age: 26 (Aug 05, 1985)
MEMBER SINCE: February 2010
occupation: Business owner / Designer / IT Specialist
body mods: Had a few. Clean for now.
gets me hot: deep eyes, exposed midriffs, sexy underarms, mental stimulation
makes me happy: love. having fun doing silly things. new gadgets. making people happy and seeing them have fun.
most humbling moment: Being on the flipside in a relationship, opening my eyes to a previous one.
fantasy: I live my fantasy. I like prolonged teasing.
into: Alternative beauty, anti-pop culture, technology, good food, hiking and cycling, live bands and music fests, music, photography, web design, corporate design with funk, business development.
makes me sad: people living lives that are not what they really want, but what is expected from them. people not giving themselves what they deserve. love lost.
crush: the craziest, funkiest, weirdest but most understandable woman I've ever met, forced me to find who I am after losing that for many years. Crazy in love. I'll always be crazy in love.
stats: Life-0 Justen-1
i lost my virginity: at 19 in a commune with a girl I gave 6 years of my life to. Didn't work out though.
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I really wonder why we sometimes change a little or nothing at all, and just down the road we change everything we are.
I've written something about this:
You tear away from this,
unwilling to partake, so fake,
distantiate yourself from a full life,
to regain consciousness without bliss.
attempts to relive what never was,
you cradle inhumane desires,
threaten and curse all that ever thrived,
to remain betrayer of life's buzz.
tearing yourself seamlessly apart,
from destiny, love, ideas of God,
dancing the rhythm that never stood,
to never again find your shattered heart.