I am in a gloomy mood lately, possibly due to the approach of valentines day and the decline in the weather. I've been listening to a lot of gloomy music, which isn't helping the situation. But I don't know, sometimes isn't it fun to relish your own depression? Sorta reminds me of 8th grade and makes me want to put on some purple lipstick...
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Major problems took place this week, most of which did not involve me but ones I love.
My best friend's first love, the guy she thought she would grow up to marry and the only person she has ever deeply cared for, broke up with her this week saying" his heart wasn't in it." she was inconsoloble, and I could think of any way that...
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My best friend's first love, the guy she thought she would grow up to marry and the only person she has ever deeply cared for, broke up with her this week saying" his heart wasn't in it." she was inconsoloble, and I could think of any way that...
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_bossanova_:
Aw, hon, I hope your friend feels better! That's just awful. I hate it when people are fucked with like that. She is very lucky to have you for a friend. That was a really nice thing to do, going all the way up there just for her.
You would really, really like Skeeter Davis, I think. You should check out some of her stuff. She's got these awesome songs like "Gonna Get Along Without You," "He Says the Same Things to Me," and "I've Forgotten More Than You'll Ever Know About Him." Great for getting over heartache!
When I come back to Atlanta, we have to get together. You'd have so much fun with the Atlanta people. They're so sweet!
+one more for good measure
You would really, really like Skeeter Davis, I think. You should check out some of her stuff. She's got these awesome songs like "Gonna Get Along Without You," "He Says the Same Things to Me," and "I've Forgotten More Than You'll Ever Know About Him." Great for getting over heartache!
When I come back to Atlanta, we have to get together. You'd have so much fun with the Atlanta people. They're so sweet!
+one more for good measure
mindless:
Man, love is like a pair of Depends adult undergarments. They are supposed to be there for you when you need em and support you, but then they get pooped in and have to be thrown away. Okay, maybe that wasn't the best analogy, and it actually made no sense at all, but love stinks.
I'm sitting in the language lab, trekking through my notes for this last paper on the Zapatistas. I can't wait till this shit is done! Only 14 pages between me and freedom.
I'm gonna be al alone at my house for the next few days since my roomates are leaving. I think i'm gonna make some t-shirts and have a video-fest. It will be nice...
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I'm gonna be al alone at my house for the next few days since my roomates are leaving. I think i'm gonna make some t-shirts and have a video-fest. It will be nice...
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veganvixen:
you hair is cute, and so are you good luck with the finals dear
good luck with the finals dearI'm drunk! Yesterday I cut off all my hair and broke up with my boyfriend!
Change.... changes are no good....
stupid stills.
I'm telling you, Morrisey was really right, every day really is like sunday.
Change.... changes are no good....
stupid stills.
I'm telling you, Morrisey was really right, every day really is like sunday.
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daniel13:
sounds like you need a hug. Well there is no pic for that so here are some monkeys and kisses!
I bet you look great with short hair!
I bet you look great with short hair!
longblackbangs:
I was about to say congrats...usually such drastic changes are a good thing. I guess it takes a while for the good to come out of it all though. I will stop acting like I know what I am talking about though 
sorry. Hopefully things will start looking up soon.
sorry. Hopefully things will start looking up soon. Requirements for a good finals mix:
Must be complex enough to take up a good chunk of time better spent studying.
Also, must be filled with completely random songs that hopefully remind me of a more innocent time, a time before final exams.
Must have songsn with both sad and happy cadences, so it will follow my moodswings from intellectual exstacy to writers block and...
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Must be complex enough to take up a good chunk of time better spent studying.
Also, must be filled with completely random songs that hopefully remind me of a more innocent time, a time before final exams.
Must have songsn with both sad and happy cadences, so it will follow my moodswings from intellectual exstacy to writers block and...
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_bossanova_:
I am un chien Andalucia, I am un chien Andalucia! I love Debaser, but you already knew that. I'm glad you're almost done, chickadee. I don't know how you do that self-scheduled thing. You're lucky! Anyways, have fun (yeah right) and finish soon. We're still figuring out the party, I guess. You'd better be here!
-vf
-vf
longblackbangs:
yes...the orange one.
yes...the orange one. Tonite was the awesome Against Me/ Rise Against/ Anti-Flag show. Despite my massive tiredness, the show was awesome. I even saw some SG peeps! (Holla!)
I'm really fucking tired since I've been up 24 hours now for my stupid paper, yet I can't fall asleep due to overdose of expresso. Kill me.
Plus I got in a mini-fight with my boyfriend. Oh well. He is...
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I'm really fucking tired since I've been up 24 hours now for my stupid paper, yet I can't fall asleep due to overdose of expresso. Kill me.
Plus I got in a mini-fight with my boyfriend. Oh well. He is...
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heavenlystranger:
porn on the cob-djish noise band
stick figure ganesh- hippie phishish band
h.s.
stick figure ganesh- hippie phishish band
h.s.
longblackbangs:
"the cascade medium"- an electronica/emo band (was the name of my band that existed for about a drunken week this past summer.) 
