Its been awhile since my last blog....what to write about....here goes.....Happy Valentines days! Although I am single, I just had one of if not the best valentines day ever. Nothing really special happened but simply having dinner and drinks with some friends. Thank god for single friends haha....

What else is new? Hmm...I have an opportunity to get a new job that is better paying but the work sucks...it is working in a call center for a cellular company. I've worked in a call center before and I hated it and I would hate to return to one but I'm starting to think my current job is worse than a call center job. What is it you're wondering? I sell cellphones at a kiosk. In both jobs I deal with difficult people at times but the potential call center job pays almost double. If i do take the job, the pay would be the only reason why. Still trying to decide if I should make the change or just keep looking for a better paying job that I would actually enjoy doing or at the very least not hate it.

Its about that time again...I'm bored of my current hairstyle and I'm looking for a new one...this time I'm thinking of dying it too. My hair is already pretty short so I don't think I have a lot of options. Shaving it completely is one option or dye it and trim it down a bit, like an eminem look (short and blonde).

I'm open to all suggestions except for growing it out...I had longer hair about 1.5 years ago and its not for me. I like my hair short.

I've had this feeling and realization for a while but I really need to do something about it. I need to make some new friends. My interests and views in life are changing once again and none of my current friends share my new interests or views.

I had an awesome 3 days off, it has been a long time since I've had an exciting and fun 3 days. The highlights were; getting laid, getting photos taken of my tattoos for a photography student's project, hanging out with the guys drinking, watching hockey and playing poker, and shopping down in the states.

I'm stoked for this weekend too since its the Taboo show here in Vancouver.

What a day at work...today was my 'monday'. After 1 month in cellphone retail sales, I've had enough. I don't know why I can't seem to find a decent job. I have a degree and plenty of work experiences. I hope I find something soon. It has been 17 months since my graduation. The 17 months have been disappointing and frustrating. I went back to University to finish my education so I can find a decent job and have a career but instead I'm making less money and the jobs I've had so far were temporary jobs till now.

Maybe I need to move away but I don't have a lot of options right now. I guess I'll have to seriously look into it. I wish I had a talent that I could use to make a living that I enjoyed.

Sometimes it is really tough to love your family.

A beautiful day in Vancouver today! I'm so happy to see the sun out. Its been awhile. Unfortunately, today I had to get rid of my car. I just can't afford it right now with the job I have currently. Although its a bit inconvenient not having a car at least I'll have some extra cash.

So far a great start to my 1st of 3 days off of work. Slept in, took my time with breakfast, and now surfing the web while enjoying my coffee.

Today wasn't for bad for a Monday. I got to start work at 12noon and everything went smoothly at work. The only interesting thing that happened at work was 2 customers almost getting into a fight because customer #2 asked me a question while I was in the midst of helping the first customer. Both customers were older men which was a bit surprising because its not often I see older folks getting into arguments.

At the end no punches were thrown and both customer went along their way.

Sundays....laundry, groceries, cleaning, blah....the weekend never seems long enough. I need a vacation.

I hope I can find a new job soon. My current job is starting to get to me already. I guess job itself isn't so bad but its the pay. I sale cellphones. I get $9/hr and the rest is commission. Although it is better than my last job working at a warehouse as a temp staff but I'm still looking for a career. I've been searching for a job in the psychology field for the past 16 months. The latest psych job I've applied to is a psychiatric worker position at the local hospital. I hope I get this job even though its a casual on call job. It is a stepping stone I need to help me get into grad school for counseling psychology, plus the pay starts at $22/hr which means more ink in the near future! Woohoo!

If I don't get this job I guess maybe a career in the field of psychology isn't meant for me. Maybe I'm destined to do something else. Whatever that is I have no idea what.