willdabeast

i once had an affair with a married woman.

after our first time together she told me she thought she was falling in love.

i told her that was something we couldn't afford to do.

after about 4 months of seeing each other when ever we could our views switched places.

well i thought it was love. ah the inexperience of youth.

sometimes i amaze myself over how worked up i got over lusting after someone i couldn't have.


what she think she saw in me i'm not quite sure. maybe it was because i was closeby and not her husband.

after she told what he was like in bed ( which was not that different than he treated her out of bed) i don't blame her for getting some on the side.

it seems i was almost the complete opposite of him. where as he had to always be in control i treated her as an equal. ok, that is one positive thing i got from my parents. they worked hard to make a life for themselves. they were true partners . my dad showed me the meaning of commitment.


running out of things to say about this....


ah well, i saw cold mountain. i like civil war movies and it was good to see a movie dealing with the aftermath of the war on the south.

i bought fallen by evanescence

good god! i haven't heard an albumn this good in years. aside from the movie i have been listening to this cd for oh...*looks at clock* 6 hours.