I always feel obligated to keep up with this site... I don't really look at the pics that much, and occasionally read the news, but I kind of enjoy posting my musings here because I know no one that matters will read it. I can say whatever I want.

So, in that vein, I made up with my ex after that argument I posted about a while back. She called me at like 1am a couple days ago and apologized and told me she missed talking to me. It was sort of what I wanted to hear, but I was... shocked. I didn't have anything to say, despite all the things I had thought about, nothing came out. She thought I was being a douche and started crying and said goodbye. I went back to watching House, and when the episode ended I checked my phone and I had a text from her. At this point, I had collected my thoughts and we talked it out... sort of. There wasn't much to say. We hung out the next day and had a wonderful time, after I brought her home, I IM'd her and said "why do we always have to go and fuck this up?" She replied that she didn't know. What a shitty situation. I really don't want to go through that again, that's why I stopped talking to her. I guess I'll just let her talk to me, instead, maybe that will work out better.

I finally got a hold of someone who could help me with my co-op situation. My former boss won't talk to them about the situation, which may be better for me, really. I have a meeting with the head of my department when I go back to school, and it sounds like they want to give me credit for the co-op if they can. That would be absolutely wonderful. I'm definitely trying everything I can to get an interesting one next summer.

Third, I've become addicted to The Settlers: Rise of an Empire recently. Good lord. I played it for 10 hours today. I know, my life is sad and meaningless, that's why I play video games. Anyway, it's a strategy game, it's kind of buggy, but the gameplay is...

I always feel obligated to keep up with this site... I don't really look at the pics that much, and occasionally read the news, but I kind of enjoy posting my musings here because I know no one that matters will read it. I can say whatever I want.

So, in that vein, I made up with my ex after that argument I posted about a while back. She called me at like 1am a couple days ago and apologized and told me she missed talking to me. It was sort of what I wanted to hear, but I was... shocked. I didn't have anything to say, despite all the things I had thought about, nothing came out. She thought I was being a douche and started crying and said goodbye. I went back to watching House, and when the episode ended I checked my phone and I had a text from her. At this point, I had collected my thoughts and we talked it out... sort of. There wasn't much to say. We hung out the next day and had a wonderful time, after I brought her home, I IM'd her and said "why do we always have to go and fuck this up?" She replied that she didn't know. What a shitty situation. I really don't want to go through that again, that's why I stopped talking to her. I guess I'll just let her talk to me, instead, maybe that will work out better.

I finally got a hold of someone who could help me with my co-op situation. My former boss won't talk to them about the situation, which may be better for me, really. I have a meeting with the head of my department when I go back to school, and it sounds like they want to give me credit for the co-op if they can. That would be absolutely wonderful. I'm definitely trying everything I can to get an interesting one next summer.

Third, I've become addicted to The Settlers: Rise of an Empire recently. Good lord. I played it for 10 hours today. I know, my life is sad and meaningless, that's why I play video games. Anyway, it's a strategy game, it's kind of buggy, but the gameplay is just so satisfying and the bugs so inconsequential that it's worth it. It's heavy on the city building and resource management and light on combat, which I like a lot. I've played it till it crashed two days in a row now.