Hellogoodbye Today!!!
Now if only my back wasn't killing me I might be able to enjoy myself....
This might suck because I don't think theres "seating" I think its all standing...
Uggh...what a day to have back problems...
Please be good, please be good!
Now if only my back wasn't killing me I might be able to enjoy myself....
This might suck because I don't think theres "seating" I think its all standing...
Uggh...what a day to have back problems...
Please be good, please be good!
I don't think halloween is coming this year....
I've already had to cancel my big big plans...I don't think I'll be doing anything excellent this year...
I've already had to cancel my big big plans...I don't think I'll be doing anything excellent this year...
Dream Journal
Ok so I had a dream last night....or this morning .....something like that. Anyway...
It really kinda bugged me...It upset me in my belly, and disturbed my mind.
It wasn't too lengthy and I won't describe it in its entirety because thats just unnecessary. But basically what happened was I was walking from the grocery store to my grandmother/father's house in my old neighborhood, which had become alot slummier since I'd been gone, and I got mugged on the way home. I was just walking by myself and these guys who'd been circling the area(you could tell they were gang members from how they dressed) like vultures swooped down on me before I even really had time to react. They executed their little strike on me quite expertly. One walked straight up to me to block my path another was hanging back and circling on his bike while a third came up behind me and got me in a sort of headlock. I was pretty scared because I'd never had anything like that happen to me before. (reminder: Its a dream) Plus my neighborhood was always pretty calm I would never expect something like that to happen so close to home. Anyway, I was wearing this expensive leather jacket and they apparently wanted it. I gave it up right away, no struggle or anything, I just slipped out of it and ran away.
As I was approaching my driveway, two things happened,
1) I ran into my father
2) and I spotted a few more members of the same gang in the distance.
My father asked me where my jacket was, I was forced to tell him and he got pretty pissed. Not just at the situation, but at my cowardice I suppose....(after that I felt pretty guilty, ashamed and embarrassed the rest of the night.) We went into the house and I told my grandmother and the rest of my immediate family what happened. We sat around and talked about it over dinner for quite awhile. My brother who lives with my father, (we'll call him Melchior for now), was acting very evasive towards the subject. I couldn't understand why seeing as how he lives down there…
I continued to feel on edge throughout the night and kept pacing back and forth between the back porch and the living room, on one of my "trips" I noticed that there seemed to be quite a lot of those gang members descending on my father's house. There were quite a few lurking in the back yard. At first I hoped they were just doing some sort of reconnaissance on me. But I quickly realized that was hoping for too much. For some reason they felt the need to inflict more violence on my household and had somehow discovered where I live.
They approached the front door with about 5-8 guys and about 2 or 3 in the back (my conclusion was, to prevent escape). Some of them started banging on the windows and then they started demanding we let them in. I was like: "Yeah this looks pretty bad…"
I don't know where my father was at the time (a marine) Right then I was thinking. "Hmm, well it looks like we've only got a few moments before they break in here and presumably start killing us…and seeing as how they have us surrounded, looks like we're gonna have to fight them…." "And if we fight them we'll probably die…" "Ha….I didn't think I'd go out like this…." Melchior looked scared shitless, my sister seemed to be wearing the same expression I would imagine I was, which was disgust and slightly horrified. I don't remember where my twin was, but my two other brothers looked just as on edge as the rest of us. I looking around and counting our numbers vs there's and sizing up our defensive ability. I was like…"This is worse than helms deep…"
My dream pretty much cut off there. I was pretty disappointed with the direction things appeared to be heading…I couldn't believe how powerless and cowardly I felt. I kept thinking:" If I had just taken care of these guys on the street this wouldn't have happened." I never want to feel like that again. I realized a long time ago that protecting the people I care about is really important to me. Having them know they can depend on me is really important. And in that dream I really let them down.
(Bare in mind if we ever did have a similar scenario to that happen, the outcome would be a lot different. Seeing as how my brothers are both black belts and my other brother is a boxer/fighter type) I need to be able to protect the people I love and I'll never feel complete, never feel ok until I can do that.
*sigh* I'm just so disappointed in myself. I fail myself so often. Its time to break these bad habits, and its time to start taking those capoeira classes. I'm sick of feeling weak.
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Another note entirely,
I rented black snake moan tonight...Should be pretty cool its got christina ricci
and samuel L jackson. How can you go wrong, right?
and as much as that dream troubled me I got over it pretty quickly...and on that note, here's something thats making me happy right now:
Ok so I had a dream last night....or this morning .....something like that. Anyway...
It really kinda bugged me...It upset me in my belly, and disturbed my mind.
It wasn't too lengthy and I won't describe it in its entirety because thats just unnecessary. But basically what happened was I was walking from the grocery store to my grandmother/father's house in my old neighborhood, which had become alot slummier since I'd been gone, and I got mugged on the way home. I was just walking by myself and these guys who'd been circling the area(you could tell they were gang members from how they dressed) like vultures swooped down on me before I even really had time to react. They executed their little strike on me quite expertly. One walked straight up to me to block my path another was hanging back and circling on his bike while a third came up behind me and got me in a sort of headlock. I was pretty scared because I'd never had anything like that happen to me before. (reminder: Its a dream) Plus my neighborhood was always pretty calm I would never expect something like that to happen so close to home. Anyway, I was wearing this expensive leather jacket and they apparently wanted it. I gave it up right away, no struggle or anything, I just slipped out of it and ran away.
As I was approaching my driveway, two things happened,
1) I ran into my father
2) and I spotted a few more members of the same gang in the distance.
My father asked me where my jacket was, I was forced to tell him and he got pretty pissed. Not just at the situation, but at my cowardice I suppose....(after that I felt pretty guilty, ashamed and embarrassed the rest of the night.) We went into the house and I told my grandmother and the rest of my immediate family what happened. We sat around and talked about it over dinner for quite awhile. My brother who lives with my father, (we'll call him Melchior for now), was acting very evasive towards the subject. I couldn't understand why seeing as how he lives down there…
I continued to feel on edge throughout the night and kept pacing back and forth between the back porch and the living room, on one of my "trips" I noticed that there seemed to be quite a lot of those gang members descending on my father's house. There were quite a few lurking in the back yard. At first I hoped they were just doing some sort of reconnaissance on me. But I quickly realized that was hoping for too much. For some reason they felt the need to inflict more violence on my household and had somehow discovered where I live.
They approached the front door with about 5-8 guys and about 2 or 3 in the back (my conclusion was, to prevent escape). Some of them started banging on the windows and then they started demanding we let them in. I was like: "Yeah this looks pretty bad…"
I don't know where my father was at the time (a marine) Right then I was thinking. "Hmm, well it looks like we've only got a few moments before they break in here and presumably start killing us…and seeing as how they have us surrounded, looks like we're gonna have to fight them…." "And if we fight them we'll probably die…" "Ha….I didn't think I'd go out like this…." Melchior looked scared shitless, my sister seemed to be wearing the same expression I would imagine I was, which was disgust and slightly horrified. I don't remember where my twin was, but my two other brothers looked just as on edge as the rest of us. I looking around and counting our numbers vs there's and sizing up our defensive ability. I was like…"This is worse than helms deep…"
My dream pretty much cut off there. I was pretty disappointed with the direction things appeared to be heading…I couldn't believe how powerless and cowardly I felt. I kept thinking:" If I had just taken care of these guys on the street this wouldn't have happened." I never want to feel like that again. I realized a long time ago that protecting the people I care about is really important to me. Having them know they can depend on me is really important. And in that dream I really let them down.
(Bare in mind if we ever did have a similar scenario to that happen, the outcome would be a lot different. Seeing as how my brothers are both black belts and my other brother is a boxer/fighter type) I need to be able to protect the people I love and I'll never feel complete, never feel ok until I can do that.
*sigh* I'm just so disappointed in myself. I fail myself so often. Its time to break these bad habits, and its time to start taking those capoeira classes. I'm sick of feeling weak.
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Another note entirely,
I rented black snake moan tonight...Should be pretty cool its got christina ricci
and samuel L jackson. How can you go wrong, right?
and as much as that dream troubled me I got over it pretty quickly...and on that note, here's something thats making me happy right now:
Things to do
-Finish online indie clothes review for streetwear group.
-Ask the environmentalist group what their take on recycling is... or buying recycled goods...
-Go see harry potter
-Buy new swim trunks
-Finally catch up to the mountain of homework I'm being swallowed up by...Its soo high, soooo thick....Its shadow blocks out the sun!
