Man, sometimes I'm a real fuck-up. I know this.
But I see absaloutely no point in dwelling. From now on, I can only further myself, to prove I am better than what I've put on the table.
Time will tell. It always does.
I guess no matter how much you think you've grown up...sometimes you succumb to your childish ways. Part of this anger distribution is in part of my wonderul childhood.
I've made my apologies. I can only assume the people that said they accept it, are being honest with me. At this point, it doesn't make a difference. I did the only thing I could do to make ammends...and I will let everything else ride out on it's own time.
To those of you who think I'm such a wonderful person... think again. I have a really ugly nasty angry side, that I don't like to admit having. And when this side comes out, it scares the crap out of me. If you still wish to befriend me further, please do so with caution.
But I see absaloutely no point in dwelling. From now on, I can only further myself, to prove I am better than what I've put on the table.
Time will tell. It always does.
I guess no matter how much you think you've grown up...sometimes you succumb to your childish ways. Part of this anger distribution is in part of my wonderul childhood.
I've made my apologies. I can only assume the people that said they accept it, are being honest with me. At this point, it doesn't make a difference. I did the only thing I could do to make ammends...and I will let everything else ride out on it's own time.
To those of you who think I'm such a wonderful person... think again. I have a really ugly nasty angry side, that I don't like to admit having. And when this side comes out, it scares the crap out of me. If you still wish to befriend me further, please do so with caution.

Shafter_Wasco
USA
October 2004
APR 21, 2005 04:36 PM
APR 21, 2005 05:04 PM
APR 21, 2005 07:05 PM
APR 21, 2005 08:17 PM
APR 21, 2005 10:24 PM
APR 21, 2005 11:36 PM
APR 21, 2005 11:54 PM
APR 22, 2005 02:19 AM
APR 22, 2005 05:14 AM
APR 22, 2005 10:47 AM










