So the Ellen is going back to california tomorrow, dammit. I miss her so much since she moved in June. Both of my best friends live out there, and I really don't have anyone else to just throw down with and be myself around, except Michael, and even then it's not the same as it is when you are with my two best girl friends.

Hopefully that will change. It's just weird getting to know people this late in the game. I like most of the people I meet though, which is a good thing. I'm just shy and I don't know how to just approach someone and be like, so, you wanna hang out?

It's also weird to know that people read this thing, and comment on it! *Big shocker* No one reads my livejournal or my xanga blog (I post the same things in both of them). Or, if they do, they don't let me know about it!!! GAH! At least you guys let me know you read my ramblings, and I do appreciate it, I really do. It helps to know that there is someone on the other end. I'm so glad that there are other lunatics out there like me.