age: 38 (Aug 31, 1973)
MEMBER SINCE: July 2004
occupation: Emotional Timetraveler. I constantly am rewinding my past to see what I could have done better...oh you meant IRL? Boring Support job in law enforcement, aspiring entrepreneur.
i lost my virginity: Never. Not physically at least. Emotionally, yes.
sign: FRAGILE: Handle with care.
stats: 6', Black Hair, Brown Eyes, impossible demeanor
most humbling moment: Being rejected by my first true love.
makes me sad: Maliciousness, hypocrisy and poverty. Religions mess me up too. Also, laziness and apathy towards the world's issues...the fact that in this world, once a person gets randomly victimized by something not their own fault, they continually keep getting keep getting victimized. I'm not a "victim" but I keep seeing it in the world.
gets me hot: Women. Especially the ones free in mind, body and spirit. Kindness, freckles, glasses, lil noses, integrity, talent, tom-boyishness, a healthy love for the opposite sex, or any combination of those can poke me in my soft spot. ...and my Favorite SG girls. Oh and in the last year I've come to realize that I really adore cute girls with really twisted fantasies and turn ons.
heroes: Zhao Yun, Jack Bauer, Jennifer Connelly, people who pay attention to good spelling in thread titles when starting new threads in forums, Slash and Randy Rhoads, Peter Hook, Sun Tzu, Anze Kopitar and Drew Doughty, John Nash, Trump and Kiyosaki
body mods: None! Can a person feel that body mods are totally wrong for himself yet still be open-minded enough to appreciate their beauty on others? Evidently yes.
makes me happy: Throwing off the shackles of my environment. Accomplishing more than I was ever supposed to. Sticking to my personal code of honor especially in the face of great difficulty. Good spelling and grammar. Learning new things from interesting people. Just people in general. Oh, and seeing animals be free in the wild, not as pets. And I still love my country.
Not much to report here...I have a ton of pics I should be posting but it's such a pain to have to edit every one in order to fit SG's windows and then shrinking them down often ruins the pic anyways. I'm still trying to figure out how to turn them into thumb pics first...I wonder if the SGs, their accounts let you do this automatically while it doesn't work for normal members like me. Oh well.
One thing I had to post, pulling me out of my Skyrim coma, was this:
Full size version here.
Simply put, I have received the best present I ever have in my life. The people on here closest to me know that I have a tendency to give presents to my faves here. What I'm trying to say/do is to show my affection, that someone out there likes and cares for them (the recipients) because that's what I feel is important. This is probably because I know what it feels like to not receive any affection from those closest in my life. So this gift here is a bit overwhelming. I'm still in a bit of shock.
It's an original art piece from Vivid. Obviously I love and treasure it and her! This sort of thing you can't just put up somewhere, it has to be treated special. I've been wracking my brain a bit on where to display it and how to post about it...with the latter I figured I would just say honestly what I feel and thus this blog.
So how it came about was that I bought a piece from her, another original, from her page vivka.etsy.com. I'm going to show that one off on another blog since it's too nice of a piece to get second billing to anything in my blog and this blog is dedicated to the piece above.
She told me she had a surprise for me, which could mean anything cuz we're both local, haha, but this one... Well, no one can expect something of this magnitude of love. I can't thank you enough...
Happy New Year!
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