So Finally I got a job ,but not only just one no no I got two.
In the same day. 1st one is at Taboo Tabu which is a sexy wear and sex toy shop on belmont.
2nd one is at this new restaurant thats opening downtown in august called Ufood.

I'm not sure how I'm going to manage both of these ,but I guess we will figure it out.

I'm still staying with Wes unfortunately. I mean it isn't bad it's just the fact that the whole reason i even took his offer for me to come stay with him was because i had a crush on him and now i pretty much almost cant stand him. You really do get to know someone when your living with them. The other night wes said "You cannot stay with us too much longer probably no more than two weeks from now"

So I'm frantically looking for a place. I put an ad up saying i needed an apartment ASAP and this guy responded two days ago and said he had a place I looked at the photos he sent and it looks just gorgeous so i was frantically waiting for him to get back to me.

Finally this morning he emailed me telling me that they want me to move in ,but I can't bring jasper so I'm considering giving him to a friend i know its horrible ,but at this point i really need this place.

The challenge is going to me getting the money to move into this place.

as of right now these are my obstacles

1. bank account is overdrawn and i owe $198 dollars

2. I sold pretty much all of my dvds / cds / records so i could have some money in my pocket for food and such.

So hopefully I can figure this out. It's like I'm starting a brand new beginning.

New job(s) New apartment (hopefully within the next week)


Went out to this really fancy bar last night with Salome , Coralee , Sioux and Rei.

Was a lot of fun. all of our drinks were free and each of us were picked up in a limo.

pretty fancy.

Thanks to Everyone from the site who checked out the booth at wizard world!
It was a lot of fun. I wore a wig most of the time ,but on the 4th day decided I couldn't stand it anymore.

Got to meet.
so many girls.

here are some photos.








Paulee didnt want to wear a pink sticker.

Kynt & Vixen from The amazing race were also at wizard world.

It seems things have been an uncontrollable spiral, mostly in the past year exactly a year to be exact. When I first moved to Chicago Things were wonderful (I have been here for two years). I was going to an amazing design school I was living alone in a beautiful apartment. Then around May of 2007 I lost my job, my design job where I was making a two thousand dollar a month salary. To make ends meet I got a job in a sandwich shop. Where I was treated poorly and as a result I quit by telling my boss to fuck off. After that I was Jobless for a good 4 months. I my parents were paying my rent for me I went at least two months without paying rent lying to my landlord's telling them I had mailed the check. Eventually I moved out of my beautiful apartment to a shitty part of the city to live with a kid I barley knew instead of paying almost $700 dollars a month for rent I was paying $420. Cheap rent was an amazing change, but I still was scraping by, working at The Levi Store making not even 9 dollars an hour and spending all my income on nothing, but rent. Lost my job and still have not got a job since. My roommate beat me up choked me spent a few days in jail. The girl I thought was my best friend began dating him the day he got out of jail. I went to Michigan to visit my family to try and get away from it all the day before I left I began talking to a guy who has responded to my Craig list ad. I had been talking to him on and off for a few months, but mostly small talk on AIM. We started talking on the phone a few days before I left for Michigan and a week after Jon had choked and abused me. We talked everyday for 3 hours on the phone I was planning on moving back to Michigan and decided with some encouragement from him that I should come back to Chicago get a job and stay with him until I could get on my feet again. I had all my possessions sprawled out throughout Chicago. The first few days after being back I was happy. I had a crush on someone who was worth liking and things looked bright. I slept in his bed for the first 3 days instead of the couch where I was planned to sleep. I make this sound as though it happened months ago, but I in fact am still here and have only been here for a week and a half. I was dealing with trying to move my things out of the girl I thought was my best friends house without having neither a car nor a license. He was frustrated with my negativity and repetitive complaining and acted as though I was simply a ghost. Stopped holding my hand stopped sitting close to me and made it apparent he didn't want me sleeping in his bed anymore so now I am sleeping on the couch. We had a long discussion on why he acted angry to