I'm definitely not dead. I promise. just busy.

*sigh*

things are crazy. Friendboy asked me to be his girlfriend, then asked if we could go back to friends in the same week, which is cool because I wanted to say no, but he talked me into saying yes to being his girlfriend.

Is it just me or is It's Always Sunny in Philidelphia just not as funny as it used to be.

my buddha boy needs to go to the vet. He's got worms. ugh, first hit by a car, now worms, its one thing after another.

It's amazing how much he's grown.




2 days old



now.

Well, I donno.

School is awesome. Finally started taking clients. pedicures as far as the eye can see.

So I am moving. Again. This is the 3rd time since january. At this rate I'm scared to unpack. I also have to get rid of my dio dog. Its sad but I can't have him and the buddha at the new house, plus I can't afford to keep taking care of 2 large dogs. I can give them all the love and attention they need but spending 100 dollars a month on food alone is killing me. That doesn't count toys and treats and chews and vet visits and flea medicine...


I feel like every time I move I start over. But this move should be a good change for me. The yard is bigger, the upstairs has been converted into a yoga/workout room. Bills will be cheaper, I can ride my bike to work, plus my new room mate (who is actually my boss) has already graduated cosmetology school so maybe I can learn a thing or two from her.


*siigh* that's how I feel right now.

So I took this trip to Philly...



And our first flight was cancelled then the new one delayed twice, causing us to get there about 7 hours late.

but the rest of the trip was super awesome, including the best Vegan Cheesesteak of my liiifeee!!!









And we got to go see fucking ARMALITE play their one show a year!!! WOOO!!










Creepy church bathroom where they played



Nasty flask water




Top of the Rocky stairs!!!



ZAGAR Mosaics!!




Neato record store





So basically it was awesome and I really wanna move there. It waaasss ammaaazzinnnggg.

My faildog buddha finally got his cast off today!!!! He got hit by a car july 3rd and broke 2 bones in his leg and lost a nail. Today he finally got his cast off, but his nail is showing no sign of growing back. Its been so difficult taking care of 2 dogs under 1 year and having to keep them separated in my tiny house!!


So I am still in love with cosmetology school and can't wait to start actually working on people!! Yay!

Nothing much really else is going on, I'm super broke cause my room mate owes me a lot of money and I'm kicking the friendboy to the curb, other than that life is just work and school.

I started cosmetology school last night. Fucking win. I'm in loooovveee with school, they just built a braand new school with brand new everything and we are moving into that building next week. Plus my teacher basically told me that I can bribe her with food from the restaurant I work at since we have some of the best queso anywhere. Score!!!

I guess I oughta go school shopping. Gotta get some white scrubssss!

I'm a fucking fool.

So stressed. So tired. I am putting in applications Wednesday to get another job since I'm just not making enough at flaming amys. Stupid car payment. And I'm behind in money because my room mate dropped the bomb on the first of last month that she couldn't pay rent, leaving me to come up with the money as to not get evicted since me and the dogs have nowhere to go. I have never been this strapped for money in my life. I hate it so hard. Oh yea, and I can't pay for school this semester so I'm losing my insurance. Awesome.


So so so tired of the friendboy (he insists not boyfriend, but I'm not allowed to talk to or hang with other dudes without him throwing a hissy fit) but alas, here I lay waiting for him to get back from his drunken xanax midnight bike ride. Rebound decisions are the best. I need to do something about this soon. I miss my stupid ex too much to even think about hanging out with anyone else. The fucked up part is I broke up with him, but I took all the good stuff for granted and focused on the negative and I think I'm more miserable now than before. Plus he got all skinny and even more secksy.


Ugghhh. I hate not having money or internet. Or cable. Or free time. Apparently according to the friendboy and the ex I've lost all my passion and drive. I'm not sure what that means but it must be something since they've both told me.....

So I slipped and fell in this stupid old house and fucked up my knee. My broke ass has been outta work all week, and I feel miserable. I've been snacking alllll day. Ima hafta pick up a lot of shifts next week or something. Not to mention the stupid friendboy keeps getting mad at me for not going out. God forbid I obey doctors orders and keep off my leg. The worst I've done is go to the restaurant at the end of my street for the best tacos in town, which I think is why my knee is hurting worse today than yesterday. I didn't even walk there!

I've finished watching Twin Peaks and have moved on to rewatching Buffy the Vampire Slayer for the 80000th time. But only the first episode of each disc (no dvd remote and no play all option) haha. I'm lame.



So I realize I haven't updated in a while. My shits been crazy. My buddha dog (now called faildog) got hit by a vcar and broke 2 bones in his leg. That has been a hassle keeping him and the 12 week old puppy separate and giving each of them adequate attention.


Id say this is a pretty long update considering I'm updating from my phone. Fuck not having cable or internet!! Stupid exboyfriend not paying the bill...

Sup, new life? I like it.