atticusgray

so today begins a new season... spring. everything still feels the same, but in time i'll sure that'll change. maybe not everything feels the same...

slowly i do feel things coming back together. i finally feel as though the past is becoming just that... the past. it's over, and now it's time to start focusing on all the tomorrows that are ahead of me.

this...
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what do you say when someone you love calls you at 8 o'clock in the evening and tells you that they are dying...

I'm sick as shit ... this is like the first time in about 5 years. Weird.

I have this weekend coming up off, and I want to go check out this new restaurant. I hear that have an incredible wine bar . So, hopefully this passes within the next couple of days.

Slowly the weather is turning nicer. The days are getting longer. It's crazy...
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the rain falls softly. it dances across the boards beyond the sliding glass door. solemn. cold.

in this moment, the world seems so beautiful.

the monochrome tones of the sky thick with texture. so pure is this moment.

i can feel you stare. the holes that you burn into me. a sharp sting that fades to a dull ache as i lay here drowning in...
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on the way home today i was overtaken by my emotions. this was all spawned earlier this morning as i was looking at a website perrtaining to missing persons.

there is so much beauty in the world, yet so much ugliness to go alongside of it. sometimes it's hard to tell which one of the two makes up the greater percentage.

the sky, the sunrise...
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so yeah, i know this picture is kind of... small. tomorrow, i'll retrieve the original file off of my old computer, and put it up.

i just wanted to get something on here. once the weather improves, and i have more free time i'll some newer pictures. this one is from last fall.

- A. Gray

Omit this entry.

Couldn't sleep very well tonight... really strange dreams.

So I find myself under the glow of a desklamp at 4 in the morning, trying to write something new and hoping that it'll be worthwhile.

I'm in question about a lot of things right now. How I hate that. It's not always easy to speak what is on your mind, sometimes it's a matter of timing,...
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It has been a while since I have been able to feel "level" in any way, shape, or form.

And the journey to find my way back was incredible, the twists and the turns... the things that I thought I'd never say or do. Here I am now. I'm coming back again.

I knew that I would come around one day, and figure out the...
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