SOOOOO many things I wanna talk abot today.....Where to start?

I got my hair all chopped up and colored yesterday! WOO HOO! Here are photos:



Likeys? I LOVE it. My hair was getting long enough for me to put it up so I had to chop it all off. lol If my har is too long, I get lazy and ALWAYS up it up. So, to keep myself in check, I cut it frequently! Anyways there's that....

God... what did I wanna talk about? Oh, lets get sad stuff out of the way! Earlier I kinda felt like this:



Short version of this is that my heart is being torn in different directions. I hate that feeling. I hate not knowing what to do. A wise man once told me, "That's life babe..." but if that's life then I am setting myself up for far too much heartache. I'm continuing it anyway though... At least til I figure this out....

Shooting my hopeful set on Monday!
SOOOOO crazy nervous and excited and stressed and happy all at once! Trying to keep myself calm. But my dear friend, Mary Jane, helps out A LOT. She's suuuuuper helpful. Just a gem!



ANYWAYS!!!!! 'spose that's all for now.... Tomorrow I am going to a bachelor party where one of my exes will be there which has the potential t be awkward since my bf is coming to the party with me. I am in my best guy friend, James', wedding as a "groomsman". LOL! Stoked! So, i'm sure I will have bachelor party pics. Gonna drink some scotch, play some poker, and smoke cigars with a bunch of dudes. Gonna have FUN tomorrow night! YAY!

XOXOXOX