Impulses
Always a second away from disaster.
-a welcome change
Just a heart beat away from tragedy.
-break the monotony
The impulse to cause a change.
-worth the steep price
How long til I'm swayed to jerk the wheel, close my eyes, take a leap.
When will fear be overcome by desperation ( to know...)
Why try to control anything. just let it all go. ( and in release gain control)
To know why YOU don't care. ( or why you choose not to show me)
I will bleed for answers that I may not even like.
YOU make me so damn desperate. ( or allow me to be)
Stuck in the paradox of existence with nothing. (I'm lost)
Always a second away from disaster.
-a welcome change
Just a heart beat away from tragedy.
-break the monotony
The impulse to cause a change.
-worth the steep price
How long til I'm swayed to jerk the wheel, close my eyes, take a leap.
When will fear be overcome by desperation ( to know...)
Why try to control anything. just let it all go. ( and in release gain control)
To know why YOU don't care. ( or why you choose not to show me)
I will bleed for answers that I may not even like.
YOU make me so damn desperate. ( or allow me to be)
Stuck in the paradox of existence with nothing. (I'm lost)
JANUARY 2012
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