I so missed the SG tour, not only in Phoenix, but in Tucson too...and I am so bummed out. ALL my friends went, and got dressed up. Saw and met Shera and Stormy, and I was butt-fucking screwed (not literaly) in Phoenix, stuck with no money. BOOOO!!!!
So my job is starting to suck. I try to ignore the drama, but these ass-cakes keep fucking trying to shift their bullshit onto me, when it has ABSALOUTELY nothing to do with me! God damn it. Sometimes i wish I could gas that place.
On a better note, I met a boy in Phoenix (being stranded had it's ups). We met a long time ago, and he expressed to my friends his attraction for me, but I am too cynical to believe it. So I finally gave in and talked to him at a party, and we had more in common than I had with Erik (and that's A LOT OF things in common). I am trying not to be stuck in a surreal world, but it's almost perfect. But it's not. I love his big beautiful brown eyes. They make me swoon. *Sigh* Whatever. I'm going up tomorrow with Beth again to see him. Weeeee.
My due-date for reapplying for SG is coming up soon. (If it isn't already here?) Should I post a photoset in the hopefuls first? Any ideas? I don't think I need to resubmit my id crap and model form, because I filled those things out when I was in Hollywood for the original photoshoot. I guess I should look at an FAQ or something. Bah.
I saw vv-cakes for the first time in a couple of months since our falling out....and it seems like nothing changed. She made some decisions that a lot of people have lost respect for her for. Se la vee. She still has some characteristic traits that I thought were a phase, but are obviously a facet of her permanet personality now. That's a shame. I wish her always the best, and I love her unconditionally, but unforunately, I can't support her behavior. I hope she learns to climb her way out of the hell that she inflicts on herself.
On that note, I'm going to go.
So my job is starting to suck. I try to ignore the drama, but these ass-cakes keep fucking trying to shift their bullshit onto me, when it has ABSALOUTELY nothing to do with me! God damn it. Sometimes i wish I could gas that place.
On a better note, I met a boy in Phoenix (being stranded had it's ups). We met a long time ago, and he expressed to my friends his attraction for me, but I am too cynical to believe it. So I finally gave in and talked to him at a party, and we had more in common than I had with Erik (and that's A LOT OF things in common). I am trying not to be stuck in a surreal world, but it's almost perfect. But it's not. I love his big beautiful brown eyes. They make me swoon. *Sigh* Whatever. I'm going up tomorrow with Beth again to see him. Weeeee.
My due-date for reapplying for SG is coming up soon. (If it isn't already here?) Should I post a photoset in the hopefuls first? Any ideas? I don't think I need to resubmit my id crap and model form, because I filled those things out when I was in Hollywood for the original photoshoot. I guess I should look at an FAQ or something. Bah.
I saw vv-cakes for the first time in a couple of months since our falling out....and it seems like nothing changed. She made some decisions that a lot of people have lost respect for her for. Se la vee. She still has some characteristic traits that I thought were a phase, but are obviously a facet of her permanet personality now. That's a shame. I wish her always the best, and I love her unconditionally, but unforunately, I can't support her behavior. I hope she learns to climb her way out of the hell that she inflicts on herself.
On that note, I'm going to go.
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scuderiaferrari:
were you and justaghost seperated at birth?
0theamazingrando:
Booya!