I am super re-excited to read the last harry potter book and see the new movie! I can not miss this one in theaters!!!
I just realized how much I really enjoy this series...
It fills me with a joy that few things on this earth can...
Mirth has a first name, and it is harry potter!
-Finish online indie clothes review for streetwear group.
-Ask the environmentalist group what their take on recycling is... or buying recycled goods...
-Go see harry potter
-Buy new swim trunks
-Finally catch up to the mountain of homework I'm being swallowed up by...Its soo high, soooo thick....Its shadow blocks out the sun!
I am super re-excited to read the last harry potter book and see the new movie! I can not miss this one in theaters!!!
I just realized how much I really enjoy this series...
It fills me with a joy that few things on this earth can...
Mirth has a first name, and it is harry potter!
I'm to lazy to write this out again soooo....I'll edit it properly later.
But you get the picture.
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I wasn't allowed above the 2nd floor.lameolbecca (7:33:35 PM): Why do you feel that way once a week?SlackerNchief (7:34:15 PM): Because I'm scared of the universeSlackerNchief (7:34:25 PM): And because I love humanitylameolbecca (7:34:25 PM): what about it?SlackerNchief (7:34:33 PM): But I feel like it has no hopelameolbecca (7:34:32 PM): awwwlameolbecca (7:34:38 PM): humanity loves you tooSlackerNchief (7:34:58 PM): So I'm always scared for the futurelameolbecca (7:35:10 PM): That's intenseSlackerNchief (7:35:25 PM): All the problems of the world, I feel like there all my responsibiltySlackerNchief (7:35:35 PM): yet I can do nothing to change any of it...lameolbecca (7:36:05 PM): understandablelameolbecca (7:36:12 PM): not much we can doSlackerNchief (7:36:22 PM): Its one of the reasons I hate looking out at the midnight skySlackerNchief (7:36:35 PM): People always say:"Its so beautiful"SlackerNchief (7:37:09 PM): I think:"Whats beautiful? feeling and knowing how insignificant you are 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to let it end like that i guess and respawned meSlackerNchief (7:50:57 PM): I woke up in like my bedSlackerNchief (7:51:06 PM): Still in the dream btwlameolbecca (7:51:14 PM): interestingSlackerNchief (7:51:16 PM): Thats what made this so convincingSlackerNchief (7:51:34 PM): and remembered everything that had happenedSlackerNchief (7:51:55 PM): I had somehow been sent back in time to that momentSlackerNchief (7:52:08 PM): But with the memory of everythingSlackerNchief (7:52:36 PM): So this time I rounded up my family and and headed straight for the canyonlameolbecca (7:52:44 PM): but not meSlackerNchief (7:52:51 PM): We found the ship and left orbit with time to spareSlackerNchief (7:53:10 PM): NEVER YOUSlackerNchief (7:53:18 PM): Get that straightSlackerNchief (7:53:27 PM): *ahem* back to my storylameolbecca (7:53:37 PM): SlackerNchief (7:54:02 PM): So it was pretty sad to know I'd never see earth again but....what're you gonna do?lameolbecca (7:54:19 PM): I suppose it's better than dyinglameolbecca (7:54:27 PM): but then you have to think about what happens in spaceSlackerNchief (7:54:31 PM): I wasn't actually piloting the ship it had preset coordinates for some distant planetlameolbecca (7:54:33 PM): like when you run out of foodSlackerNchief (7:54:38 PM): We got there and rejoicedlameolbecca (7:54:42 PM): if you even have itSlackerNchief (7:54:46 PM): That we were alivelameolbecca (7:54:46 PM): without meSlackerNchief (7:55:42 PM): It was weird thoughSlackerNchief (7:55:53 PM): I had alot of regrets of courseSlackerNchief (7:56:00 PM): Knowing all those who diedSlackerNchief (7:56:05 PM): Those I couldn't save lameolbecca (7:56:16 PM): me in particular?SlackerNchief (7:56:26 PM): Yes you.....lameolbecca (7:56:33 PM): so long as you felt immense guilt for not saving me, it's coollameolbecca (7:56:38 PM): we can still be friendslameolbecca (7:56:49 PM): we can still watch moviesSlackerNchief (7:56:51 PM): And then of course the particulars of how we would live on this foreign planetlameolbecca (7:56:58 PM): but we won't share the couchSlackerNchief (7:57:12 PM): !?!?! what jeezzzlameolbecca (7:57:40 PM): it's all in a bright eyes songSlackerNchief (7:57:44 PM): Somehow lameolbecca (7:58:09 PM): somewaySlackerNchief (7:58:29 PM): I developed the ability to somehow jump backwards in time or reinkarnate myself in a different universelameolbecca (7:58:47 PM): racicallameolbecca (7:58:52 PM): that's totally math!SlackerNchief (7:59:00 PM): Always back to the original momentSlackerNchief (7:59:13 PM): I know its totally rhombus right!?lameolbecca (7:59:30 PM): yeahSlackerNchief (7:59:59 PM): You were a sloppy milkshake in the dream....thats why you didn't get saved....SlackerNchief (8:00:09 PM): lameolbecca (8:00:32 PM): so you sucked me and shit me out?lameolbecca (8:00:35 PM): you ass holeSlackerNchief (8:00:59 PM): Well I am the clit commanderSlackerNchief (8:01:05 PM): *removes top hat*SlackerNchief (8:01:16 PM): AnywaySlackerNchief (8:02:06 PM): Throughout the rest of the dream I just spent it reviving myself and correcting my behavior abit more and more each timeSlackerNchief (8:02:12 PM): kind of like ground hog daySlackerNchief (8:02:28 PM): I just kept going back in time trying to save ppl and get suppliesSlackerNchief (8:02:48 PM): But of course for every problem solved I develped two more....SlackerNchief (8:03:02 PM): And there was always someone else who needed saving....lameolbecca (8:03:14 PM): like meSlackerNchief (8:03:26 PM): Who never got saved btw....SlackerNchief (8:03:35 PM): Continuing on.....SlackerNchief (8:03:51 PM): This is the best part of the dreamSlackerNchief (8:04:07 PM): Near the final moments I can rememberSlackerNchief (8:04:50 PM): I came across someone special, someone I shouldn't care about this much but I do....SlackerNchief (8:05:09 PM): It was seriously like a dream come true.SlackerNchief (8:05:14 PM): Like coming homeSlackerNchief (8:05:43 PM): That feeling of completness like you've been missing something your whole life and you finally find itSlackerNchief (8:05:58 PM): I don't know if you know what I'm talking about, I barely do.lameolbecca (8:06:09 PM): I don'tlameolbecca (8:06:18 PM): well, I do, but I haven't felt itlameolbecca (8:06:36 PM): I spend most of my time thinking I'm going to die by the end of the daySlackerNchief (8:06:39 PM): I know neither had I, untill that momentSlackerNchief (8:06:54 PM): Your funnylameolbecca (8:07:02 