***It's like what I deal with. I am emotionally attached because of the good things that Israel has to offer.. it's like a smile is worth so much to me coming from him. Yet, I'm not given the things that I really NEED from a guy..

***Him telling me that he loves me really doesn't hit my heart. I can only feel what I feel for him, but I don't have the feeling that I'm loved completely back. yeah, he may love me as his friend. and I'm sure he'll be my friend forever. Like.. friends growing old together. But I fear that when he sits down with me one day in the future... and says "Tesh, I love you" it will be too late and i will have fallen in love with someone else.


***At night I lay down upset or just straight up confused, in the morning I wake up refreshed but worried that something bad happened overnight and that the person I love hates me with a passion that can't be forgiven.

***It's like what I deal with. I am emotionally attached because of the good things that Israel has to offer.. it's like a smile is worth so much to me coming from him. Yet, I'm not given the things that I really NEED from a guy..

***Him telling me that he loves me really doesn't hit my heart. I can only feel what I feel for him, but I don't have the feeling that I'm loved completely back. yeah, he may love me as his friend. and I'm sure he'll be my friend forever. Like.. friends growing old together. But I fear that when he sits down with me one day in the future... and says "Tesh, I love you" it will be too late and i will have fallen in love with someone else.


***At night I lay down upset or just straight up confused, in the morning I wake up refreshed but worried that something bad happened overnight and that the person I love hates me with a passion that can't be forgiven.