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age: 28 (Feb 16, 1980)

MEMBER SINCE: November 2004

occupation: orange sales

most humbling moment: when my cat died, and i broke down like a baby.

i lost my virginity: a long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away.

sign: aquarius

makes me sad: running out of nachos and beer.

body mods: quite a few

makes me happy: good music, good friends, good beer, waking up next to someone, sleeping next to someone, having someone in general

stats: 5'9, 205 lbs, brown hair, couple extra lbs.

into: ghosts, guitars, the occult, music, grail lore, martial arts, travel, music, foods, body mods, brewing beer and more

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JULY 21, 2008 @ 06:20 PM | 24 COMMENTS

ok so heres my ecct rundown.

fucking amazing.

i thank all of you, i would love to single out people, but you know who you are since i probably spent the majority of the weekend talking to you. for those whom i didnt meet or talk to more, im sorry, i wish there was more time. i almost wish that we had a week or more and that the camp was maybe a little less stretched out. but i digress.

i did meet a few who inspired me and whom i owe my time to. i was among a few others who were getting sick of the politics of this site and my career on sg had run its course. this weekend was to be my last trip and i was going to ride into the sunset. the ones who showed me compassion and opened their minds and hearts to me and showed me a good time even though you had no idea who i was. you are the people, and those are the values that teach me. i will be staying on a bit longer, if anything just to be able to attend this trip again next year. the organizers were great, fuck... im not calling anyone organizers or attendees or +1s anymore. i am just going to call you friends.

i am writing this so fast that i know im spelling shit wrong, but i need to get the words out before they escape without thought. there are a few friends who i met this weekend. i dont care how far you are, or how much a plane ride may cost i would love to visit you in the near future and have fun and learn from you.

a few friends in particular made me so that my life has been utterly changed... i may sound stupid concidering maybe we passed on a couple hours of conversation, and half of that was while intoxicated but there was a magic in the air and a knowledge that people can make their way, and that this shy boy can do things. i want a better job, go back to school, do volunteer work, lose a lil bit of weight and get in some sort of shape, learn hobbies and crafts, maybe just take the time to breath the air and realize that it isnt all about stress, it isnt all about everyone else, its also...

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minimalism

Garwood, NJ

OLD SKOOL

JUL 21, 2008 06:33 PM

Do you know what it's like to have been one of the hosts and then read that something like our little party in the woods effected you so deeply? Man, that just blows my mind. It's so hard to put into words. You're a fuckin great guy.

My favorite thing was meeting new people that I know I will become as good of friends with as the ones I've already made on here.
My least favorite thing was having to go home.

Jamielee

I'm lost

May 2004

JUL 21, 2008 06:57 PM

I can't think of a favorite because everything was so awesome. I have a similar rundown to yours in my journal. I'm glad to see that I was part of several of those bullet points in your list.

You are always welcome here in Baltimore. We have plenty of crash space and love to have visitors. We could show you around- the cool stuff, not just the harbor.

I'm so glad to hear that you had such a wonderful time. It means a lot that all of us effected such a major change of heart in you.

BigPoppa99

Elmhurst, NY

April 2006

JUL 21, 2008 07:36 PM

I hear exactly what your saying. Everyone was a friend. I tried to talk to everyone at least once. I dont remember if it was you that I had a deep conversation with about earbuds.

Im glad that your ging to stay for at least next years ECCT

peace!

GetFighted

Cranford, NJ

September 2006

JUL 21, 2008 07:52 PM

Well Camp No Pants was definitely a highlight for me. Seeing all the old friends I made from last year who are too far to visit during the year was also a plus. Meeting the hoards of new people I have to add to the "Visit Soon" list was also nice.
It really is amazing when you step back, look at the huge differences in all of the people we shared our weekend with, and realize how much of a sense of community it was. Spread out, cliquey, or whatever else it might have been, we all banded together and made one hell of a memorable weekend.
Im quite glad to see that youre going to stick around. I really enjoyed your company even though we didnt get to see too much of each other. (Though, for your sake, it was probably better that way. ) Youre not too far so hopefully I wont have to wait a year to see you again.
This is turning out to be a lot longer than it probably should have been.. I guess Im done now.

perlpunk

Denver, CO

November 2003

JUL 21, 2008 09:25 PM

growing and finding another stimulated side of yourself never gets old. cheers

GlassHeart

Hayward, CA

January 2004

JUL 22, 2008 01:24 AM

i love this entry.

you know you are more than welcome to come visit (i saw that bit about the plane ticket, dude!).
I was replaying the trip in my head while flying home tonight and I kept laughing my ass off at all the funny shit we were talking about all weekend. I ♥ you. You are seriously the best.

Megze

Woburn, MA

June 2005

JUL 22, 2008 07:23 AM

I'm so glad you had an amazing experience. You deserve the best.

arbitraria

HOPEFUL

Morristown, NJ

JUL 22, 2008 06:19 PM

i had a blast hanging out with you...so glad you spent time pantsless with us. it's great you had such a profound experience, it makes it that much more treasured to look back on. i hope i'll get to see you soon, once a year is never enough!

minimalism

Garwood, NJ

OLD SKOOL

JUL 23, 2008 12:39 PM

Irish called the campground and asked them to look for it. I had left it in one of two places, I knew that much. The owners found it in my cabin and are going to mail it to me.

The stocked bar and food are in Garwood, NJ. We're hosting a BBQ/Great Adventure trip Sept 13/14 here. Put it in ink on your calendar. Join SGNJ for more info.

Nyssa

Philadelphia, PA

April 2005

JUL 23, 2008 02:19 PM

I'm SO glad you had a good time over the weekend.

I learned that a battery operated fan does a whole lot to keep drunken swordfights from my ears. I'm going to have to find some rechargeable D batteries though - that fucker takes 8 of them.

If you make it down to Philly, we'll get a chance to catch up some before next year!

Taz

Manassas, VA

March 2006

JUL 23, 2008 02:26 PM

Dude, everything you wrote, I was pretty much just nodding my head in agreement. It was a wonderful trip and great fun, but it was the people that made it special. I've said it before, but I don't think there was a single person I met on this trip that wasn't friendly or just plain awesome. I wish I would have gotten around a bit more and talked to more people (yourself included), but I'm an introvert until I get to know people. ECCT be warned, next year I won't be so quiet!!

_Tab

I'm lost

September 2004

JUL 23, 2008 02:50 PM

Thanks! It was hard to make sure you were socializing with everyone this year, haha. There's always next year!

Alpha_Male

Swedesboro, NJ

January 2007

JUL 23, 2008 05:46 PM

Amen. thats all i must say. haha. yes fellow eagle i made it ahead of time actually. it was great! it was a pleasure meeting you and can't wait to chill again next year if not sooner!