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I'm so sad. I always mess everything up...

I feel like such a loser.

I'm such a failure and I have no one to blame for my misery except myself.
The common denominator in all my failings is me.

I tend to forget that.

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andybeau:
Not to dispute your claim and risk bothering you, but I highly doubt your are the sole reason for such misfortune. Keep your chin up and feel free to message an equally self depreciating (at times) person.

***HUG***
danger_diabolik:
<<HUGS>> kiss
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I've decided I need to post more photos. Both in my album and in my blogs. Time to start carrying the camera around....
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andybeau:
I think you should go for it...and post pics! I've never been really into reds, but once in a while I get the taste, so to speak.
otoki:
It is definitely a lot of pressure. I'm not going to feel like a failure if that's not how it works out because there are other ways for him to have more leisure time (growing his business so he ends up being the supervisor rather than a full time painter, for example), but I figure its a good goal to shoot for.
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It is kinda sad and lame when you avoid going to a social gathering that you've been really wanting to go to...all because a certain person is there that you have no desire in seeing or pretending to tolerate...

so home I go...to have another movie marathon...sigh.
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Sad panda.

Today has been an emotional day. frown
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Today I'm flying solo as my better half is on a prescribed burn in N. AZ. He won't be back until Sunday or Monday...assuming things stay in "control." We've had a fire just west of town, which took off yesterday. There is another northeast of town as well. Seems like they are popping up everywhere. We always have small ones in the COF every day...that's...
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My trip back to Jerome went really well, considering...

Stopped into Caduceus and saw a couple of my beautiful friends...giant smiles and hugs all around. Wish I could have stayed longer and had a glass or two of vino, but I had so much to do. Said my hellos at the Mile High and successfully avoided Paul & Jerry's as well as the Spirit Room....
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What a crazy week...started a new job and had all sorts of training to go through. Still not done but hopefully will start some work next week. It isn't a permanent job. I'm half time in two places for the same organization, one of those positions is just summer (unless money for the project holds out) and the other is until I graduate (also assuming...
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