PM): I knowSlackerNchief (8:07:09 PM): Like that bird in the car thinglameolbecca (8:07:08 PM): this emo thing works for me.SlackerNchief (8:07:17 PM): hilariousSlackerNchief (8:07:25 PM): That was just dumblameolbecca (8:07:26 PM): See, I'm not emo, everyone knows this, but if I act emo, people think it's funnylameolbecca (8:08:00 PM): but it was funnySlackerNchief (8:08:04 PM): Anyway I have to wrap this up because I have to golameolbecca (8:08:04 PM): that's the pointSlackerNchief (8:08:43 PM): Ok well I met someoneSlackerNchief (8:08:47 PM): who needed hleplameolbecca (8:08:57 PM): not meSlackerNchief (8:09:02 PM): Wanna take a shot in the dark who it was?lameolbecca (8:09:04 PM): lameolbecca (8:09:17 PM): the girl from the store who was in your blog?SlackerNchief (8:09:24 PM): haSlackerNchief (8:09:27 PM): Good guessSlackerNchief (8:09:37 PM): Try againlameolbecca (8:09:44 PM): Quinne?SlackerNchief (8:09:58 PM): Your a sharp shooterSlackerNchief (8:10:09 PM): Oh I'm such a bitchSlackerNchief (8:10:36 PM): I thought I was over her, and I didn't think I'd actually develop such a girlie crush but....I really have...lameolbecca (8:11:00 PM): Do you even talk to her?SlackerNchief (8:11:09 PM): And I shouldn't want it to we wouldn't workSlackerNchief (8:12:09 PM): NoSlackerNchief (8:12:15 PM): dumb right?SlackerNchief (8:12:17 PM): I knowlameolbecca (8:12:17 PM): lolSlackerNchief (8:12:40 PM): Anyway, somehow I ran into herSlackerNchief (8:13:04 PM): she needed something, I think she knew about the battlecruiser thingySlackerNchief (8:13:11 PM): She knew she was fuckedSlackerNchief (8:13:18 PM): and so was everybody elseSlackerNchief (8:13:41 PM): She was pretty sad, and looking for her husband. Somehow they got separated.SlackerNchief (8:14:14 PM): He was like really far away from her, they were in like different states temporarilylameolbecca (8:14:14 PM): and you love her so much you helped her find the man she loved?SlackerNchief (8:14:31 PM): Sort ofSlackerNchief (8:15:08 PM): I told her if she gave me head I'd give her a lift to his place before I left....lameolbecca (8:15:21 PM): oh yeah rightSlackerNchief (8:15:23 PM): yeah theres no way in hell, is that ever something I would do.....lameolbecca (8:15:39 PM): you strike me as a sweetieSlackerNchief (8:16:44 PM): She was upset, of course distraught over the whole end of the world thing. And she wanted to spend it with him. I comforted her and told her my secretSlackerNchief (8:16:54 PM): She of course felt better.SlackerNchief (8:17:36 PM): Something happenedlameolbecca (8:17:59 PM): she grabbed your head and smothered you with her dirty pillows?SlackerNchief (8:18:04 PM): We got to talking and I asked something along the lines of would she like to go see him or something.SlackerNchief (8:18:08 PM): ha ha ha ha yes!!!SlackerNchief (8:18:13 PM): oMGSlackerNchief (8:18:14 PM): Yeslameolbecca (8:18:15 PM): she trapped your head betwixt her gams?SlackerNchief (8:18:18 PM): I wishSlackerNchief (8:18:50 PM): She said it was ok she'd stay here with me for awhile...SlackerNchief (8:19:00 PM): And then I hugged her and smelled her hair.lameolbecca (8:19:12 PM): what did it smell like?SlackerNchief (8:19:18 PM): It was like the greatest moment of my life.SlackerNchief (8:19:54 PM): I don't think I know the scent actually, not by name anyway....SlackerNchief (8:20:13 PM): I felt so warm in my heartSlackerNchief (8:20:30 PM): I think I actually had a tear roll down my facelameolbecca (8:20:38 PM): awwwSlackerNchief (8:21:38 PM): After that we raced to visit some friend of hers in the hospital and then we grabbed up her husband(I believe) and headed out for goodSlackerNchief (8:21:47 PM): I think thats what happenedSlackerNchief (8:22:02 PM): So yeah, she got special treatment because I have a crush on her.SlackerNchief (8:22:17 PM): But that was how it was a good dreamlameolbecca (8:22:28 PM): how sweetSlackerNchief (8:22:36 PM): I HUGGED QUINNE!lameolbecca (8:22:47 PM): in your dreams thoughSlackerNchief (8:22:59 PM): That phrase has new meaning.SlackerNchief (8:23:01 PM): lolSlackerNchief (8:23:25 PM): anywaylameolbecca (8:23:34 PM): yeahSlackerNchief (8:23:36 PM): Tell me about your terrible dreamSlackerNchief (8:23:51 PM): But umm not now unless you can sum it up in like 10 wordslameolbecca (8:23:53 PM): I don't really remember what it was about, but Billy Ray Cyrus was in it.SlackerNchief (8:23:59 PM): Write about it in yours or my bloglameolbecca (8:24:10 PM): He didn't do anything. He was just there.lameolbecca (8:24:10 PM): that's itSlackerNchief (8:24:15 PM): gonna have to google him....SlackerNchief (8:24:24 PM): Thats the dream?SlackerNchief (8:24:26 PM): The end?lameolbecca (8:24:28 PM): yeahSlackerNchief (8:24:36 PM): How was it a bad dream?lameolbecca (8:24:39 PM): Any dream with him is badlameolbecca (8:24:42 PM): he was in itSlackerNchief (8:28:00 PM): uhh okSlackerNchief (8:28:12 PM): Not really on the same level comparitlively are we?SlackerNchief (8:28:16 PM): You gonna be on later?lameolbecca (8:28:26 PM): When I had the dream, I had seen him on TV earlier that day.lameolbecca (8:28:32 PM): maybe
But you get the picture.
lameolbecca (6:42:00 PM): Hilameolbecca (6:42:07 PM): I'm invisiblelameolbecca (6:42:10 PM): you can't see meSlackerNchief (6:47:27 PM): I seelameolbecca (6:47:39 PM): What are you up to?SlackerNchief (6:47:50 PM): You're invisdable?lameolbecca (6:48:43 PM): Yeslameolbecca (6:48:47 PM): You can't see melameolbecca signed on at 6:48:52 PM.lameolbecca (6:48:59 PM): And then I magically appear!SlackerNchief (6:50:24 PM): WOWSlackerNchief (6:50:33 PM): You sure did!lameolbecca (6:50:33 PM): yeslameolbecca (6:50:34 PM): WOW!lameolbecca (6:50:46 PM): So...what's up?SlackerNchief (6:50:56 PM): are you like....super powerful or something?lameolbecca (6:51:19 PM): yesSlackerNchief (6:52:48 PM): Right now I am peeling an applelameolbecca (6:52:56 PM): InterestingSlackerNchief (6:53:06 PM): setting up a game of warcraft 3 with my brotherlameolbecca (6:53:12 PM): funSlackerNchief (6:53:16 PM): and Getting ready to head out to eat with my roomatelameolbecca (6:53:35 PM): I'm contemplating a tattooSlackerNchief (6:55:00 PM): do telllameolbecca (6:55:10 PM): you like bright eyes?lameolbecca signed off at 7:05:29 PM.lameolbecca is offline and will receive your IMs when signing back in.lameolbecca (7:05:37 PM): I'm invisible againlameolbecca (7:05:38 PM): so lameolbecca (7:05:44 PM): do you like bright eyesSlackerNchief (7:06:45 PM): Ha ha ha hah ah hah hah ha..........
