The_Minx likes obviously didn't respect me enough to be honest about some past things. fuck it. lets drink :).
I’m private
There's so much I've been waiting to say for my whole life, but I just can't. I don't know why? Why is it the things we need to get out, to relieve so much of the way we are, just can't come out. It's so simple. Just speak. But we can't? Why? What are we afraid of? If I knew, I'd tell you...but obviously I feel I can't.
There's so much I need to say. There's so much I need to confess. You'd know me so much better if I could...but I'm not strong enough.
You know the one thing I hate about myself the most? It's the fact that I let anger and fear consume me so much. It makes me feel like a pathetic human being. I wish I could change it, but it's such a slow process.
I have to piss. boooooze.
There's so much I need to say. There's so much I need to confess. You'd know me so much better if I could...but I'm not strong enough.
You know the one thing I hate about myself the most? It's the fact that I let anger and fear consume me so much. It makes me feel like a pathetic human being. I wish I could change it, but it's such a slow process.
I have to piss. boooooze.
suicidesic
Tucson, AZ
March 2005
JUN 11, 2005 03:52 AM
I think you need an outlet dear.. 
I use photography and music, try something like that.
At least you recognize that you have these issues and you are trying, that's all you can really do.
Keep your head up xoxox
JUN 11, 2005 06:52 AM
