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ThePanicTheVomit Shit come a fallin'.

I’m private

age: 19 (Sep 03, 1988)

MEMBER SINCE: October 2007

occupation: Bore.

heroes: Clint Eastwood, Stanley Kubrick, Hayao Miyazaki, Duke Ellington, Thom Yorke

makes me happy: food, video games, my bunnies, my friends

gets me hot: A fireplace.

makes me sad: again, vegetables!

crush: It's really rare for me to have a crush on anyone.

body mods: 5 tattoos, 1 nipple pierced, 2 earlobes pierced.

into: animals, anime, art, day(and night)dreaming, eyebrow maintenance, fastasy, flowers, food, gemology, isolation, meditation, music, mythology, philosophy, photography, playing piano, poetry, pretty people, psychology, reading, singing, nudity, smelling books, magazines, and brochures, video games

sign: Virgo. I'm not really into horoscope crap though.

i lost my virginity: To a half-asian, heavily tattooed and pierced metal band singer 3 years my elder. Go me haha.

stats: 33-24-33, 105 lbs, 5'3. IQ 137. 1/4 Japanese-the rest English, Greek, American Indian and French.

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Friday

JUNE 20, 2008 @ 10:08 AM | 5 COMMENTS

I got another tattoo yesterday.
It felt great. Slightly reminiscent of the violet wand, even.
It was done to look like an actual drawing.
I think I like Radiohead a little too much.
I have the incredible urge to read right now,
but unfortunately I owe money to the library and have no working car.
I wanna try mushrooms for the first time.
I want the writers block I've had for about 2 years to go away.
I used to write every single day in high school.
Now I'm shit. I just don't know what to write about...
Seemingly unconnected thoughts, but who knows.
Fuck the mind.

KorbenDallas

Brownsville, TX

January 2005

JUN 20, 2008 11:44 PM

Fuck the mind indeed. :/

januseyes

Baltimore, MD

April 2008

JUN 23, 2008 09:07 PM

Re: fuck the mind...

What did you write about during high school?

I never really wrote fiction - but I was a lot more artistically productive back during high school; at least compared to now. I think my work has matured some, but it's rare that I'm as consistently engaged as I was before. It sort of comes in spurts, but doesn't seem to last as long.

At least for me I needed to be in - well, not just a mood - more like 'the zone' or 'an inspired sort of mindset.'

I doubt that anything you learned between now and then robbed you of your talent - but circumstance does have a habit of sneaking up on that fine line between motivation and - I suppose - some more 'intellectual' sort of creativity (the idea for a story rather than the ability to execute it maybe); some sort of comfortable routine - or litany of particular concerns, occupations, people even - they can all kill a creative buzz like nothing else.

bhavok

Royersford, PA

March 2006

JUN 25, 2008 06:39 PM

Radiohead & shrooms is how I can sum up my summer of 2002.. I've been told that I resemble thom yorke when I have my hair shaved down..

I got tattooed on Saturday too.. I also had to talk to a guy about starting my sleeves.. I'm super stoked! Your tattoo looks great.. Where is it tattooed at?

I hate owing $$$ & not having a car!

mattacme

Calistoga, CA

February 2006

JUL 23, 2008 10:56 AM

Just a howdy. I hope things are at least OK.

Buckyverano

Capistrano Beach, CA

March 2007

JUL 23, 2008 10:24 PM

Hell yeah I LOVE Radiohead, im seeing twice next month. So stoked . Mushrooms are one my favorite drugs of all times. Its like unlocking all the lost questions you have about life in the back of your head. I suggest you try it once at least. Oh and there is no such thing as liking Radiohead to much, its just not possible. Take care.

p.s. sweet fucking tatt