SlackerNchief (7:06:51 PM): Oh don't be sillySlackerNchief (7:06:54 PM): Of course notSlackerNchief (7:07:03 PM): sweetheart lameolbecca (7:07:15 PM): It's a bright eyes inspired tattooSlackerNchief (7:08:45 PM): can i see itSlackerNchief (7:08:54 PM): ?lameolbecca (7:08:56 PM): I haven't done itlameolbecca (7:09:03 PM): just thinking about doing itlameolbecca (7:09:16 PM): just text tattooosSlackerNchief (7:09:21 PM): no but theres an image of it somewhere right?SlackerNchief (7:09:26 PM): ohlameolbecca (7:09:33 PM): "No Lies" on one wrist and "Just Love" on the otherSlackerNchief (7:09:35 PM): I thought it was a graphiclameolbecca (7:09:40 PM): noSlackerNchief (7:10:37 PM): For someone supposedly so "Cold blooded" I wouldn't think one of your favorite artists would be bright eyes....SlackerNchief (7:10:38 PM): SlackerNchief (7:10:57 PM): But I have to admit, the man does seem to have some pretty cool lyricslameolbecca (7:11:36 PM): just proves us cold blooded reptiles do have soft spotsSlackerNchief (7:12:14 PM): probably on your neck, and tummy right?lameolbecca (7:12:29 PM): nolameolbecca (7:12:33 PM): between my thighsSlackerNchief (7:12:44 PM): ha ha ha oh no!lameolbecca (7:12:46 PM): and inside my noseSlackerNchief (7:12:52 PM): you went there....lameolbecca (7:12:58 PM): I didSlackerNchief (7:13:58 PM): So would you say you're (in song form) "solid as a rock"?lameolbecca (7:14:13 PM): NO!!!!SlackerNchief (7:14:15 PM): Hard on the outsidelameolbecca (7:14:24 PM): Maybe a pile of pebblesSlackerNchief (7:14:26 PM): tough as nails on the inside....lameolbecca (7:14:30 PM): very unstableSlackerNchief (7:16:16 PM): like a nuclear reactor....lameolbecca (7:16:36 PM): yeahlameolbecca (7:16:48 PM): controlled by an emo kidlameolbecca (7:17:01 PM): if his girlfriend pisses him off, he might let it blowSlackerNchief (7:17:08 PM): Cheer up emo fag!SlackerNchief (7:17:27 PM): I like that saying....lameolbecca (7:17:35 PM): hahaSlackerNchief (7:17:55 PM): Your so emo!!!!SlackerNchief (7:18:05 PM): Damn emo kids!!!SlackerNchief (7:18:28 PM): I had a really cool dream the other daylameolbecca (7:18:32 PM): really?lameolbecca (7:18:34 PM): I did toolameolbecca (7:18:40 PM): then I had a really bad oneSlackerNchief (7:18:42 PM): Well I don't know if cool is really the word I should useSlackerNchief (7:19:04 PM): What happened in yours?lameolbecca (7:19:06 PM): so tellSlackerNchief (7:19:15 PM): HaSlackerNchief (7:19:28 PM): Looks like were both being courteousSlackerNchief (7:19:39 PM): Think you can break yours down faster than I can?lameolbecca (7:20:01 PM): my dream?lameolbecca (7:20:05 PM): you want the cool one or bad oneSlackerNchief (7:20:06 PM): yeahSlackerNchief (7:20:15 PM): The cool one firstSlackerNchief (7:20:21 PM): Actually lets do it like thsilameolbecca (7:20:21 PM): OKSlackerNchief (7:20:23 PM): thislameolbecca (7:20:25 PM): ?SlackerNchief (7:20:37 PM): I said:" "Lets do it"SlackerNchief (7:20:41 PM): giggle giggleSlackerNchief (7:20:44 PM): SlackerNchief (7:20:52 PM): anywaylameolbecca (7:20:52 PM): hahaSlackerNchief (7:21:11 PM): Lets do it this.....girl......SlackerNchief (7:21:13 PM): lollameolbecca (7:21:21 PM): telllameolbecca (7:21:24 PM): nowSlackerNchief (7:21:27 PM): sorrySlackerNchief (7:21:41 PM): You tell me your cool one then I'll tell you mineSlackerNchief (7:21:46 PM): then we'll do bad onesSlackerNchief (7:21:47 PM): klameolbecca (7:21:54 PM): oklameolbecca (7:22:01 PM): I had a dream that we had sexlameolbecca (7:22:05 PM): nolameolbecca (7:22:08 PM): not reallylameolbecca (7:22:24 PM): I had a dream that I was going to go tube kitinglameolbecca (7:22:39 PM): and then I went shopping for a wet suitlameolbecca (7:22:45 PM): I went to the wrong storelameolbecca (7:23:05 PM): and then some dude was in there and he said "cool dreads"lameolbecca (7:23:09 PM): and I had dreadlockslameolbecca (7:23:17 PM): and then he gave me weed brownieslameolbecca (7:23:23 PM): yaylameolbecca (7:23:24 PM): that's itSlackerNchief (7:25:04 PM): haSlackerNchief (7:25:11 PM): I don't know what tube kiting is........SlackerNchief (7:25:28 PM): That was funnySlackerNchief (7:25:37 PM): I like how you told it in bullet pts....SlackerNchief (7:25:44 PM): Nice touchlameolbecca (7:25:50 PM): thanksSlackerNchief (7:26:18 PM): But you left out your feelings aren't we going to talk about your feelings?SlackerNchief (7:26:25 PM): SlackerNchief (7:26:39 PM): Ok so now for minelameolbecca (7:27:09 PM): I felt pretty radSlackerNchief (7:27:24 PM): Ok well....I guess I kinda have to tell you the whole thing inorder fo r it to make sense...SlackerNchief (7:27:29 PM): Ok heres the dealSlackerNchief (7:27:39 PM): I didn't have two dreams I had one long oneSlackerNchief (7:27:48 PM): That was sort of split into two partsSlackerNchief (7:27:59 PM): And here it goeslameolbecca (7:28:03 PM): okSlackerNchief (7:28:23 PM): Ok first off it was so weird because It felt so realSlackerNchief (7:28:32 PM): I couldn't tell I was dreamingSlackerNchief (7:28:40 PM): I almost always canlameolbecca (7:28:44 PM): happens to the best of usSlackerNchief (7:28:48 PM): like 90% of the timelameolbecca (7:28:54 PM): okSlackerNchief (7:29:17 PM): So like somehow I got some sort of warnign that the world was gonna endlameolbecca (7:29:27 PM): I have those dreams!!!!lameolbecca (7:29:28 PM): ha!lameolbecca (7:29:33 PM): go onSlackerNchief (7:29:55 PM): I think there was like this giant alien battleship or cosmic phenomenon that was like unstoppableSlackerNchief (7:30:20 PM): I'm not sure if other people knew about it....I can't remember nowSlackerNchief (7:30:53 PM): But what happened was I spent the majority of the dream running around trying to figure out how to stop itSlackerNchief (7:31:08 PM): Then when I found out what it was exactlySlackerNchief (7:31:18 PM): Some godlike alien raceSlackerNchief (7:31:35 PM): That I had no chance of stopping I lost all hopeSlackerNchief (7:31:48 PM): Its a pretty shitty feelingSlackerNchief (7:31:56 PM): I never want to feel like that againSlackerNchief (7:32:22 PM): But unfortunatly for me I feel that kind of thing like at least once a weekSlackerNchief (7:33:23 PM): Eventually I thought of the idea of escaping earthlameolbecca (7:33:23 PM): I've had end of the world dreams. In one of them, the moon got really big and people started running toward it. Then there was a building and there were people with lists telling you the highest floor you could go to. I wasn't allowed above the 2nd floor.lameolbecca (7:33:35 PM): Why do you feel that way once a week?SlackerNchief (7:34:15 PM): Because I'm scared of the universeSlackerNchief (7:34:25 PM): And because I love humanitylameolbecca (7:34:25 PM): what about it?SlackerNchief (7:34:33 PM): But I feel like it has no hopelameolbecca (7:34:32 PM): awwwlameolbecca (7:34:38 PM): humanity loves you tooSlackerNchief (7:34:58 PM): So I'm always scared for the futurelameolbecca (7:35:10 PM): That's intenseSlackerNchief (7:35:25 PM): All the problems of the world, I feel like there all my responsibiltySlackerNchief (7:35:35 PM): yet I can do nothing to change any of it...lameolbecca (7:36:05 PM): understandablelameolbecca (7:36:12 PM): not much we can doSlackerNchief (7:36:22 PM): Its one of the reasons I hate looking out at the midnight skySlackerNchief (7:36:35 PM): People always say:"Its so beautiful"SlackerNchief (7:37:09 PM): I think:"Whats beautiful? feeling and knowing how insignificant you are in the grand scheme of things?"lameolbecca (7:37:28 PM): damnlameolbecca (7:37:31 PM): that's deeplameolbecca (7:37:40 PM): you're making me emoSlackerNchief (7:37:51 PM): I try not to look up because it makes me sadlameolbecca (7:38:02 PM): wowlameolbecca (7:38:05 PM): you know...lameolbecca (7:38:17 PM): we should collaborate and make emo music togetherSlackerNchief (7:38:24 PM): ha ha ha ha ha haSlackerNchief (7:38:32 PM): of course....SlackerNchief (7:38:35 PM): lollameolbecca (7:38:35 PM): that's intense stuffSlackerNchief (7:38:51 PM): Oh but it sort of gets better thoughSlackerNchief (7:39:06 PM): At least in my dreams I can have happy endingSlackerNchief (7:39:59 PM): So what happened was, I somehow found out about a spaceship that had been abandoned by some ancient aliens SlackerNchief (7:40:16 PM): It was left somewhere in the mid west, out in a cave in the dessertSlackerNchief (7:40:33 PM): near the grand canyon I believeSlackerNchief (7:40:45 PM): Me and my brothers found