age: 30 (Aug 16, 1977)
MEMBER SINCE: November 2003
occupation: Jack (as in all trades)
crush: The coworker I have had a dirty dream about.
makes me happy: a good night's sleep, stimulating conversation, romance
heroes: Most veterans.
sign: Leo
into: WoW, music, high tech gadgetry, beauty, Photoshop, photography, writing, philosphizing, movies
gets me hot: IBTs, English accents, nudity... pretty much anything having to do with females, actually
fantasy: Norah Jones' Come Away With Me
makes me sad: still can't play the guitar
i lost my virginity: and regretted it... I got better
most humbling moment: when I realized my parents weren't infallible; getting in trouble for doing what I was told
What to say?
You would think that in three months I'd have had some thought come to mind worthy of this online journal space. But there isn't. No life changing events, no stories of overcoming or going under. Life has remained on an even tilt. That's what has driven me into grand seclusion. I will admit that a lot of the extra time I used to spend waiting in the groups hoping, praying someone would respond to a post so I could respond to that response has gone to World of Warcraft. But even in that new arena of social usurption (no, not a real word) I find many of the same issues arising and I have come to realize that, unlike the doctor says, it's not me. I choose to think differently (using Apple's old slogan) but that doesn't make me wrong. It only takes a little time of working around a group of doctors before you realized this world is socially fucked. The societal hierarchy is set in stone it seems and no one will help me shatter the pillars we all have set it up on. I don't want to say some of us are elitist, thinking we are better than others. I don't want to use it because I find myself believing that way some times. Not like the bigot asshole I work with I have to hear call every woman "suge" or "babe" and keep referring to Obama as "Hussein." But there are times I just want to scream at the world "wake up, open your eyes and minds, we don't have to be hippies to get the fuck along." And yet a doctor will tell a nurse your department is incorrect and worthless and then treat the patient for the diagnosis you reported. And the old asshole in the Cadillac believes you owe him something because he has money. It's a conundrum that confounds me so much that even nude alternative girls haven't been enough to ease the pain of living. Sadly, for that sentiment and the loss of my "need" for the group forums here I am considering dropping my subscription. When it takes you three weeks to finally peruse the "latest" sets you've got to consider that...
You would think that in three months I'd have had some thought come to mind worthy of this online journal space. But there isn't. No life changing events, no stories of overcoming or going under. Life has remained on an even tilt. That's what has driven me into grand seclusion. I will admit that a lot of the extra time I used to spend waiting in the groups hoping, praying someone would respond to a post so I could respond to that response has gone to World of Warcraft. But even in that new arena of social usurption (no, not a real word) I find many of the same issues arising and I have come to realize that, unlike the doctor says, it's not me. I choose to think differently (using Apple's old slogan) but that doesn't make me wrong. It only takes a little time of working around a group of doctors before you realized this world is socially fucked. The societal hierarchy is set in stone it seems and no one will help me shatter the pillars we all have set it up on. I don't want to say some of us are elitist, thinking we are better than others. I don't want to use it because I find myself believing that way some times. Not like the bigot asshole I work with I have to hear call every woman "suge" or "babe" and keep referring to Obama as "Hussein." But there are times I just want to scream at the world "wake up, open your eyes and minds, we don't have to be hippies to get the fuck along." And yet a doctor will tell a nurse your department is incorrect and worthless and then treat the patient for the diagnosis you reported. And the old asshole in the Cadillac believes you owe him something because he has money. It's a conundrum that confounds me so much that even nude alternative girls haven't been enough to ease the pain of living. Sadly, for that sentiment and the loss of my "need" for the group forums here I am considering dropping my subscription. When it takes you three weeks to finally peruse the "latest" sets you've got to consider that...
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