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On Friday, the first (local) girl I've had any interest in for the last few years shot me down.
On Saturday, I drowned my sorrows in alcohol.
On Sunday, I switched to sugar. Mostly chocolate. My skin is a mess.
On Monday, I wallowed in self-pity.
Today I made a lateral move to apathy, which is where I usually reside.
In the end of the day, it's so much easier to just stay home and jerk off to porn. You don't have to dress up or go out, your feelings are never hurt and the risk of catching anything is so much smaller.
On Saturday, I drowned my sorrows in alcohol.
On Sunday, I switched to sugar. Mostly chocolate. My skin is a mess.
On Monday, I wallowed in self-pity.
Today I made a lateral move to apathy, which is where I usually reside.
In the end of the day, it's so much easier to just stay home and jerk off to porn. You don't have to dress up or go out, your feelings are never hurt and the risk of catching anything is so much smaller.
So I had a dream a couple of days ago. I was among various SGs. So was Willow from Buffy the vamp slayer; she wasn't showing any flesh, she was simply present. A couple of the girls were being mistreated by a thoroughly unpleasant guy. One spoke up and was attacked by the other girls. The other kept quiet while this was going on next to her. I told Willow I wanted to leave this den of vipers, and then I woke up.
The viper metaphor is appropriate. Zeus raped Medusa, and out of jealousy Athena turned her into the monster most of us are familiar with. Everyone blamed Medusa for the whole thing, as if it was her fault she was raped and cursed.
I wonder what the difference is between people who won't put up with it, people who do, and people who join in.
The viper metaphor is appropriate. Zeus raped Medusa, and out of jealousy Athena turned her into the monster most of us are familiar with. Everyone blamed Medusa for the whole thing, as if it was her fault she was raped and cursed.
I wonder what the difference is between people who won't put up with it, people who do, and people who join in.
Spring's here. I'm sure this time because the sex dreams have started.
Haven't even been commenting on the blogs I would be commenting on if I were commenting at all. Only set I've taken a peek at is the duo with Fatality.
Of all the recent superhero movies that do not star Christian Bale, Iron Man rocks the most. Sit through the credits...
Experimenting with a game called The Movies. There's a Vampire: the Masquerade story a friend once wrote. He never found time to finish it. I think I may be able to translate it to the game, despite its inherent restrictions and shortfalls. Perhaps if I pull it off he will be inspired to write more...
Haven't even been commenting on the blogs I would be commenting on if I were commenting at all. Only set I've taken a peek at is the duo with Fatality.
Of all the recent superhero movies that do not star Christian Bale, Iron Man rocks the most. Sit through the credits...
Experimenting with a game called The Movies. There's a Vampire: the Masquerade story a friend once wrote. He never found time to finish it. I think I may be able to translate it to the game, despite its inherent restrictions and shortfalls. Perhaps if I pull it off he will be inspired to write more...
I have the urge to update, but I'm not sure what with.
Spring had a false start and now it's cold again. When it does kick in I may start sleeping with another man's wife.
Cleaned up the house a little. At this rate it might become acceptable for guests again in, oh, a few months...
Thanks to the BBC's iPlayer I can watch the latest Doctor Who episode online. On a related note: recently downloaded, watched and wiped the Hitman and I Am Legend movies. The only good thing about Hitman was the hot girl. The only good thing about I Am Legend is that it didn't suck.
Rediscovered a game called The Movies, wouldn't work on my old computer. The first time I thought I was finally getting the hang of it, my top actor left me. Switched to Soulstorm and killed Imperial Guard instead, but assaulting their HQ is annoying too.
Haven't been playing as much WoW, haven't been on Skype talking (dirty, and growling, and groaning) with the Swedish girl I play it with as much, either. Contemplated doing it with my financial advisor instead because she's the only other girl on my Skype list... but unlike the first girl I mentioned, I think she's happily married.
Waiting a month or two for the guy who wants to buy to do his research and then name a price. We're not idiots. He knows I'm asking more than it's worth, I know he wants to pay as little as possible. We'll see what happens.
Spring had a false start and now it's cold again. When it does kick in I may start sleeping with another man's wife.
Cleaned up the house a little. At this rate it might become acceptable for guests again in, oh, a few months...
Thanks to the BBC's iPlayer I can watch the latest Doctor Who episode online. On a related note: recently downloaded, watched and wiped the Hitman and I Am Legend movies. The only good thing about Hitman was the hot girl. The only good thing about I Am Legend is that it didn't suck.
Rediscovered a game called The Movies, wouldn't work on my old computer. The first time I thought I was finally getting the hang of it, my top actor left me. Switched to Soulstorm and killed Imperial Guard instead, but assaulting their HQ is annoying too.
Haven't been playing as much WoW, haven't been on Skype talking (dirty, and growling, and groaning) with the Swedish girl I play it with as much, either. Contemplated doing it with my financial advisor instead because she's the only other girl on my Skype list... but unlike the first girl I mentioned, I think she's happily married.