it lameolbecca (7:40:54 PM): this is starting to sound like independence daylameolbecca (7:41:02 PM): what about me?SlackerNchief (7:41:04 PM): I know right?SlackerNchief (7:41:19 PM): It sounds like alot of things actuallySlackerNchief (7:41:26 PM): Oh you were deadlameolbecca (7:42:04 PM): did you give me CPR?SlackerNchief (7:42:12 PM): You were fed up with getting sub par sex from your bf and said:"aww fuck it" you masturbated and came before you died thoughSlackerNchief (7:42:19 PM): So you had your happy endingSlackerNchief (7:42:21 PM): SlackerNchief (7:42:40 PM): kiddingSlackerNchief (7:42:50 PM): No you weren't in the dreamlameolbecca (7:43:06 PM): That's even worseSlackerNchief (7:43:18 PM): well at least I didn't see you dielameolbecca (7:43:21 PM): I like to think that I float around in you subconciousSlackerNchief (7:43:29 PM): I did happen to know that most of the people I knew diedSlackerNchief (7:43:39 PM): but some did escapelameolbecca (7:43:43 PM): would you be sad if you saw me die in your dream?SlackerNchief (7:43:48 PM): in these little nasa shuttleslameolbecca (7:43:54 PM): like would you commit dream suicide?SlackerNchief (7:44:32 PM): I don't think I have you firmly implanted in my pysche strong enough yet to visualize you in a dream....SlackerNchief (7:45:05 PM): But yeah if I saw you die of course I'd be upsetlameolbecca (7:45:10 PM): Some people I've only seen once encroach in my dreamslameolbecca (7:45:22 PM): all people I don't like thoughSlackerNchief (7:45:28 PM): I cry for the world why wouldn't I cry for you?lameolbecca (7:46:08 PM): but do you cry for me specifically?lameolbecca (7:46:11 PM): lolSlackerNchief (7:46:17 PM): ha ha ha haSlackerNchief (7:46:22 PM): Back to the storylameolbecca (7:46:24 PM): okSlackerNchief (7:46:59 PM): Yeah so we had like 5 minutes to get away from the planet and escape SlackerNchief (7:47:14 PM): Of course we didn't have any clue how to pilot the damn thingSlackerNchief (7:47:21 PM): but we managed to get it going SlackerNchief (7:48:18 PM): so we start to ascend, and we actually break through the outer layer of earths atmosphereSlackerNchief (7:48:37 PM): but right as were starting up our warp drive thingySlackerNchief (7:49:04 PM): The Battleship fires its weapon and demolishes us and earth SlackerNchief (7:49:09 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!lameolbecca (7:49:19 PM): how is that a happy ending?SlackerNchief (7:49:21 PM): What a fucked up end right?lameolbecca (7:49:25 PM): rightSlackerNchief (7:49:38 PM): I know I can't believe I would dream something so messed upSlackerNchief (7:49:49 PM): But the good news islameolbecca (7:49:54 PM): wait until you hear mineSlackerNchief (7:50:02 PM): I went out bravely!SlackerNchief (7:50:08 PM): And peacefully!SlackerNchief (7:50:11 PM): kiddinglameolbecca (7:50:13 PM): I suppose that is goofSlackerNchief (7:50:17 PM): NOlameolbecca (7:50:15 PM): *goodlameolbecca (7:50:21 PM): I had a feelingSlackerNchief (7:50:44 PM): My other part of my brain refused to let it end like that i guess and respawned meSlackerNchief (7:50:57 PM): I woke up in like my bedSlackerNchief (7:51:06 PM): Still in the dream btwlameolbecca (7:51:14 PM): interestingSlackerNchief (7:51:16 PM): Thats what made this so convincingSlackerNchief (7:51:34 PM): and remembered everything that had happenedSlackerNchief (7:51:55 PM): I had somehow been sent back in time to that momentSlackerNchief (7:52:08 PM): But with the memory of everythingSlackerNchief (7:52:36 PM): So this time I rounded up my family and and headed straight for the canyonlameolbecca (7:52:44 PM): but not meSlackerNchief (7:52:51 PM): We found the ship and left orbit with time to spareSlackerNchief (7:53:10 PM): NEVER YOUSlackerNchief (7:53:18 PM): Get that straightSlackerNchief (7:53:27 PM): *ahem* back to my storylameolbecca (7:53:37 PM): SlackerNchief (7:54:02 PM): So it was pretty sad to know I'd never see earth again but....what're you gonna do?lameolbecca (7:54:19 PM): I suppose it's better than dyinglameolbecca (7:54:27 PM): but then you have to think about what happens in spaceSlackerNchief (7:54:31 PM): I wasn't actually piloting the ship it had preset coordinates for some distant planetlameolbecca (7:54:33 PM): like when you run out of foodSlackerNchief (7:54:38 PM): We got there and rejoicedlameolbecca (7:54:42 PM): if you even have itSlackerNchief (7:54:46 PM): That we were alivelameolbecca (7:54:46 PM): without meSlackerNchief (7:55:42 PM): It was weird thoughSlackerNchief (7:55:53 PM): I had alot of regrets of courseSlackerNchief (7:56:00 PM): Knowing all those who diedSlackerNchief (7:56:05 PM): Those I couldn't save lameolbecca (7:56:16 PM): me in particular?SlackerNchief (7:56:26 PM): Yes you.....lameolbecca (7:56:33 PM): so long as you felt immense guilt for not saving me, it's coollameolbecca (7:56:38 PM): we can still be friendslameolbecca (7:56:49 PM): we can still watch moviesSlackerNchief (7:56:51 PM): And then of course the particulars of how we would live on this foreign planetlameolbecca (7:56:58 PM): but we won't share the couchSlackerNchief (7:57:12 PM): !?!?! what jeezzzlameolbecca (7:57:40 PM): it's all in a bright eyes songSlackerNchief (7:57:44 PM): Somehow lameolbecca (7:58:09 PM): somewaySlackerNchief (7:58:29 PM): I developed the ability to somehow jump backwards in time or reinkarnate myself in a different universelameolbecca (7:58:47 PM): racicallameolbecca (7:58:52 PM): that's totally math!SlackerNchief (7:59:00 PM): Always back to the original momentSlackerNchief (7:59:13 PM): I know its totally rhombus right!?lameolbecca (7:59:30 PM): yeahSlackerNchief (7:59:59 PM): You were a sloppy milkshake in the dream....thats why you didn't get saved....SlackerNchief (8:00:09 PM): lameolbecca (8:00:32 PM): so you sucked me and shit me out?lameolbecca (8:00:35 PM): you ass holeSlackerNchief (8:00:59 PM): Well I am the clit commanderSlackerNchief (8:01:05 PM): *removes top hat*SlackerNchief (8:01:16 PM): AnywaySlackerNchief (8:02:06 PM): Throughout the rest of the dream I just spent it reviving myself and correcting my behavior abit more and more each timeSlackerNchief (8:02:12 PM): kind of like ground hog daySlackerNchief (8:02:28 PM): I just kept going back in time trying to save ppl and get suppliesSlackerNchief (8:02:48 PM): But of course for every problem solved I develped two more....SlackerNchief (8:03:02 PM): And there was always someone else who needed saving....lameolbecca (8:03:14 PM): like meSlackerNchief (8:03:26 PM): Who never got saved btw....SlackerNchief (8:03:35 PM): Continuing on.....SlackerNchief (8:03:51 PM): This is the best part of the dreamSlackerNchief (8:04:07 PM): Near the final moments I can rememberSlackerNchief (8:04:50 PM): I came across someone special, someone I shouldn't care about this much but I do....SlackerNchief (8:05:09 PM): It was seriously like a dream come true.SlackerNchief (8:05:14 PM): Like coming homeSlackerNchief (8:05:43 PM): That feeling of completness like you've been missing something your whole life and you finally find itSlackerNchief (8:05:58 PM): I don't know if you know what I'm talking about, I barely do.lameolbecca (8:06:09 PM): I don'tlameolbecca (8:06:18 PM): well, I do, but I haven't felt itlameolbecca (8:06:36 PM): I spend most of my time thinking I'm going to die by the end of the daySlackerNchief (8:06:39 PM): I know neither had I, untill that momentSlackerNchief (8:06:54 PM): Your funnylameolbecca (8:07:02 PM): I knowSlackerNchief (8:07:09 PM): Like that bird in the car thinglameolbecca (8:07:08 PM): this emo thing works for me.SlackerNchief (8:07:17 PM): hilariousSlackerNchief (8:07:25 PM): That was just dumblameolbecca (8:07:26 PM): See, I'm not emo, everyone knows this, but if I act emo, people think it's funnylameolbecca (8:08:00 PM): but it was funnySlackerNchief (8:08:04 PM): Anyway I have to wrap this up because I have to golameolbecca (8:08:04 PM): that's the pointSlackerNchief (8:08:43 PM): Ok well I met someoneSlackerNchief (8:08:47 PM): who needed hleplameolbecca (8:08:57 PM): not meSlackerNchief (8:09:02 PM): Wanna take a shot in the dark who it was?lameolbecca (8:09:04 PM): lameolbecca (8:09:17 PM): the girl from the store who was in your blog?SlackerNchief (8:09:24 PM): haSlackerNchief (8:09:27 PM): Good guessSlackerNchief (8:09:37 PM): Try againlameolbecca (8:09:44 PM): Quinne?SlackerNchief (8:09:58 PM): Your a sharp shooterSlackerNchief (8:10:09 