into: I like to ask anorexics at dinnertime if they're "still eating that?", I like disposable boys, mutants, bull terriers, ferrets and one pony, tentacles, steel-capped boots, jewellry from junkyards and hardware stores, feminism, drinking binges, neon, dirt, learning all the time about everything, duct tape, decadence, hedonism, debauchery, evolving, tubes, bandages, laughing hysterically at retarded humor, laughing too loud and not caring, cantaurs, metal, the bags under my eyes, distracting from the bags under my eyes with loads of black eyeshadow, stupid jokes, whisky (no nothing in it), immorality, being 5 or 40 years old, Rohipnol, fucking, psychiatric hospital's papers, watching an idea form into a concept, smoking a single cigarette in total silence at 4 o'clock in the morning by my window, music with attitude, people who inspire me, real maturity, being an aggressive bitch, being introverted, chains, belts, plastic, rationally taking those exact steps that will actually fulfil the plan, molding guys and being fascinated by the process, dropping them once I get tired of it, creating, watching a piece of fabric transform into a solid actual dress, living and learning, contemplating, forcing the boy's attention every day and every night, then getting annoyed by it, any first time. My brain is ravenous and it needs to be fed. I need to know everything. Healthy and unhealthy.

not into: Dog owners.

makes me happy: cracking my joints. Peeing. ?

makes me sad: nothing. depressives are a source of glee.

5 things i can't live without: alcohol, cigarettes, the clothes I make, coffee, my muse

thoughts on sg: I love it

i spend most of my free time: with Horace and Gina

occupation: Fashion Design

current crush: Kermit

stats: 1,74m, 47kg (back waist length 41cm, front waist length 37cm, side ground length 111,5cm, bust 82cm, waist 61cm, small hip 80cm, full hip 88cm, neckline 35cm, cross-back 36cm, cross-front 33cm, armhole 38cm

body mods: I tattoo junkyard tattoos on myself. I have piercings, you just can't see them.

heroes: the cat.

gets me hot: skinny guys with shaved heads or a mohawk, wasted eyes and hip bones, girls I don't know with beautiful bodies, guys who hold my stare, a guy thats able to fuck me well standing up against a wall, a strong character that doesn't disolve after 2 minutes of me testing it, sleeve of tattoos, tanned arms and back with summer sweat, guys who look thin but have muscles when they flex (wich they should never do), feeling those muscles when I'm on top of him, feeling the erection against my thigh, clean skin.

favorite position: Whichever works for me in that moment.

fantasy: None. I'm a realist.

sign: Virgo

most humbling moment: (24.01.2009)

i lost my virginity: Nope, I got tired of it, so I left it in an orgy when I was 15.

CIGARETTES: I have black lungs

MY DIET: Vegetarian

ALCOHOL: I am a complete drunkard

MY DRUG USE: Up the nose

I AM LOOKING FOR: whoever comes along

MY KINK FACTOR: I buy sex toys at the hardware store.

MY POLITICS: None apply, you assholes

POT: Nope

MY STATUS: exclusive relationship