into: success. learning about myself. listening. playing the air drums. new scenes. true love. driving. cloudless skies. Autumn weather. red hair. bare feet. kisses. intimacy. nerdy conversations. bookstores. learning. psychology. mental health advocacy. being humbled. hot sex. body modification. the beach, year round. loud & live music. making up my own words. sharing secrets. sleeping. yoga! compassion. dyslexia. laughing at myself. trying new things. green tea. freckles & blue eyes. whispering. laughing until my face hurts. days where I can wake up and look myself straight in the eye. friends who you can tell anything to. friends who give you hugs when you need them.
not into: bad hair days.
intimacy issues.
hypocrisy.
feeding your ego.
people who don't take responsibility for their own shit.
makes me happy: Autumn! lazy rainy days. driving with the windows down. spooning. home cooked meals. stargazer lilies. holding hands. hot & hazy summer nights. good sleep. writing. people who will do anything for me. hot baths. ice cream. being around the people who really understand me. making others proud. accomplishments that only mean something to me. making other people happy. SURPRISES. seeing old friends. talented people. meeting new people. yoga. appreciation. a long, sweaty nite of dancing. good hair and body image days. old tee-shirts. fresh flowers. sexual satisfaction. girls nights out. good workouts. productivity. the beach. listening to my favorite songs. making eye contact with a cute stranger.
makes me sad: broken promises. bullshit. insomnia. hypocrisy. ignorance. failure. being let down. letting others down. bad memories. uncertainty. not being given a chance. (also, see not into).
hobbies: daydreaming.
5 things i can't live without: I'd rather think about the things that other people live without every day that I am priveleged.
vices: cloves, sleeping, infatuation, lustfulness, blue eyes.
thoughts on sg: It's okay
i spend most of my free time: Making to-do lists in my brain.
Micro-managing.
Sleeping.
Sweating out the demons.
Dreaming about the places I would like to travel to.
thinking about sex.
writing.
reading!
doing things that make me healthier.
moving on, and moving on, and movin
occupation: Mental Health Clinician.
current crush: Joseph Gordon-Levitt
stats: extraordinary machine.
body mods: some ink, some metal.
some scars, some shame.
no regrets.
heroes: my clients.
the brothel.
Dr. Suler!
gets me hot: eye contact. fantasizing. whispering. lying in the sun.
favorite position: sprawled the fuck out.
fantasy: involves LOVE. true, undying, unavoidable, indescribable, intense, passionate love. it exists out there somewhere, right?
sign: the emotional fish.
most humbling moment: humble this.
i lost my virginity: in a basement. it was awkward. :]
CIGARETTES: "I'm giving up"
MY DIET: Omnivore
ALCOHOL: Occasionally
MY DRUG USE: Drug Free
I AM LOOKING FOR: a man
MY KINK FACTOR: I'll try anything once, especially if you beg for it.
MY POLITICS: None apply, you assholes
POT: Nope
MY STATUS: single
MY IDEA OF A GOOD TIME: When I go out, ANYTHING can happen.
I WANT: Friendship
MY PIGEONHOLES: Fuck you, I defy categories