PM): Oh I'm such a bitchSlackerNchief (8:10:36 PM): I thought I was over her, and I didn't think I'd actually develop such a girlie crush but....I really have...lameolbecca (8:11:00 PM): Do you even talk to her?SlackerNchief (8:11:09 PM): And I shouldn't want it to we wouldn't workSlackerNchief (8:12:09 PM): NoSlackerNchief (8:12:15 PM): dumb right?SlackerNchief (8:12:17 PM): I knowlameolbecca (8:12:17 PM): lolSlackerNchief (8:12:40 PM): Anyway, somehow I ran into herSlackerNchief (8:13:04 PM): she needed something, I think she knew about the battlecruiser thingySlackerNchief (8:13:11 PM): She knew she was fuckedSlackerNchief (8:13:18 PM): and so was everybody elseSlackerNchief (8:13:41 PM): She was pretty sad, and looking for her husband. Somehow they got separated.SlackerNchief (8:14:14 PM): He was like really far away from her, they were in like different states temporarilylameolbecca (8:14:14 PM): and you love her so much you helped her find the man she loved?SlackerNchief (8:14:31 PM): Sort ofSlackerNchief (8:15:08 PM): I told her if she gave me head I'd give her a lift to his place before I left....lameolbecca (8:15:21 PM): oh yeah rightSlackerNchief (8:15:23 PM): yeah theres no way in hell, is that ever something I would do.....lameolbecca (8:15:39 PM): you strike me as a sweetieSlackerNchief (8:16:44 PM): She was upset, of course distraught over the whole end of the world thing. And she wanted to spend it with him. I comforted her and told her my secretSlackerNchief (8:16:54 PM): She of course felt better.SlackerNchief (8:17:36 PM): Something happenedlameolbecca (8:17:59 PM): she grabbed your head and smothered you with her dirty pillows?SlackerNchief (8:18:04 PM): We got to talking and I asked something along the lines of would she like to go see him or something.SlackerNchief (8:18:08 PM): ha ha ha ha yes!!!SlackerNchief (8:18:13 PM): oMGSlackerNchief (8:18:14 PM): Yeslameolbecca (8:18:15 PM): she trapped your head betwixt her gams?SlackerNchief (8:18:18 PM): I wishSlackerNchief (8:18:50 PM): She said it was ok she'd stay here with me for awhile...SlackerNchief (8:19:00 PM): And then I hugged her and smelled her hair.lameolbecca (8:19:12 PM): what did it smell like?SlackerNchief (8:19:18 PM): It was like the greatest moment of my life.SlackerNchief (8:19:54 PM): I don't think I know the scent actually, not by name anyway....SlackerNchief (8:20:13 PM): I felt so warm in my heartSlackerNchief (8:20:30 PM): I think I actually had a tear roll down my facelameolbecca (8:20:38 PM): awwwSlackerNchief (8:21:38 PM): After that we raced to visit some friend of hers in the hospital and then we grabbed up her husband(I believe) and headed out for goodSlackerNchief (8:21:47 PM): I think thats what happenedSlackerNchief (8:22:02 PM): So yeah, she got special treatment because I have a crush on her.SlackerNchief (8:22:17 PM): But that was how it was a good dreamlameolbecca (8:22:28 PM): how sweetSlackerNchief (8:22:36 PM): I HUGGED QUINNE!lameolbecca (8:22:47 PM): in your dreams thoughSlackerNchief (8:22:59 PM): That phrase has new meaning.SlackerNchief (8:23:01 PM): lolSlackerNchief (8:23:25 PM): anywaylameolbecca (8:23:34 PM): yeahSlackerNchief (8:23:36 PM): Tell me about your terrible dreamSlackerNchief (8:23:51 PM): But umm not now unless you can sum it up in like 10 wordslameolbecca (8:23:53 PM): I don't really remember what it was about, but Billy Ray Cyrus was in it.SlackerNchief (8:23:59 PM): Write about it in yours or my bloglameolbecca (8:24:10 PM): He didn't do anything. He was just there.lameolbecca (8:24:10 PM): that's itSlackerNchief (8:24:15 PM): gonna have to google him....SlackerNchief (8:24:24 PM): Thats the dream?SlackerNchief (8:24:26 PM): The end?lameolbecca (8:24:28 PM): yeahSlackerNchief (8:24:36 PM): How was it a bad dream?lameolbecca (8:24:39 PM): Any dream with him is badlameolbecca (8:24:42 PM): he was in itSlackerNchief (8:28:00 PM): uhh okSlackerNchief (8:28:12 PM): Not really on the same level comparitlively are we?SlackerNchief (8:28:16 PM): You gonna be on later?lameolbecca (8:28:26 PM): When I had the dream, I had seen him on TV earlier that day.lameolbecca (8:28:32 PM): maybe
Its so late right now I just want to sleep....
But I told myself I would update this thing because I haven't in forever and i actually had something to say today.
Ok heres the deal I'll just re edit this in detail another time...for now you just get the bullet pts.
Today sort of dissappointed me. I wanted to talk today, I just wanted to socialize with random people. (I like to do that from time to time) But everyone I tried to talk to, was sort of blowing me off with their work...
I didn't get my homework done as I had set out to do today. So that of course makes me upset with myself.
Theres this cute girl at the pizza place around the corner from my house, I think she kinda likes me. She always seems to just light up whenever she sees me. (I know I know, she might just be like that, I'd never know right)
And I've only come into her place like 3 times but she always remembers me. No one else in the area does that. She always like calls me by name and goes out of her way to notice me. She has this super cute goofy smile that I just adore. She seems like a fun person, I'm just so upset I haven't asked her out or anthing. But more than that I just want to get to know her....
I don't know what to do about it. I came into her restaurant today just to see her and try and set something up, but her coworkers kept pestering me about my order and then she was sort of wisked away into the backroom. So I really didn't get the chance to talk to her....I'm so disappointed. I haven't had a crush on someone in such a long time....I'm excited but also really disappointed in myself....And I'm worried its gonna fizzle out before it ever has a chance to really go anywhere....
More on this another time.
I can't figure out how to embed videos on here seeing as how HTML doesn't work and I'm not linking you tube soooooo
I'll just have to post the hyper link....*sigh*
This is a really funny parody, anyone who visits my page you should Check this out!!!
But I told myself I would update this thing because I haven't in forever and i actually had something to say today.
Ok heres the deal I'll just re edit this in detail another time...for now you just get the bullet pts.
Today sort of dissappointed me. I wanted to talk today, I just wanted to socialize with random people. (I like to do that from time to time) But everyone I tried to talk to, was sort of blowing me off with their work...
I didn't get my homework done as I had set out to do today. So that of course makes me upset with myself.
Theres this cute girl at the pizza place around the corner from my house, I think she kinda likes me. She always seems to just light up whenever she sees me. (I know I know, she might just be like that, I'd never know right)
And I've only come into her place like 3 times but she always remembers me. No one else in the area does that. She always like calls me by name and goes out of her way to notice me. She has this super cute goofy smile that I just adore. She seems like a fun person, I'm just so upset I haven't asked her out or anthing. But more than that I just want to get to know her....
I don't know what to do about it. I came into her restaurant today just to see her and try and set something up, but her coworkers kept pestering me about my order and then she was sort of wisked away into the backroom. So I really didn't get the chance to talk to her....I'm so disappointed. I haven't had a crush on someone in such a long time....I'm excited but also really disappointed in myself....And I'm worried its gonna fizzle out before it ever has a chance to really go anywhere....
More on this another time.
I can't figure out how to embed videos on here seeing as how HTML doesn't work and I'm not linking you tube soooooo
I'll just have to post the hyper link....*sigh*
This is a really funny parody, anyone who visits my page you should Check this out!!!
What would you choose?..
Well homeboys, time for a new update.
We'll keep this one short because 1) I'm such a busy/important person I don't have time to waste on the likes of SG
And 2) because I don't feel like typing right now.
So just recently my mom well, my brother wrecked my moms car. (Ha ha, and he complains about how I drive never been in a wreck btw, and he's only been driving for a couple of months now!)
