aguilar

wow. i was just kind of wrapping my mind around the idea that i am just not saying anything these days. i mean, i do talk, but nothing really comes out. the fluid, without the baby.

eww.

anyway, i think it is largely a dignity thing, you know? like if you can't pull it together on your own, then why engage (gosh...) whomever with it?...
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the mammoth, last minute dirigible marvel.

tell your friends... "it's a titanic!"

i love it.

c

titanic.

Joy!

"now i've lost me nerve"
(moon)




(((aguilar)))

wifey & i just got back from unreal date. amazing wine, incredible food, time with just the two of us...

i have no idea why i am sitting here typing.




(((aguilar)))

ominous clouds over portland.



plus i got stood up by my friends after i already got all these great ingredients for this huge dinner i was going to make them. if that doesn't kind of make you feel like a loser, nothing much will.

i'm really kind of emo right now. it's surely due in large part to my being so hungry that i'm both manic & depressed, yeah? as in, i want to run out & stop random people on the street & discuss existential issues, create some concurrent theme, then meditate on how sad it makes me.





i am officially bat-shit-crazy.

tom selleck is less than a man in my presence! if i had a mustache they'd full-on deport me.

Some things just feel like they've got to happen. While I'm really addressing a larger issue, a small example of how this works just went down...

I sit down at the computer to check my email while thinking that I'd maybe like to join back up with SG, and the only real email I got was SG asking if I wanted to come back.



The...
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So for the record, I'm completely over having "favorites"on my profile. It's just kind of weird picking them out, and you know, what constitutes a favorite?

Witty journal entries?
Keen fashion sense?
Big knockers?


That being said, I changed them around a bit, & only just now noticed that they've all got really similar hairstyles. So in closing, I am apparently all about the hair....
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It's funny... you get to a certain age, and realize how similar you really are to your parents.

Case in point:

It occurs to me that if the world worked for me, they would so be fired. There is just something about people who don't care how they handle their affairs that is so bothersome to me. I can't imagine doing the kind of work...
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