Wow...crappy. I still feel sad about my sis. I miss her. I am going to AZ in May for her graduation. I am going to try to stay longer this time and maybe I will get to see everyone that I want to see. I haven't even met my other sister's baby yet.

Anyway, I hear it is HOT in AZ right now. Hahahaha, suckers. I am still wearing a hoodie, and I probably will be until June. Spring is here and all the trees in the front yard are covered in tiny pink flowers and when the wind blows it looks like it is snowing petals. Seasons are pretty amazing. I never knew all of this existed. For some reason I am really missing AZ, though. God, what and idiot I was. I was so sure that living in Phoenix was my biggest problem, and as long as I could get away everything would be fine. Sometimes, I would give anything to be back in that shitty house on Keim, working in that shitty job that I hated. I wonder how I could hate something so much, but look back on it with such fondness? It really trips me out because I was miserable. I guess the only thing it has taught me is that I can always be more miserable than I am at any given second. Things can always get worse, yay! I wonder when I leave here if I will look back on this time and miss it?

In other news, we are moving. The house we rent is being put up for sale. We are finding it very difficult to find a house that will take 3 dogs and not cost 2 million dollars a month. We found one that is not great but will work for what we need. The cool thing is, it is has a HUGE basement. The even better thing is that in the basement there is this strange room that is so fucking creepy it is just begging to be used in some horror movie. I mean really, I will have to get some pictures. It is really awesome. Okay, I am gonna be late for work.

Wow...crappy. I still feel sad about my sis. I miss her. I am going to AZ in May for her graduation. I am going to try to stay longer this time and maybe I will get to see everyone that I want to see. I haven't even met my other sister's baby yet.

Anyway, I hear it is HOT in AZ right now. Hahahaha, suckers. I am still wearing a hoodie, and I probably will be until June. Spring is here and all the trees in the front yard are covered in tiny pink flowers and when the wind blows it looks like it is snowing petals. Seasons are pretty amazing. I never knew all of this existed. For some reason I am really missing AZ, though. God, what and idiot I was. I was so sure that living in Phoenix was my biggest problem, and as long as I could get away everything would be fine. Sometimes, I would give anything to be back in that shitty house on Keim, working in that shitty job that I hated. I wonder how I could hate something so much, but look back on it with such fondness? It really trips me out because I was miserable. I guess the only thing it has taught me is that I can always be more miserable than I am at any given second. Things can always get worse, yay! I wonder when I leave here if I will look back on this time and miss it?

In other news, we are moving. The house we rent is being put up for sale. We are finding it very difficult to find a house that will take 3 dogs and not cost 2 million dollars a month. We found one that is not great but will work for what we need. The cool thing is, it is has a HUGE basement. The even better thing is that in the basement there is this strange room that is so fucking creepy it is just begging to be used in some horror movie. I mean really, I will have to get some pictures. It is really awesome. Okay, I am gonna be late for work.