Anti-Flag though, that is cool. I saw them about a month after 9-11-01 and they still had the balls to speak out politically when everyone else was scared to say anything that wasn't pro america. It was really nice thing to see...exspecially at that time.
anyway, good luck with that paper...if you decide it isn't worth your time, however, I am in the process of stocking my pantry with illegal cookies that I can't eat by myself
Anti-Flag though, that is cool. I saw them about a month after 9-11-01 and they still had the balls to speak out politically when everyone else was scared to say anything that wasn't pro america. It was really nice thing to see...exspecially at that time.
anyway, good luck with that paper...if you decide it isn't worth your time, however, I am in the process of stocking my pantry with illegal cookies that I can't eat by myself
There's something sneaky about looking at nekkid grrls while your so-called boyfriend lies sleeping in your bed, possibly dreaming of boys? Wouldn't that be convenient...
So I had this dream last night. I was a honky tonk singer, and I won't subject you to the whole song, but here's one line (I wrote it down upon awakening):
"One night on the porch I noticed a...
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So I had this dream last night. I was a honky tonk singer, and I won't subject you to the whole song, but here's one line (I wrote it down upon awakening):
"One night on the porch I noticed a...
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optimistress:
just wanted to pop in and say hi
being that you are a fellow atl/decatur dweller!!
and you dont eat animals yay!
being that you are a fellow atl/decatur dweller!!
and you dont eat animals yay!
deckwreck:
well look out for me at the show tonight, ill be the short kid with plugs dancing around screaming my head off. ...suprpkl will be there with me, hes tall with spikey hair. oh, and what school do you go to in atlanta? i go to state
After a week of sex, sleep, and sweet potatoes, I'm back in the ATL, and everything is in limbo. For example:
My coffee shop- still open, but only if we can keep making rent every month. (impossible)
The boy- brownie points for last week, but still not a girl
My friends- willing to eat fatty foods with me, but all stressed about school and simultaneously...
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My coffee shop- still open, but only if we can keep making rent every month. (impossible)
The boy- brownie points for last week, but still not a girl
My friends- willing to eat fatty foods with me, but all stressed about school and simultaneously...
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gentlefemm:
LMAO I have the same vibrater. it is in my bathroom because it is all done in rubber ducks...and fits in...noone knows it is a vibrater though
gentle
gentle
_bossanova_:
you are so coming to our pathetic little SG party, miss blush! please make other people come so we can have one
oh good lord. Last night, to celebrate the possible closing of our coffee shop, the boss took us out and bought us drinks. Of course, I couldn't just stop there. Then I had to go to the bar by my house and close it down. I'm still fucking drunk. What the hell was I thinking!!!!?
Today I leave for thanksgiving, so no journal entries for...
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letigre:
glad to see that youre back!
pirateking8:
ITS ABOUT FUCKIN TIME YOUR BACK
HOW YOU DOING KID?
-ELVIS-
HOW YOU DOING KID?
-ELVIS-
OMG WHAT DID I DO TONIGTE. that was badness. i shou;d not have gone to trackside. soooo drunk. nvr mas.
I'm so glad to be home. Tonight was a tour de force of shitty parties and free booze. And shitty music. Won't someone please play some Le Tigre for god's sake!?
Now I'm all drunk and sleepy. I didn't meet anybody, but I did win a game of pool and intervene in a fight. *woo*
Wish I had someone to curl up to now. Instead,...
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Now I'm all drunk and sleepy. I didn't meet anybody, but I did win a game of pool and intervene in a fight. *woo*
Wish I had someone to curl up to now. Instead,...
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veganvixen:
i would cuddle with you if i wasn't all the way in mass
madamedevour:
yeaa, q and not you...so very sexy..i so blare that in my crappy truck.
cute pf picture.
cute pf picture.
Today was a lazy day. I went job-hunting a little bit, I met get a job at the Flying Biscuit or Fellini's, two restarants kinda near my school. Oh, and why do I need a new job you ask? That would be because my current place is about to go under, probably to be replaced by a Barnes and Noble and or Starbucks. *Sigh* How...
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gentlefemm:
Sounds like you are going to have a great week Your head exploding would be messy for anyone to have to clean up. What harm can become of asking her for coffee. You could always bring homework as a back up in case you don't know what to talk about
gentle
Your head exploding would be messy for anyone to have to clean up. What harm can become of asking her for coffee. You could always bring homework as a back up in case you don't know what to talk about
gentle
tina:
hey tina. you should check out my video that is sold through good vibrations called gmarks the spot. you can get it online at www.sexpositiveproductions.com. i do teach female ejaculation classes. a speculum can be helpful in finding your g spot, also i can send you my ejaculation zine. ejaculation can often happen simply through intense clitoral stimulation as well. good luck and let me know if you need any help.
i could come out with healthy knees and a kick-ass case of "scurvy". Then you could help nurse me back to health...i'm teliin' ya it's a win-win situation.
and you are totally right. it is fun to relish your own depression. i mean i'd rather be happy, but if i can't be that i want to feel something. if you put it in the right light V Day can be a great day for us kids that feel good about feeling bad. And on the Mr. Oberst note, although it may be a little cliche, you should play "February Fifteenth" betwixt sips of soy milk. I, myself, will ceremoniously play it after polishing off the merlot.
into this song, i send myself and with these drinks i plan to collapse and forget...