Waiting a month or two for the guy who wants to buy to do his research and then name a price. We're not idiots. He knows I'm asking more than it's worth, I know he wants to pay as little as possible. We'll see what happens.
The new box has awoken.
Abit IX38 QuadGT Intel X38 (Socket 775) PCI-Express DDR2 Motherboard
Samsung SH-S202NRSMN 20x DVD±RW IDE Dual Layer Lightscribe ReWriter (Beige/Black/Silver)
Western Digital Raptor 150GB 10000RPM SATA 16MB Cache - OEM (WD1500ADFD)
Intel Core 2 Quad Extreme Edition QX9650 "LGA775 Yorkfield" 3.00GHz (1333FSB)
BFG GeForce 8800 GTX OC2 768MB GDDR3 HDTV/Dual DVI (PCI-Express)
Corsair 2GB DDR2 XMS2 Dominator PC2-9136C5 TwinX (2x1GB)
Coolermaster CM-690 Dominator - Black (No PSU)
I'm surprised I got it running on the first go. Vista doesn't seem so different from XP so far. WoW runs fine and looks a little sexier than it did before.
Now I need to download and/or install a whole bunch of other crap.
Abit IX38 QuadGT Intel X38 (Socket 775) PCI-Express DDR2 Motherboard
Samsung SH-S202NRSMN 20x DVD±RW IDE Dual Layer Lightscribe ReWriter (Beige/Black/Silver)
Western Digital Raptor 150GB 10000RPM SATA 16MB Cache - OEM (WD1500ADFD)
Intel Core 2 Quad Extreme Edition QX9650 "LGA775 Yorkfield" 3.00GHz (1333FSB)
BFG GeForce 8800 GTX OC2 768MB GDDR3 HDTV/Dual DVI (PCI-Express)
Corsair 2GB DDR2 XMS2 Dominator PC2-9136C5 TwinX (2x1GB)
Coolermaster CM-690 Dominator - Black (No PSU)
I'm surprised I got it running on the first go. Vista doesn't seem so different from XP so far. WoW runs fine and looks a little sexier than it did before.
Now I need to download and/or install a whole bunch of other crap.
NYRs:
1. More housework.
2. More house repair.
3. More gardening.
4. More social (this does not include the internet).
5. More getting off my lazy arse and getting things done sooner rather than later.
In other news, I have a choice to make. Keep or sell. This choice is time-sensitive, because the longer it takes, the less it sells for. It remains a difficult choice. Family ties and childhood memories are involved, but I have never had much interest in the first place, and since the money would be gained by my own choice rather than inherited, I would likely be more willing to actually use it. Still, it goes against an instinct, and it puts my longterm income at risk.
Money isn't as important as what you can do with it.
1. More housework.
2. More house repair.
3. More gardening.
4. More social (this does not include the internet).
5. More getting off my lazy arse and getting things done sooner rather than later.
In other news, I have a choice to make. Keep or sell. This choice is time-sensitive, because the longer it takes, the less it sells for. It remains a difficult choice. Family ties and childhood memories are involved, but I have never had much interest in the first place, and since the money would be gained by my own choice rather than inherited, I would likely be more willing to actually use it. Still, it goes against an instinct, and it puts my longterm income at risk.
Money isn't as important as what you can do with it.
Oookay. Seems my account lasts until mid-October 2008. So it's discontinued, but I'm still here. Except, I won't be here. Will I?
Been hearing sob stories about people not working with SGs because of the website's continued persecution of LP and such. I think this kind of thing illustrates the difference between people who worry about working for someone who will fuck you over if it's in their best interests, and people who don't. I hear the phrase "That's business" and I want to say "No, that's bad business." It's unethical, and there are better people you could bare your boobies for.
And yet, here we are.
Been hearing sob stories about people not working with SGs because of the website's continued persecution of LP and such. I think this kind of thing illustrates the difference between people who worry about working for someone who will fuck you over if it's in their best interests, and people who don't. I hear the phrase "That's business" and I want to say "No, that's bad business." It's unethical, and there are better people you could bare your boobies for.
And yet, here we are.
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I was gonna cancel my membership, but I'll wait 24hrs or something. Should probably be sober when I do it.
Vodka is fun.
Edited to add: Hmm... yearly billing in mid-October... I wonder if that means I'm here for most of 2008.
I was gonna cancel my membership, but I'll wait 24hrs or something. Should probably be sober when I do it.
Vodka is fun.
Edited to add: Hmm... yearly billing in mid-October... I wonder if that means I'm here for most of 2008.
Oh... Gods...
...I've signed up to myspace.
Tenebrous Films
Edited to add: I think the only reason I haven't canceled my subscription yet is because I haven't gone through my messages.
...I've signed up to myspace.
Tenebrous Films
Edited to add: I think the only reason I haven't canceled my subscription yet is because I haven't gone through my messages.
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