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Gone


You've been gone
eleven long years now
And I miss you more
with each passing day
I miss your smile
and the way you could always
Pick me up
when I was down
If I close my eyes
I can still feel you
next to me
The scent of your perfume
Fills my senses
The sound of your laughter
Is music in my ears...
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Blood On My Hands


I sit here letting the ink
From my pen bleed on the page
Bringing back the pain
Memories flood my mind
Watching my friends drop
Late night calls
telling me
Another one is gone
I try to be strong
Revenge lays
heavy on my mind
But I cant let myself
go down that road again
Too much
blood on my hands...
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Tell Myself


I sit here and tell myself
I'm glad you went away
As my tears blur the words
on the page in front of me
I try not to think about
why I didn't ask you to stay
Was it just my pride
getting in the way again
Or did I know that
you didn't want me anymore
I can't pretend to know
what...
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This Show

The light fades
To gray
As I walk numbly
Through another day
Fog surrounds me
Isolating me from
The world around
I spend my time
Just going through
the motions
Pretending to be
alive
Even though I feel
Dead inside
So I continue on
No joy
No laughter
No love
Just an actor
playing a part
Waiting for the lights
to dim
The...
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Reminiscing


The blood of all
who went before me
Threatens to drown
me in the failures
Of my life
So many brothers
Left six feet deep
In pursuit of
A twisted dream
Of respect,power and money
In the end
All it brought them
Was a casket
And left their loved ones
With nothing but
memories and pain
I sit here reminiscing
about the times we...
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That Day


The smell of gunpowder
fills my nose
The clack of the hammer
rings in my ears
As I remember
that day
I lost the best friend
I've ever had
You took bullets
that were meant for me
I'm not proud to say
that I made them pay
For taking your life
I remember holding you
in my arms
Tears streaming
down our faces...
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I Saw You

I saw you
across the crowded train
and my heart fluttered
like it did
many years ago
when our paths
first crossed
our eyes met
and I fell in love
all over again
I started moving
towards you
then my mind
reminded my heart
what you did to me
how you tore my life apart
left me broken
and alone
you treated...
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Still I Fight On
Here I am
Broken down,battered and bruised
And still I fight on
Left with my heart shattered
My life in ruins again
And still I fight on
Tormented by the ghosts
Of my past
Uncertainty clouds
My future
And still I fight on
Where do I go from here
How do I get there
Is it worth all this pain
Im...
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