I really feel the need to get away somewhere, I'm not really prone to running away from things but right now I just want to be somewhere there doesn't remind me of people.

I didn't want my latest interest to end so soon, much as I still feel guilty for admitting it I really wanted something to work out with her. I know it was too soon, probably for both parties, but it still hurts. I don't have a clue where my head is anymore.

I can't wait for the first day clear of all this confusion, I know it will come very soon as things are already better. But i really need it. To be just me in my mind and in my life and to not miss anyone, feel guilty about anything. It's wearing on a person to constantly carry these things about.

I'm sorry to come on hear and moan, I would rather it was full of fun and good positive things - y'know, being super cool and all that JUST like everyone else! But for the time being I have nowhere to leave feelings that I need rid of....So here they shall stay.

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I really feel the need to get away somewhere, I'm not really prone to running away from things but right now I just want to be somewhere there doesn't remind me of people.

I didn't want my latest interest to end so soon, much as I still feel guilty for admitting it I really wanted something to work out with her. I know it was too soon, probably for both parties, but it still hurts. I don't have a clue where my head is anymore.

I can't wait for the first day clear of all this confusion, I know it will come very soon as things are already better. But i really need it. To be just me in my mind and in my life and to not miss anyone, feel guilty about anything. It's wearing on a person to constantly carry these things about.

I'm sorry to come on hear and moan, I would rather it was full of fun and good positive things - y'know, being super cool and all that JUST like everyone else! But for the time being I have nowhere to leave feelings that I need rid of....So here they shall stay.