Today is day 10
We would have been a couple for 5 years this coming February. Sophomore year of college till the week after my 25 birthday. I haven't gone without talking to her for a day in over a year. I haven't truly talked to her in a lot longer.
I heard from a friend that if you spend 21 days doing something it becomes a habit. Likewise if you stop doing something habitual for 21 days your broken of the cycle. I hope he was right. I don't know if this theory applies to relationships but it would be in my best interest if it did.
The hardest part is not knowing, not seeing her smile. The way her lower lip on he left side always covered her teeth a little bit. Her dimples.
I have spent so many hours being concerned for her, longing for her to be by my side, hoping that she could be happy with me for who I am. I'm not sure who that even is. I have had a hard time figuring out other things to do with myself, for myself. It also seems that most of my handful of friends have been busy over the past few days, which has left few shoulders to lean on.
I don't know if I will ever meet another Kimberly Anne Valdez. I don't know if I will ever stay around long enough to find out.
Today is day 10
We would have been a couple for 5 years this coming February. Sophomore year of college till the week after my 25 birthday. I haven't gone without talking to her for a day in over a year. I haven't truly talked to her in a lot longer.
I heard from a friend that if you spend 21 days doing something it becomes a habit. Likewise if you stop doing something habitual for 21 days your broken of the cycle. I hope he was right. I don't know if this theory applies to relationships but it would be in my best interest if it did.
The hardest part is not knowing, not seeing her smile. The way her lower lip on he left side always covered her teeth a little bit. Her dimples.
I have spent so many hours being concerned for her, longing for her to be by my side, hoping that she could be happy with me for who I am. I'm not sure who that even is. I have had a hard time figuring out other things to do with myself, for myself. It also seems that most of my handful of friends have been busy over the past few days, which has left few shoulders to lean on.
I don't know if I will ever meet another Kimberly Anne Valdez. I don't know if I will ever stay around long enough to find out.
IPOD
RADIO
We would have been a couple for 5 years this coming February. Sophomore year of college till the week after my 25 birthday. I haven't gone without talking to her for a day in over a year. I haven't truly talked to her in a lot longer.
I heard from a friend that if you spend 21 days doing something it becomes a habit. Likewise if you stop doing something habitual for 21 days your broken of the cycle. I hope he was right. I don't know if this theory applies to relationships but it would be in my best interest if it did.
The hardest part is not knowing, not seeing her smile. The way her lower lip on he left side always covered her teeth a little bit. Her dimples.
I have spent so many hours being concerned for her, longing for her to be by my side, hoping that she could be happy with me for who I am. I'm not sure who that even is. I have had a hard time figuring out other things to do with myself, for myself. It also seems that most of my handful of friends have been busy over the past few days, which has left few shoulders to lean on.
I don't know if I will ever meet another Kimberly Anne Valdez. I don't know if I will ever stay around long enough to find out.