend. When one door closes, another one opens (since we are in philisophical mode). You have to have faith in life, otherwise you might as well just lay down and be road kill. I've worked in the industry you are currently in (adult)... I have a client in the industry anyway... but I'm on the other end.....marketing. Let me tell you after awhile you become very numb to things and nothing really surprises you anymore and sometimes you see an ugly side of the human race - but it's real. Thankfully I'm not with them full-time anymore (only part-time)and it has made a world of difference. I don't know how much you love what you do.... but that's just been my experience. BTW - you have a lovely wife.

I remember when I was 18 and had the opportunity to either vote in the 1992 election. I chose not to vote because 1. I didn't know the differences between the candidates, 2. I was 18 and had puss on my mind instead of politics and 3. Because I didn't want to throw away my vote, or, be responsible for voting for the 'wrong' person.

My HS girlfriends dad really came down on me for not voting. I was like, "Look, you can tell your daughter who to vote for and expect her to follow suit....but I'm not weighing in on something I don't know much about." So many people blindly pull the trigger on something they're ignorant of. And, even if you read every newspaper and internet article, the chances of you having a clear picture of what's REALLY going on is slim.

I definitely hear you on this. I'm just glad that having a Democratic congress will (should be) a blow to George W (I love Jesus) Bush's reign of terror.

If i see that dumb girls gone wild commercial on Comedy Central after 10 one more time I'm going shoot my TV.

I checked out your site and Rio (is it Rio..?) is HOT. (The one with the nip rings).

Also, there was a girl that had pierced labia that had it going on. Good shit.

It's always nice to work with professionals in anything you do.

you just got it all going on, good for you!!...you sound really happy today, and you know what, that makes me happy too!

Wow, i'm impressed. Very well written and you make an excellent point. I voted, but only because the Dems might make it my district, what with Delay resigning and all.
Oh, and i forgot to mention in my message. The Boondocks is fucking awesome! I'd have a crush on Huey if he wasn't animated... and like 10... but yeah. Fucking awesome.

Very true.....I also agree with JayRatch's comment.

My parents have a distorted image of me as well. They just don't get me. Not that I do anything out of the ordinary....they just don't know me. Bums me out sometimes too.

You just have to be you and do what makes you happy.

Oh yeah, 2 other things: You mentioned a hip hop thing you're working on. I'm definitely interested in what you're putting together. Also, what is your Yahoo group again? I need to chiggety check that out. [/das-efx]

(my hip bones connected to my......hardy har har har)

Please, come see my film. If it not sucess, I will be execute.

I love it, I wish I knew how to do that kind of creative stuff on the computer, very very nice!~!

Avalon is right, it does take a bit for people to "take" to you...but i always look forward to your blogs...i have always felt like a bit of an outsider most of my life as well, and in "real-life" I only have a few close friends...but thts fine with me, its not about having a shit load of friends...and i sound hipocritical in that because apparently i have a shitload here, but only a few out of al them have contact with me on a regular basis, and those are my good friends--like you and Avalon, and Jay. Dont worry about getting a lot of responses from people, it will happen, be happy for the ones you get from those who matter most to you, because really thats who your writing for, because they are the ones who read and care...love you doll!!!

I always read through your posts.....alot of the time I don't leave comments on peoples posts though......I just like to see what their up to. The more active you are on others posts, the more active people become with you.

one day when i have lots of money, I will be all of my friends this:

and they will be happy

I hate office politics...there were company big-wugs at my work yesterday, and all the managers were all dressed to impress...i really dont care, its all a bunch of brown-nosing...its stupid.

I now have a reason to look forward to Wednesdays..... That is awesome. While reading thru this, I keep playing the same verse from Sucker MC's in my head, "That's the life..that I lead..."

So, what tools do you use to edit? Do you shoot and edit digitally? I would love to watch you piece things together on the tech side. I've often wondered how that's done...mostly with music......but the video would just add another component, right? I imagine it would be very similar....

WOW! You are a great writer..it is good to see someone speak their mind and not fear the judgement of others! I think your right as a society we are sexually repressed..people don't want to talk about it, don't want to see it and are so quick to judge others who feel free enough to discuss it....

I completely agree with you, but there will never be a "sexual revolution" to where its all acceptable, like in europe...it will just never happen.

You've got a lot going on. We're the same way with deadlines and the OCD part.....but you have WAYYYY more motivation. Sheeet...I just got Bully for ps2 and have hardly found time for anything else.

You might need to take a day or two, get out of your usual routine and just veg out.