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I have been MIA this last month and I never actually went anywhere. Honestly, I blame it on September. For years September has been a month that brings nothing but chaos and malice. Having a birthday in September doesn't seem to help either. I have been sick or stuck with horrible cases of bad ju-ju every year around my birthday. My birthday has become a day to celebrate not because it was the day I was brought into this world but because it marks the ending of this awful month.
Truth is I don't ever get anything done in September and I don't know why. I feel like the universe spends the month working against me. This particular month hasn't been as bad as those in the past. Apathy has become my main enemy and I am finding it harder and harder to focus on things I want/need to do. This month I have not made any major strides and most of it is because I have been to apathetic. My writing, which I was already struggling to keep up on, has taken a back burner.
My muse took a vacation at the beginning of the month and hasn't come back. I have felt uninspired and unimpressed with all my writing this month. I am starting to outline a few stories and I am looking forward to October and November. I am spending most of October working on my new project and getting all my old projects dusted off and running again. Once I have the system back up and running, I will spend November working on a joint project and hopefully producing a few specs before the month ends.
So this is then, another year in my life starts today. This year has been nothing but a year to transition so far and I haven't taken advantage of that. Instead of prepping for my transition and making everything run smooth, I have been procrastinating and wasting my time. Well that is no longer an option as I have deadlines moving in on all sides. Now is do or die time; I need to start cranking out some writing and getting my projects ordered or I will be spending another...
I have been MIA this last month and I never actually went anywhere. Honestly, I blame it on September. For years September has been a month that brings nothing but chaos and malice. Having a birthday in September doesn't seem to help either. I have been sick or stuck with horrible cases of bad ju-ju every year around my birthday. My birthday has become a day to celebrate not because it was the day I was brought into this world but because it marks the ending of this awful month.
Truth is I don't ever get anything done in September and I don't know why. I feel like the universe spends the month working against me. This particular month hasn't been as bad as those in the past. Apathy has become my main enemy and I am finding it harder and harder to focus on things I want/need to do. This month I have not made any major strides and most of it is because I have been to apathetic. My writing, which I was already struggling to keep up on, has taken a back burner.
My muse took a vacation at the beginning of the month and hasn't come back. I have felt uninspired and unimpressed with all my writing this month. I am starting to outline a few stories and I am looking forward to October and November. I am spending most of October working on my new project and getting all my old projects dusted off and running again. Once I have the system back up and running, I will spend November working on a joint project and hopefully producing a few specs before the month ends.
So this is then, another year in my life starts today. This year has been nothing but a year to transition so far and I haven't taken advantage of that. Instead of prepping for my transition and making everything run smooth, I have been procrastinating and wasting my time. Well that is no longer an option as I have deadlines moving in on all sides. Now is do or die time; I need to start cranking out some writing and getting my projects ordered or I will be spending another year here and that is no acceptable.
Truth is I don't ever get anything done in September and I don't know why. I feel like the universe spends the month working against me. This particular month hasn't been as bad as those in the past. Apathy has become my main enemy and I am finding it harder and harder to focus on things I want/need to do. This month I have not made any major strides and most of it is because I have been to apathetic. My writing, which I was already struggling to keep up on, has taken a back burner.
My muse took a vacation at the beginning of the month and hasn't come back. I have felt uninspired and unimpressed with all my writing this month. I am starting to outline a few stories and I am looking forward to October and November. I am spending most of October working on my new project and getting all my old projects dusted off and running again. Once I have the system back up and running, I will spend November working on a joint project and hopefully producing a few specs before the month ends.
So this is then, another year in my life starts today. This year has been nothing but a year to transition so far and I haven't taken advantage of that. Instead of prepping for my transition and making everything run smooth, I have been procrastinating and wasting my time. Well that is no longer an option as I have deadlines moving in on all sides. Now is do or die time; I need to start cranking out some writing and getting my projects ordered or I will be spending another...