And the stupid insurance company (As must be expected from an insurance company) decided it doesn't want to give her enough money to actually buy a new car (No I don't mean NEW I meant a replacement vehicle) so she's just supposed to be out of her main source of transportation with a check for roughly half the price of a crappy used car...
Yeah, you can tell I just love insurance companies can't you?
Luckily though, A) my mom is smart, B) The car wasn't actually totaled, And C) After years of working in medicine, she's finally obtained a dually respectful and lucrative position at a local clinic, and her "boss" is actually paying her what she's worth. So money isn't the nail biting concern it used to be, more of a set of financial restraints on Christmas funds and where she can spend her holidays.
I can't tell you how glad I am that she's finally getting out of that money crisis…It's like a miracle.
But anyway, my mom decided to get the van fixed as opposed to trashing it, however, she won't be using it anymore. She's buying a new car (or newer) for some reason and so she plans on giving the old van to one of us. I already have a car. My younger brother (who we shall refer to as "Ralph") doesn't have a car so she was planning on giving it to him…(He was the one who wrecked it so it would make sense that he would get it huh? Ha ha ha) But that's when she said: "hey, maybe slacker(myself) would like to give Ralph his old car and take the newer van instead?"
Personally I don't know why she's giving me a choice in the matter but I'm definitely grateful for it. And now my friends we come to the real meat and potatoes of the matter.
A choice must be made! Do I want the van or not? If I take the van then Ralph takes my corolla, fair trade, seems simple enough right? But I still can't decide and I want you guy's opinion on the matter, lets make a list of pros and cons shall we?
Ok here's the pros for the van:
Looking at it through Vulcan eyes it seems the choice is obvious, go with the van. It's got more storage capacity for friends, foodstuffs and other random merriment, and it also has significantly less mileage on it so I don't have to worry about it breaking down on me.
Cons:
On the other hand though, it's big and bulky, hard to maneuver in and out of tight parking spaces, and doesn't exactly give me the 'freeing' sense I get from driving my car. Driving a minivan doesn't scream young and full of life, wily, or spontaneous, and it just seems to sap the coolness right outta you. I very much doubt I would be getting my mack on in that vehicle…(don't get me wrong it's a nice car but it just screams soccer mom doesn't it?) And finally I believe its takes abit more actually to fill up the gas tank on the minivan than my corolla…also I'd have to replace and update the mp3 adapter in the car to a cd format. (I know this isn't much of a point but still.)
Now for the Corolla
Pros: I like my car. It's really as simple as that. It's old, basic and not expressive or trendy in anyway really…none of those are traits I typically value. It's even painted an ugly color, but I've grown attached to it. I mean I keep bitching about how small the damn thing is and how bad it is for cargo but I've really developed that Millennial Falcon attachment to it…I feel kinda like, yeah it's a shitty, bland, everyday looking car, but its my car, and its never given me any trouble. (One of the only pieces of property I own btw) To a certain extent I feel like my identity is in that car. (Once again not outwardly of course, its damn ugly and boring looking. No, more like my scent…ha ha ha) And its not that I wouldn't like the idea of upgrading it or getting a new car, but if I'm to replace it, then shouldn't that new car be cooler? More expressive of me than my old car? Not more old fartish and "He's raising a family" or "doing the weekly shopping." My car, stupid as it is, does do a little to make me feel like I might actually live the fun life I want and the van just feels like I'm skipping over the fun part and going straight to the business adult phase.
Cons:
More mileage and looming maintenance costs and concerns, smaller vehicle, not much passenger seating or storage capacity. The funny thing is the minivan is actually kinda prettier than my car….heh heh heh. Its and older vehicle 1997 I believe, the van is like a 2003 or newer maybe even a 2005 and its only got like 48-50000 miles. My car has nearly 100,000. I can't think of anything else.
Well there you have it. I shouldn't be as torn on this issue as I am but I am just really back and forth on this. I'm thinking you know, socially the van would allow me to car pool more people…but it makes me feel like an old pa-toot! And so far I haven't really been in need of a much larger storage capacity as far as friends go. I mean my car has generally met my every demand. (With the exception of hauling home a Christmas tree….*hilarity ensues*)
So SG populace, what say you? What would you choose? The dingy corolla or the Soccer mom minivan?
P.S. as you can see I clearly lied about my declaration of keeping this entry short.
P.P.S.: On a completely separate and unrelated topic, I was talking to my roommate tonight about police misconduct and it just got me fired up. Apparently the things that have happened to me have never happened to him. He's never been involuntarily searched, or screamed at by the police or threatened, or put in the back seat of a cruiser. Or ID'd and nearly finger printed for walking down the street and then accused of committing homicide…
I want to start a blog/Conversation about being man handled by the police! I want to start like a police brutality and inappropriate behaviors thread tracking the number, and amount of times people on SG can recall getting harassed by the police over petty things. Or wrongly accused of things they didn't do. Things like on the SG DVD where the girls are skinny dipping at that hotel pool…Now I was not there so I don't know exactly what happened, I don't know for sure and cannot say for sure whether or not the girls were provoking the harassment and threats they received or not. But what I can say is that I've been in that situation more times then I care to remember, and that just about every time I get harassed it's by overly sensitive, overly concerned, uptight people who don't know how to mind their own damn business. I'm never rude or aggressive to those people why do they always feel the need to treat me with disrespect?
Of course in situations where someone is basically made uncomfortable by (Your/Our) parties actions and comes over to complain about it, the people on our end need to execute a somewhat welcoming reception to whatever concern the outside party may have about our activities. And we should certainly display a degree of understanding and compliance, though I do not believe we are obligated to kiss anyone's ass or apologize for our behavior. And I also feel that this understanding and courtesy needs to extend to both parties, or else it will not exist at all. These people who always love to pretend to be victimized never seem to understand that simple fact. They always just come at you with their pent up rage and hostility.
I'll post a new blog or conversation dedicated to just my "Run-ins" with the police and awkward taddle-tale moments very soon, but for now, its sleepy time. (or arrested development time, which ever comes first! )
Now its time for the obligatory video:
How relevant and cool is this?
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Well homeboys, time for a new update.
We'll keep this one short because 1) I'm such a busy/important person I don't have time to waste on the likes of SG
And 2) because I don't feel like typing right now.
So just recently my mom well, my brother wrecked my moms car. (Ha ha, and he complains about how I drive
never been in a wreck btw, and he's only been driving for a couple of months now!)And the stupid insurance company (As must be expected from an insurance company) decided it doesn't want to give her enough money to actually buy a new car (No I don't mean NEW I meant a replacement vehicle) so she's just supposed to be out of her main source of transportation with a check for roughly half the price of a crappy used car...
Yeah, you can tell I just love insurance companies can't you?
Luckily though, A) my mom is smart, B) The car wasn't actually totaled, And C) After years of working in medicine, she's finally obtained a dually respectful and lucrative position at a local clinic, and her "boss" is actually paying her what she's worth. So money isn't the nail biting concern it used to be, more of a set of financial restraints on Christmas funds and where she can spend her holidays.
I can't tell you how glad I am that she's finally getting out of that money crisis…It's like a miracle.
But anyway, my mom decided to get the van fixed as opposed to trashing it, however, she won't be using it anymore. She's buying a new car (or newer) for some reason and so she plans on giving the old van to one of us. I already have a car. My younger brother (who we shall refer to as "Ralph") doesn't have a car so she was planning on giving it to him…(He was the one who wrecked it so it would make sense that he would get it huh? Ha ha ha) But that's when she said: "hey, maybe slacker(myself) would like to give Ralph his old car and take the newer van instead?"
Personally I don't know why she's giving me a choice in the matter but I'm definitely grateful for it. And now my friends we come to the real meat and potatoes of the matter.
A choice must be made! Do I want the van or not? If I take the van then Ralph takes my corolla, fair trade, seems simple enough right? But I still can't decide and I want you guy's opinion on the matter, lets make a list of pros and cons shall we?
Ok here's the pros for the van:
Looking at it through Vulcan eyes it seems the choice is obvious, go with the van. It's got more storage capacity for friends, foodstuffs and other random merriment, and it also has significantly less mileage on it so I don't have to worry about it breaking down on me.
