Life sux as usaul I just want teddi to tell me why? I wanna know whats wrong with me? What did i do? she tells me its her, but why? She seemed to wanna be with me, then *poof* the next day its a mistake. I really pushed my fear of rejection to the limit. Writing her a note, pouring my to her. It said "I really like you" and she says "i like you, too." Then kisses me We already planned on drinking some jagerbombs earlier, so i helped her close the bar. We went to the liquor store, and jager We goto fas gas buy redbull, go back to my place. Jeremy, John, Teddi, and I get drunk play rockband, Smoke pot & bullshited. It was good times. I almost 'd but I didn't. I made a joke about a comment she made about her not liking to cuddle. She said "I dont like to cuddle with ugly people" LOL darrell. So i hugg up to her, we were making out under the stars on the roof until the sun came up. I asked her if she wanted to be walked home or if she want to stay here? (The Gentlemen Question) She said, "Doesn't matter" I took that as stay over? We go into my room, one thing leads to another. Giggity Giggity! Pretty much sleep after some more. I wake up late for work I give her a kiss and say bye. Then head off to work. I Finish work only to find she quit her job, at the bar. Over something she didnt do anyways. I phoned her to hang out again, she met me at xrtafoods with her friends. We smoked some pot, we talked a little and she was distant. She told me she may have to move back to st paul because she quit. I said "Teddi, i don't want you to go" with a tear in my eye, She replied "i may not have a choice." She came over for a bit with very little convo, smoked some pot. Then thanked me for smoking pot with her, then the cold shoulder Then she left, but before they drove away. I ran downstairs and gave her a hug. She thanked me and said she'd see me the next day. I give her a call...

Life sux as usaul I just want teddi to tell me why? I wanna know whats wrong with me? What did i do? she tells me its her, but why? She seemed to wanna be with me, then *poof* the next day its a mistake. I really pushed my fear of rejection to the limit. Writing her a note, pouring my to her. It said "I really like you" and she says "i like you, too." Then kisses me We already planned on drinking some jagerbombs earlier, so i helped her close the bar. We went to the liquor store, and jager We goto fas gas buy redbull, go back to my place. Jeremy, John, Teddi, and I get drunk play rockband, Smoke pot & bullshited. It was good times. I almost 'd but I didn't. I made a joke about a comment she made about her not liking to cuddle. She said "I dont like to cuddle with ugly people" LOL darrell. So i hugg up to her, we were making out under the stars on the roof until the sun came up. I asked her if she wanted to be walked home or if she want to stay here? (The Gentlemen Question) She said, "Doesn't matter" I took that as stay over? We go into my room, one thing leads to another. Giggity Giggity! Pretty much sleep after some more. I wake up late for work I give her a kiss and say bye. Then head off to work. I Finish work only to find she quit her job, at the bar. Over something she didnt do anyways. I phoned her to hang out again, she met me at xrtafoods with her friends. We smoked some pot, we talked a little and she was distant. She told me she may have to move back to st paul because she quit. I said "Teddi, i don't want you to go" with a tear in my eye, She replied "i may not have a choice." She came over for a bit with very little convo, smoked some pot. Then thanked me for smoking pot with her, then the cold shoulder Then she left, but before they drove away. I ran downstairs and gave her a hug. She thanked me and said she'd see me the next day. I give her a call the next day, she phones me back. I ask her come and hangout she does. I roll up a joint, and we get high. We nerviously talk to each other for a bit, then she drops the bomb. "The other night was a mistake, It was the jager." (even though she said it at work) then named off that we work together, Darrell who she is unable to break up with. Every reason under the sun. I say "ok" /fail....srry.../epicfail.....No real reason or she wont tell me! I need Closure PLZ

Mike Winter