violentanarchy

Eternal Ecstasy. A poem by Anarchia Violencia.

Stuck in this Vortex.
This Downward Spiral of Depression and Anxiety,
Despair and Distress,
Love and Hate,
The Endless Cycle of Human Emotions.
Tearing me up Inside.
Killing me Inside.
Making me wish I were Dead.
I just want to Die.
But I'll never Die.
I'm an Immortal.
I have to deal with all this Pain.
The Devastation of Everlasting Ecstasy.
Feeling Love.
Knowing the people I Love will never Love me back.
I wish I could be Hated by everyone.
Just to know that they at least feel something for me.
I hand out my Heart,
Just so it can be bombarded with Cupid's Arrows of Death.
Love is Death.
Hate is Life.
Knowing people Hate you,
It's something I can't have.
Thinking people Love you,
Never knowing the truth,
It's my Life Story.
But the End will never come.
My Eternal Ecstasy is never knowing people's True feelings for me.