You forgot to call me and tell me not to try talking to people from my past. Because they will turn into complete assholes and think it's okay.

Can I call you the 4-eyed buggy now?

The one that's famous for simply disappearing... but instead of him just being like "I don't want to be friends" he was all "Listen, I'm sick of the random texts. I have nothing of importance to say to you (if case silence wasn't enough). I'm not trying to be an asshole I just believe in being straight forward." Well ya'know what he was being an asshole and where the fuck was being straight forward when he walked out of my life without saying a fucking word years ago!! I don't even really care all that much that he doesn't wanna talk anymore... we barely talked as it is. But for him to be a dick about it was uncalled for. I just wanted to be friends. Whatever. His number is gone and I will never bother him again.

It could have been a simple "I don't want to be friends." Whatever. His choice, it's done and over with.

I know. I'm starting to think this year is out to kill me.

It was a link to something but someone else got into trouble for linking out, so i deleted it.

Haha. You're cute.

Hahaha. No. I just finished the bleaching just now. I did it early enough so I couldn't possibly fall asleep. But the whole bathroom is purple from dying the pups.

I wasn't trying on dresses for me... they were for mom. And with the color she wants... there was a certain selection I could pick from.

Plus we went to try on as a spur of the moment thing.

The 4th dress I took a picture of... still an awful picture... but I liked it the best and it was very me. However it only comes in black and most likely won't be around when we go to get dresses.

Oh baby, my waist is that small. I'm crazy tiny now.

In the bridal shop the other day the size 2 (smallest they carry) was like a tent on me.

I miss you.

YAY!!!!

youre silly. i miss you.

Mwhahaha. Which book is it?

It'll be at the very least two weeks for a background check to come through. I'd like a job.

Yes. I'm hoping I get to visit. It all depends on if my surgery kills me or not. I don't want to sit in a car that long if I'm in pain.