willdabeast

woke way too early today with the memories of odd dreams and lingering thoughts.
it's one of the rare days when i actually feel lonely. i have been by myself all of my life but rarely have i ever felt alone. that is usually tied into my depression. hmm could i be heading for another bout of angxiety and depression? maybe that's where thoughts i cannot mention here are stemming from. i must unfocus and let my awareness locate the source.