age: 24 (Dec 21, 1987)
MEMBER SINCE: March 2007
occupation: Student: New Media Interactive Development
into: video games, poetry (writing it), photography, loud music, computers, design, computers & design
i lost my virginity: and never looked back.
makes me happy: taking photos, making art, friends
makes me sad: uncertainty
crush: someone I hardly know and can't see until september
I always feel obligated to keep up with this site... I don't really look at the pics that much, and occasionally read the news, but I kind of enjoy posting my musings here because I know no one that matters will read it. I can say whatever I want.
So, in that vein, I made up with my ex after that argument I posted about a while back. She called me at like 1am a couple days ago and apologized and told me she missed talking to me. It was sort of what I wanted to hear, but I was... shocked. I didn't have anything to say, despite all the things I had thought about, nothing came out. She thought I was being a douche and started crying and said goodbye. I went back to watching House, and when the episode ended I checked my phone and I had a text from her. At this point, I had collected my thoughts and we talked it out... sort of. There wasn't much to say. We hung out the next day and had a wonderful time, after I brought her home, I IM'd her and said "why do we always have to go and fuck this up?" She replied that she didn't know. What a shitty situation. I really don't want to go through that again, that's why I stopped talking to her. I guess I'll just let her talk to me, instead, maybe that will work out better.
I finally got a hold of someone who could help me with my co-op situation. My former boss won't talk to them about the situation, which may be better for me, really. I have a meeting with the head of my department when I go back to school, and it sounds like they want to give me credit for the co-op if they can. That would be absolutely wonderful. I'm definitely trying everything I can to get an interesting one next summer.
Third, I've become addicted to The Settlers: Rise of an Empire recently. Good lord. I played it for 10 hours today. I know, my life is sad and meaningless, that's why I play video games. Anyway, it's a strategy game, it's kind of buggy, but the gameplay is...
So, in that vein, I made up with my ex after that argument I posted about a while back. She called me at like 1am a couple days ago and apologized and told me she missed talking to me. It was sort of what I wanted to hear, but I was... shocked. I didn't have anything to say, despite all the things I had thought about, nothing came out. She thought I was being a douche and started crying and said goodbye. I went back to watching House, and when the episode ended I checked my phone and I had a text from her. At this point, I had collected my thoughts and we talked it out... sort of. There wasn't much to say. We hung out the next day and had a wonderful time, after I brought her home, I IM'd her and said "why do we always have to go and fuck this up?" She replied that she didn't know. What a shitty situation. I really don't want to go through that again, that's why I stopped talking to her. I guess I'll just let her talk to me, instead, maybe that will work out better.
I finally got a hold of someone who could help me with my co-op situation. My former boss won't talk to them about the situation, which may be better for me, really. I have a meeting with the head of my department when I go back to school, and it sounds like they want to give me credit for the co-op if they can. That would be absolutely wonderful. I'm definitely trying everything I can to get an interesting one next summer.
Third, I've become addicted to The Settlers: Rise of an Empire recently. Good lord. I played it for 10 hours today. I know, my life is sad and meaningless, that's why I play video games. Anyway, it's a strategy game, it's kind of buggy, but the gameplay is...





















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