So, an update on me, even though I've not to many friends on here, I just need somewhere to type.

WARNING: This may be depressing. Heh...




Been pretty depressed lately, due to my life not going where I want it to because I've the lack of funds and noway to help that right now, save moving back in with my parents, which is a last resort if I go flat broke and lose MY house.

I've been broken up with my fiance for over half a year now, and yet it hurts to find out she is seeing someone now who makes her happy, and could be raising MY son soon. She wants sole custody, and is trying hard to keep my son from me, if not for me going over there every other weekend and taking him for the two days I can, without starting a custody war.

Losing touch with most of my friends nowadays because they are all off doing their own thing, and living their life with good jobs, while I'm stuck in the same routine every week.

On a good note though, I've been losing weight somehow, maybe due to my lack of eating from the depression, and may be able to swing a free tattoo to brand my alter ego forever. I live in a virtual world, on my computer and on my Xbox, and it's sustaining my sanity right now.

However I will say this. I found the SG's, and this site has certainly helped alot lately, no not in that way. I came across the website via Facebook, and joined. I'm wondering why I didn't find the SG's sooner, but it's helped me these past couple days. It gives me beautiful women to look at, chat with sometimes, and overall a place to just be myself online, without hiding behind some alter ego I created back in 7th grade.

So, upon closing, thank you SuicideGirls, for being yourselves. Never stop no matter what anyone says. You help depressed nerds like me everyday.

So, an update on me, even though I've not to many friends on here, I just need somewhere to type.

WARNING: This may be depressing. Heh...




Been pretty depressed lately, due to my life not going where I want it to because I've the lack of funds and noway to help that right now, save moving back in with my parents, which is a last resort if I go flat broke and lose MY house.

I've been broken up with my fiance for over half a year now, and yet it hurts to find out she is seeing someone now who makes her happy, and could be raising MY son soon. She wants sole custody, and is trying hard to keep my son from me, if not for me going over there every other weekend and taking him for the two days I can, without starting a custody war.

Losing touch with most of my friends nowadays because they are all off doing their own thing, and living their life with good jobs, while I'm stuck in the same routine every week.

On a good note though, I've been losing weight somehow, maybe due to my lack of eating from the depression, and may be able to swing a free tattoo to brand my alter ego forever. I live in a virtual world, on my computer and on my Xbox, and it's sustaining my sanity right now.

However I will say this. I found the SG's, and this site has certainly helped alot lately, no not in that way. I came across the website via Facebook, and joined. I'm wondering why I didn't find the SG's sooner, but it's helped me these past couple days. It gives me beautiful women to look at, chat with sometimes, and overall a place to just be myself online, without hiding behind some alter ego I created back in 7th grade.

So, upon closing, thank you SuicideGirls, for being yourselves. Never stop no matter what anyone says. You help depressed nerds like me everyday.