I'm now on Model Mayhem under "Syntherea"
I am no longer strongly pursuing Suicide Girls and I've moved on to doing fetish and artistic erotic photos. I'm booking shoots faster and steadier than ever and I really enjoy what I do. Paid work is coming more and more frequently which is allowing me to really push to new levels with everything that I do. Thank you all for the support.

I'm thinking about doing a giveaway soon!
I would like some input as to what you would like to see given.
Private messages are always welcome!

I'm so happy that my Christmas shopping is all done! And without stepping foot into a store, thank goodness! I love Amazon

I've loosely scheduled two more shoots, I'm so anxious to get them done and share the work with you all

Just wanted to check in with everyone and say hello and happy holidays!

A very long and interesting absence!

I met the boyfriends family for the first time. That was.. Entertaining. And scary as Hell.
They seem to adore me though and I did have some fun. They managed to twist my arm into playing charades though. Which I'm awful at. Really awful..

I am settled into my new job, however, I'm having to wake up at 3:30am every day for it, driving an hour there and an hour home to get back to the house by 5pm. Between house work and taking care of my animals when I come home. I have just enough time to eat and maybe read a couple of pages from a book (Working on Through The Looking Glass at the moment) before I'm falling asleep at 8pm. Because of this, I haven't had time to myself. So something has to change. I've been looking at apartments closer to work. Which is great because they are also closer to where the boyfriend lives (an hour drive to see him, too). I can't wait to move.

I'm thinking up a new set to shoot and I'm so anxious.. I have more confidence than ever and I really hope that that can come through in the next shoot.

I'm getting myself together and I'm becoming the person that I want to be. One day at a time.

I had a great week.. Spent a lot of time in the holler so I didn't have service. Bonfires, grilling and tree stands. My kind of kick off to autumn. Tasted the first takedown deer of the season. Definitely worth the wait. I'll be posting some photos

Thank you everyone for your patience with my absence..
I feel terrible for making everyone wait on my responses.
Things are getting better now so I should be able to keep up.

I shot a set on Monday. I didn't think I would feel up for it but I pushed through and from what the artist told me, I did great. But I haven't seen the photos. He had me shoot the set then drew some of the images. He's quite talented and I can't wait to see the finished product (he is asking me to sign them once they are done) so I'm hoping I can talk him out of some copies so that I can share them with you lovely folks!

I'm going to Seattle for a weekend soon and I can't wait. I could use the time away from home for a while.
And I get to see my good friend, Tryg so I can't argue. He's a sweetie.

I bought some new shoes.. Once they arrive in the mail I will have to post some photos. They are wonderful! Then again.. I love heels a little too much

Also! I feel terrible that I haven't done this sooner!
The credit for my tattoo goes to Lee Brewster. He was with a shop called Bullseye Ink in the Cincinnati area. That was where the set was shot. He has since moved on to a new shop called Beelistics on Vine in Cincinnati. Great guy, great work. I loved my experience with him.

Quick update:
Quite sick again, quite busy again.
My sincerest apologies.. I promise I'll do my best to get back with everyone soon.

Finally! Seeing the new set in Member Review just made my day, as well as all of the wonderful comments from all of you.. Thank you so much!

My next photo shoot is on Sunday, it will be my first paid shoot, though not for SG. I'm pretty anxious about that even though its kind of short notice. The fetish set shoots November 4th and I'm already planning my next SG submission. So I've been a little busy

Last night my best friend and I went to hang out for a while at some local places, finishing up with a couple friends of ours until I left their place with her at 6 this morning to go straight to work. I'm running on "E" especially since after I work my 9 hour shift here, I'm heading back over there for one of the guy's birthday parties. Working tomorrow on top of it. I need all the help I can get! I turned to an energy drink, which is rare for me. But honestly, the good feedback from this set has me more hyped up. You people make the day go by and you're putting a HUGE smile on my face!

If this set gets accepted, and goes Pink, I'm going to choose a random number from however many comments the set has when its accepted. That person will get a neat surprise!

Hope everyone is doing well. I'll respond to messages and friend requests on my breaks today so please be patient!

Four more days until the set is available!
Yes.. So maybe I am counting down a little

Other than that, I've booked two other sets. One is my fetish shoot, the other is my first paid set. Not a bad hourly offer either, I might add. I'm enjoying myself with it and I can't wait to get some more finished products.

As for my personal life, my best friends birthday is coming up so we are to be celebrating soon. I even got a new dress for the occasion (I'll post pics from the night we go out) and I'm anxious. I've had a lot going on in my personal life that isn't good and I'm hoping that a couple nights out with her will help ease my mind and allow me to get away for a while from everything. I'm experiencing more health issues, unfortunately. They are bad off and on so I apologize for any absent periods either on here or on my Facebook account. It's difficult to keep up while feeling so poorly. I have to shave my head, probably sooner than I was ready for, but I'm hoping to be able to do these upcoming sets before I have to. Who knows though.. Whenever it happens I will probably post pictures, no matter how I feel about it. "I faced a fear of mine and shivered, but didn't blink" after all..


EDIT:
These are some pictures of my wig.. My very first one. It just came.today. I'm not sure if I like it or not because its such a dramatic change from my real hair. Maybe it will grow on me..

I stumbled on a wonderful opportunity to work with a photographer who specializes in artistic nude photography..
The wonderful part is that he also specializes in fetish photography.
He does incredible knot work and he is very capable of conveying so much feeling into his photos.

I feel very lucky. Particularly because he is being very accommodating and generous with the set.
We are shooting on November 4th and I can't wait! The pictures won't be used as a Member Review submission or anything like that. This is more of a personal project that I've wanted to do for some time now, I just never put the plan into motion until now. Some of the photos will be posted here and I'll have a few that will be on my Facebook exclusively. I'm very anxious to see how it will all turn out..

On another note, the tattoo set (Called "Situation Infatuation") will be popping up in Member Review in thirteen short days.

Well, I'm off for tonight =]