Friday Oct 07, 2005

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draw in the ashes of passing dust
thoughts like memories

"foolish boy, you'll never solicit the sky"

to tear from it,
the clouds shaped like my heart

...and with every breathe
with one less piece of myself...

my sentiments sink

you once said

"sometimes you have to be underwater to see clearly"

inside i wonder...

if your relection ever smiled when you were near me



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deadskinrose:
you have aim?
inannamute:
how do you get so many pink comments on your journals?

I wear clean underwear every day too, sometimes as many as 3 different pairs in one day...

but still

Wednesday Sep 21, 2005

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a smile to reflect the stars
if only to clear away clouds

through these enticing minutes
as they become hours

still frozen, if motionless
I am paralyzed

lucid as it is real
perfect with all flaws

to stare into stardust

watch the moon melt as it sets in your eyes

I fall into this sleep

as never when tomorrow becomes today
if ever, one day...
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thebluelotus:
Thanks, it makes my eye look grey but they are hazel.

you need to post more poetry!! biggrin
cythusly:
Yes... yes, zombies do kick ass.

Saturday Sep 03, 2005

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all I need is sleep

(sink into)

water that feels so warm

peacefull like raindrops singing me your name

my mind sifts through these clouds and time passes

hours in minutes
my heart in your chest

I always felt a bit too far away from clouds

a place to call home
my soul in your arms

I lay without words

(stay here)

amongst this calm...
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aspen:
why thank you very much.
ember:
No, you're totally right.I don't think I've been single for more than three days since I was 15. That really screws with a person's perception of happiness, I think.

Reading that poem has made me really sleepy. Not because it's boring...there are just a lot of key words in there that remind me of sleep. Like....sleep tongue

Monday Aug 01, 2005

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Because snowflakes are only ashes of burnt out stars
No scenery will ever be as beautiful as your eyes

Because clouds are only collections of aspirations forgot by time
No dream will ever be as perfect as the thought of you

Because horizons are only pieces of an unfinished sketch
No skyline will ever be drawn as gorgeous as your smile


(unfinished)
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jennifer:
thank you so much smile
Have a awesome weekend sweetie!!
blue:
why thank you! skull
have a good night miao!!

Thursday Jul 14, 2005

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nothing can keep me walking through these mirrors
like nothing can keep me from shattering these thoughts
you take as you dream, and I seem to believe
in deeper breaths, from clouds as they wait
(too heavy) to pour, this time to close
as you open your arms, wings wash away wishes
I realize I will never be anything to you
as I beg only...
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inannamute:
hah, you could try.. I tend to be mean when people wake me up though, unless it's for an astoundingly good reason, because I get so little sleep as it is.
blue:
Thank you!

That sounds interesting I will have to look that up! miao!! skull

Thursday Jun 09, 2005

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if i collected the stars for a thousand years
to write the words your eyes say

silence would shine so bright

and these rain clouds would dissipate

my words with wishes

i just want to touch you, to hold you in my arms forever

...and because tomorrow will not be today

if i collected the stars for a thousand years

they wouldn't be bright enough...
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jennifer:
miao!!
inannamute:
How could I forget you, dear star, my first friend here?

Be good, take care of yourself and I'll miss you

Tuesday May 31, 2005

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i will destroy the sky
as this star falls
a dove impaled with cupid's arrow
a wish of love

as these tears erase the words we wrote
a sacraficed dream catches inside my throat

i've slept for so long
only wanting to wake to the sound of your voice

waiting for a blue bled rose to turn white
for my hopes to unfold into your...
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juno106:
Happy birthday late.. sorry... was doing that sick in bed thing frown



Hope your birthday went well...

now you can drink all night in chat
quasi_sean:
Of course not, I welcome any criticism.

The use of the word was thought about long and hard, and I only used it to imply the intensity of the love-making. Hence, "we fucked in love" rather than just, "we fucked." I don't go out of my way to use "curse" words but I do appreciate them as figures in the English language, and powerful words.

Thank you tho for your kind words. Hope this makes sense. smile

Wednesday May 25, 2005

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in silence your words are teardrops
they cut through me in the shape of hearts
suffering.pleading.begging.will you smile
let sunlight break this window of thoughts
a me without you ...a world without dreams
to deprive tomorrow i will give you today
a sacrificed desire to be more then alive
your eyes, they whipe clouds away

as black as the night on a white rose
you...
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dollfac3:
thanks... lol x miao!!
jennifer:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday May 21, 2005

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this is a note in beauty, for all the things that make you smile
when our hearts beat together, a love pure as the soul of a child

how do you say goodbye to someone so perfect?
...and through happiness you make me feel like I'm not worthless

if I was to be there, to hold you, to see into your soul
the sun would...
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sarahjane:
even if they are never sent, sometimes it helps spilling your pain with a pen
ink:
because i liked someone else and now that after talking to that awesome dude, I realized that the current crush i liked wasnt worth it

Friday May 20, 2005

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...and when the dephs of the sea have been forgotten
the tides of your heart comfort my soul

even the clearest sky is distorted with shards of rain
and your tears ...break me into a thousand pieces

...these storms
they slowly erase us

with time still and your hours breathing minutes

through the setting of night
I seperate these clouds ...as to look for something...
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tempest:
Sorry it took so long to respond.. lol, but I saw the post with the Melt Banana album. I don't belive I have that one.. rant some more, by all means biggrin
inannamute:
this too will pass.

Sunday May 15, 2005

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you won't let me look into your eyes
because i'll see into your heart
and you'll hate the sound of my voice
because i'll whisper words you want to hear
they won't leave your mind
and your body will burn
begging for my touch
and because i would never let you go

you don't know how much i love you
because you hate that you...
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dusty:
heartbroken is a good time in life. it is when we are connected to all the emotions that are not there in everyday life. we spend time with ourselves...doing nothing but hurting, going a little crazy...wondering where the end is and how in the fuck do i ease this splitting headache in my heart...it is raw and bloody and hard
but we always make it through.
not even wiser, because we will put ourselves through the exact same thing over and over again.
i don't know what the point of this is besides there is always the other side of the fence and you will reach that happiness once again, but only to fall off and make that riff larger. gee, i'm not very good at trying to help here...okay dusty is going away now. blush kiss blackeyed
inannamute:
smile

Now you have two friends that really are fantastically awesome.

Every time my heart is broken I think I'm going to die. And then I fall in love again, and it's even better than the last time.

Friday May 13, 2005

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perhaps a smile in a brighter sky
in those days you used to think of me
and you take into the sounds of silence
breathe all that disipates as you reach
for the sense of a memory
a chance to live just one more day like this
we have watched the snow melt ...and as it turns to tears
you feel all that once was...
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nicolletta:
thanks miao!!
lucy:
*hugs*
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