Cons:
On the other hand though, it's big and bulky, hard to maneuver in and out of tight parking spaces, and doesn't exactly give me the 'freeing' sense I get from driving my car. Driving a minivan doesn't scream young and full of life, wily, or spontaneous, and it just seems to sap the coolness right outta you. I very much doubt I would be getting my mack on in that vehicle…(don't get me wrong it's a nice car but it just screams soccer mom doesn't it?) And finally I believe its takes abit more actually to fill up the gas tank on the minivan than my corolla…also I'd have to replace and update the mp3 adapter in the car to a cd format. (I know this isn't much of a point but still.)
Now for the Corolla
Pros: I like my car. It's really as simple as that. It's old, basic and not expressive or trendy in anyway really…none of those are traits I typically value. It's even painted an ugly color, but I've grown attached to it. I mean I keep bitching about how small the damn thing is and how bad it is for cargo but I've really developed that Millennial Falcon attachment to it…I feel kinda like, yeah it's a shitty, bland, everyday looking car, but its my car, and its never given me any trouble. (One of the only pieces of property I own btw) To a certain extent I feel like my identity is in that car. (Once again not outwardly of course, its damn ugly and boring looking. No, more like my scent…ha ha ha) And its not that I wouldn't like the idea of upgrading it or getting a new car, but if I'm to replace it, then shouldn't that new car be cooler? More expressive of me than my old car? Not more old fartish and "He's raising a family" or "doing the weekly shopping." My car, stupid as it is, does do a little to make me feel like I might actually live the fun life I want and the van just feels like I'm skipping over the fun part and going straight to the business adult phase.
Cons:
More mileage and looming maintenance costs and concerns, smaller vehicle, not much passenger seating or storage capacity. The funny thing is the minivan is actually kinda prettier than my car….heh heh heh. Its and older vehicle 1997 I believe, the van is like a 2003 or newer maybe even a 2005 and its only got like 48-50000 miles. My car has nearly 100,000. I can't think of anything else.
Well there you have it. I shouldn't be as torn on this issue as I am but I am just really back and forth on this. I'm thinking you know, socially the van would allow me to car pool more people…but it makes me feel like an old pa-toot! And so far I haven't really been in need of a much larger storage capacity as far as friends go. I mean my car has generally met my every demand. (With the exception of hauling home a Christmas tree….*hilarity ensues*)
So SG populace, what say you? What would you choose? The dingy corolla or the Soccer mom minivan?
P.S. as you can see I clearly lied about my declaration of keeping this entry short.
P.P.S.: On a completely separate and unrelated topic, I was talking to my roommate tonight about police misconduct and it just got me fired up. Apparently the things that have happened to me have never happened to him. He's never been involuntarily searched, or screamed at by the police or threatened, or put in the back seat of a cruiser. Or ID'd and nearly finger printed for walking down the street and then accused of committing homicide…
I want to start a blog/Conversation about being man handled by the police! I want to start like a police brutality and inappropriate behaviors thread tracking the number, and amount of times people on SG can recall getting harassed by the police over petty things. Or wrongly accused of things they didn't do. Things like on the SG DVD where the girls are skinny dipping at that hotel pool…Now I was not there so I don't know exactly what happened, I don't know for sure and cannot say for sure whether or not the girls were provoking the harassment and threats they received or not. But what I can say is that I've been in that situation more times then I care to remember, and that just about every time I get harassed it's by overly sensitive, overly concerned, uptight people who don't know how to mind their own damn business. I'm never rude or aggressive to those people why do they always feel the need to treat me with disrespect?
Of course in situations where someone is basically made uncomfortable by (Your/Our) parties actions and comes over to complain about it, the people on our end need to execute a somewhat welcoming reception to whatever concern the outside party may have about our activities. And we should certainly display a degree of understanding and compliance, though I do not believe we are obligated to kiss anyone's ass or apologize for our behavior. And I also feel that this understanding and courtesy needs to extend to both parties, or else it will not exist at all. These people who always love to pretend to be victimized never seem to understand that simple fact. They always just come at you with their pent up rage and hostility.
I'll post a new blog or conversation dedicated to just my "Run-ins" with the police and awkward taddle-tale moments very soon, but for now, its sleepy time. (or arrested development time, which ever comes first!
)Now its time for the obligatory video:
How relevant and cool is this?
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Well now's as good a time as any for an update soooooo.......
My sides hurt....my toes hurt....my lip hurts....my back hurts....but most of all my pride hurts....courtesy of armyofrobots. It hurts to sit, it hurts to stand, it hurts to laugh, it hurts to cry, It hurts all over, Why oh why!?
It just hurts so much...I think I'm gonna die
SG kicball you are the reason things have gone awry!
You must suffer, you must fry, just as gonzoe and sinlover and I!!!
On a completly separate note.
I want to create a label for a sports or energy drink that has a charcature of an SG on it on it smiling and giving a thumbs up, all japanophiled...hmm maybe I can get Twinkie to do it...
That would be so awesome.. I wish we had all had custom labels made for our water bottles at the SG game It would have given the 70's joke that much more ooomf! I'm really into this product label making kick right now...Its kind of funny. I want to turn everything into a label for a product and then make my own products just to create unique labels for them...Its dumb I know
As soon as my spring break rolls around thats gonna be my project of choice...gonna be pumping out custom labels left and right...
And now for your viewing pleasure, derrick comedy presents THE AMAZING KEYBOARD BOY!!!
My sides hurt....my toes hurt....my lip hurts....my back hurts....but most of all my pride hurts
....courtesy of armyofrobots. It hurts to sit, it hurts to stand, it hurts to laugh, it hurts to cry, It hurts all over, Why oh why!? It just hurts so much...I think I'm gonna die
SG kicball you are the reason things have gone awry!
You must suffer, you must fry, just as gonzoe and sinlover and I!!!
On a completly separate note.
I want to create a label for a sports or energy drink that has a charcature of an SG on it on it smiling and giving a thumbs up, all japanophiled...hmm maybe I can get Twinkie to do it...
That would be so awesome.. I wish we had all had custom labels made for our water bottles at the SG game It would have given the 70's joke that much more ooomf! I'm really into this product label making kick right now...Its kind of funny. I want to turn everything into a label for a product and then make my own products just to create unique labels for them...Its dumb I know
As soon as my spring break rolls around thats gonna be my project of choice...gonna be pumping out custom labels left and right...
And now for your viewing pleasure, derrick comedy presents THE AMAZING KEYBOARD BOY!!!
UPDATE:
Unfortunately Its 3:00pm and I have to get back to school so I can't write this as in depth as I was hoping to but oh well...
Today was looking like it was gonna suck(like most tuesdays) and I was terrified to come to class as usual.
But It ended being alright actually...Somehow....!?!?
I really don't get it but whatever. He didn't give out to much new work, I actually understood it, and when I left the class I felt.....joyous. It was odd. I had nothing to prompt it I just sort of was happy. And hyper.
I just felt the rumble in my tummy of excitement, and I started to smile. I only wish I had had a place to channel my energy. I was feeling so much of it build up I just wanted to bounce! And jump and fly and flip and run and Dance. So I did. All the way home.
I walked into one of the labs and I just stood there...thinking and bouncing. Then I said:" I wanna do something outside..." so I walked up to the door and drop kicked it! I fell on my back but it didn't hurt. It was funny because it was so stupid. The guy working at the nearby computer was like:" Hey what the hell are you doing?" "Did you slam into the door or something!?" "You have to use a Doorknob to open those buddy." I just laughed and walked away. I really wanna savor the feeling while it lasts....
Unfortunately Its 3:00pm and I have to get back to school so I can't write this as in depth as I was hoping to but oh well...
Today was looking like it was gonna suck(like most tuesdays) and I was terrified to come to class as usual.
But It ended being alright actually...Somehow....!?!?
I really don't get it but whatever. He didn't give out to much new work, I actually understood it, and when I left the class I felt.....joyous. It was odd. I had nothing to prompt it I just sort of was happy. And hyper.
I just felt the rumble in my tummy of excitement, and I started to smile. I only wish I had had a place to channel my energy. I was feeling so much of it build up I just wanted to bounce! And jump and fly and flip and run and Dance. So I did.
All the way home. I walked into one of the labs and I just stood there...thinking and bouncing. Then I said:" I wanna do something outside..." so I walked up to the door and drop kicked it! I fell on my back but it didn't hurt. It was funny because it was so stupid. The guy working at the nearby computer was like:" Hey what the hell are you doing?" "Did you slam into the door or something!?" "You have to use a Doorknob to open those buddy." I just laughed and walked away. I really wanna savor the feeling while it lasts....
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