age: 30 (Oct 05, 1981)
MEMBER SINCE: August 2004
occupation: Musician / Music Teacher
stats: Yep.
makes me happy: Finding a job soon.
most humbling moment: Anytime I get on stage.
into: Everything
i lost my virginity: awkwardly.
sign: I can sign my name.
body mods: Several tattoos, but major additions are in the works.
gets me hot: Nerdy girls.
crush: Being productive
makes me sad: Being unemployed. The fact that my 10 year high school reunion is coming up soon
So my ex just called me last night... after we had a nice little talk last week about what we'd been up to. She basically gets on the phone and says "I wanted to tell you last time we talked, but I started seeing someone else."

so now I'm all severely depressed and mopey. Plus, I haven't heard back from a couple of jobs, and the job I thought I had hasn't called me in a while, and money is getting tight, and we've got to move out of this apartment in a couple of weeks so people are freaking out about that.... it's just a lot to handle right now, even without this wonderful little newsflash from her.
2 months... it's been 2 months since we ended our 3 1/2 year relationship and she's already on to someone new. I feel cheap and replaceable. And I feel foolish for loving her so much, and agonizing about this so much over the past 2 months while she's apparently been completely fine with it all... so much so that she can go out and find someone to take my place. I just started getting used to the idea of her not being with me... now I have to get used to the idea of her being with someone else.
I told her I can no longer be friends with her. And that I'd probably never talk to her again after last night.
I just want a hug... and someone to tell me everything will be alright.
so now I'm all severely depressed and mopey. Plus, I haven't heard back from a couple of jobs, and the job I thought I had hasn't called me in a while, and money is getting tight, and we've got to move out of this apartment in a couple of weeks so people are freaking out about that.... it's just a lot to handle right now, even without this wonderful little newsflash from her.
2 months... it's been 2 months since we ended our 3 1/2 year relationship and she's already on to someone new. I feel cheap and replaceable. And I feel foolish for loving her so much, and agonizing about this so much over the past 2 months while she's apparently been completely fine with it all... so much so that she can go out and find someone to take my place. I just started getting used to the idea of her not being with me... now I have to get used to the idea of her being with someone else.
I told her I can no longer be friends with her. And that I'd probably never talk to her again after last night.
I just want a hug... and someone to tell me everything will be alright.























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