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Change is scary. My life has been blissfully perfect lately, and then at times I'm scared, upset, depressed and everything seems to been going wrong. (luckily those times are short lived.)
I'm getting a divorce (finally), I'm not going back into the strip club, I'm job hunting, I'm stopping drinking (the last drink I had was wednsday night), I'm trying to get over my eating issues, I am trying to get used to being away from my kids for such long stretches of time, I'm trying to study for the GED, and I lost my Fucking Phone!!!
It feels all crazy and jumbled up and wonderful and exciting, and I'm so in love.

Change is scary. My life has been blissfully perfect lately, and then at times I'm scared, upset, depressed and everything seems to been going wrong. (luckily those times are short lived.)
I'm getting a divorce (finally), I'm not going back into the strip club, I'm job hunting, I'm stopping drinking (the last drink I had was wednsday night), I'm trying to get over my eating issues, I am trying to get used to being away from my kids for such long stretches of time, I'm trying to study for the GED, and I lost my Fucking Phone!!!
It feels all crazy and jumbled up and wonderful and exciting, and I'm so in love.