Hello everyone. It's been awhile. I would just like to let everyone know I am still alive.

I believe tonight is my last night on SG. My membership runs out tomorrow, and I think I am about done. I would just like to take a second to say thanks to everyone. I would like the thank the community in general for being a great crowd however, Tess, Matt, Rick, and Krista(wherever you are....) have now earned places in my book titled "Cool Mothafuckas."

Thank you guys for you comments, thoughts, and stories. Please keep in touch if you feel it, hit that contact button if you read this before I am gone and I will get back to you with my email and what not.

Well enough of that, its time for a good old fashioned Rant-O-J lite. I have bothered many of you before and wasted your time reading my pointless ramblings so I'll give you one last one to remember. This one may even hit close to home for some of ya.

So how do you go about making the union. How do you learn to balance time that you don't have? I have been going out with my girl for almost 4 years now. Four fucking years. I think for two people our age, that is fucking amazing. We pretty much live together now, but the idea of moving out has dropped in from time to time. Are we ready for this? I mean, she stays at my house like 5-6 days a week. We do all the normal live together stuff, but there is still that time to just lay back and scratch your nuts and take it easy from time to time.

How do you learn to mend all the things that make your life great together....

You can't just ignore each other and go about your normal stuff. There needs to be a perfect blend of it all. How do you manage your time between yourself, sleep, hobbies, loving, quality time, ect. You can't fuck someone and then just say "cool, I'm gonna go play video games now, you should clean up a bit." I feel I am responsible enough for the step, but it is just not the...

Hello everyone. It's been awhile. I would just like to let everyone know I am still alive.

I believe tonight is my last night on SG. My membership runs out tomorrow, and I think I am about done. I would just like to take a second to say thanks to everyone. I would like the thank the community in general for being a great crowd however, Tess, Matt, Rick, and Krista(wherever you are....) have now earned places in my book titled "Cool Mothafuckas."

Thank you guys for you comments, thoughts, and stories. Please keep in touch if you feel it, hit that contact button if you read this before I am gone and I will get back to you with my email and what not.

Well enough of that, its time for a good old fashioned Rant-O-J lite. I have bothered many of you before and wasted your time reading my pointless ramblings so I'll give you one last one to remember. This one may even hit close to home for some of ya.

So how do you go about making the union. How do you learn to balance time that you don't have? I have been going out with my girl for almost 4 years now. Four fucking years. I think for two people our age, that is fucking amazing. We pretty much live together now, but the idea of moving out has dropped in from time to time. Are we ready for this? I mean, she stays at my house like 5-6 days a week. We do all the normal live together stuff, but there is still that time to just lay back and scratch your nuts and take it easy from time to time.

How do you learn to mend all the things that make your life great together....

You can't just ignore each other and go about your normal stuff. There needs to be a perfect blend of it all. How do you manage your time between yourself, sleep, hobbies, loving, quality time, ect. You can't fuck someone and then just say "cool, I'm gonna go play video games now, you should clean up a bit." I feel I am responsible enough for the step, but it is just not the time. College, debt, and the other shit that follows. Somewhere down the road we will move out and get on with our lives. Marriage is somewhere lurking in the dark, I just don't know when it will happen.

I guess it all just comes down to love. To use the words of the ever wise Chris Rock, "you got the love the fucking crust of a mothafucka." The good and the bad, the rich and the poor, the bitch and the best. All things will fall into place as my path comes full circle and I find my way.

And so I bid a farwell, my path had led my hear for a few months and now I leave to continue on with my journey. Who knows where it will take me, and what will come of me. All I know is, I am leaving this place with the best of memories, the best of thoughts, and the best of company. Please keep in touch and let me hear it.

Keep on breathing, taking it easy (or anyway you can get it) don't sweat the small shit, listen to Children of Bodom, and most of all...

...Keep on rockin'
-J

"there's no love in fear..."