Today was a good day, it was nice and warm out, work went well, and i found this kick ass train bridge with a 50ft drop to a lake right behind my house! i was so excited when i found it, its definately gonna be fun to have drunk summer parties there. heres a pic from there.

m in such a weird fowl mood. the kinda mood that can only be deterred by suicidal tendencies and porn. god i wish i could punch somebody in the face. or even have somebody punch me in the face...god i havent been in a fight in so long. that also might be just what the doctor ordered. some people just irratate the shit out of me for no reason you know. fakers and liars. people that dont have the fucking balls to say whats on their mind. these spineless little insignificant cunts that dont stand up for anything. douchebags that think they are better than others just because of some small irellavent thing. especially when these people turn out to be some of the most idiotic and uneducated people i have ever met. the stupidity of some ppl is amazing. its amazing that some people cant be bothered to learn the most basic of things. if i ruled the world, i wouldnt free all my sons, there would be no black diamonds and pearls. but stupid people would know their place, and their would be severe penalties for their ignorance.

YAY! im back. ive been gone for a month or so, and am back and enjoying SG again.

i friggin hate christmas shopping, why do we put ourselves thru this? so much to live up to, and you cant let anyone down. christmas should be more like thanksgiving part 2. no gifts, just fun wiith your alcoholic family.

another rant extraordinare .....

as i'm sure most of you know (if you pay attention at all to the world around you) that the patriot act has been modified to allow the government to wire tap whoever they want whenever they want, without warrants. now, a lot of people are upset by this, but it's amazing how many people aren't. i woke up this morning and found out this news and during my car ride to work, i listened to nothing but people on the radio spouting things like "if you have nothing to hide you shouldn't be worried" THIS IS BULLSHIT!! the bill of rights and the constitution don't exist simply for the current administration to wipe their asses with it. This war on terrorism is supposedly to protect our rights and freedoms...how is that possible if they start taking our rights and freedoms away? whats next? in five years are we going to be living in a permanent state of marshal law, where we aren't allowed out of our houses past midnight, because its easier to track terrorists? This is just a starting point of corruption that is going to take our country down a path that leads to being no better than these countries we are fighting with.

Now i'm not naive, i know the govt has been doing illegal wiretaps and such since the telephone was implemented, buts its really not about that. its about us as citizens allowing the govt into scaring us into giving up our rights. there wasn't even a vote by the people for this bill to be passed. it was simply a decision made by congress and the president. What happened to "for the people, by the people"? this whole ordeal has had me in such outrage today i don't even know what to do with my self. if any of you feel the same way, repost this or add on to it. THIS CAN NOT STAND!!

havent wrote anything in a really long time. anyways things are good. life is finally starting to regain its normalicy again, since i left the military a year ago. that doesnt meen life is any less stressfull, its just the kind of stress that people should have, not the bullshit stress of being in combat situations and dealing with dickhead lieutenants. anyways....
i start my new piercing apprenticeship this week, after i get back from the cape. i cant wait to get back into the tatto shop atmosphere. i love it, ive been away for so long. the only thing that sucks is that my previous apprenticeship doesnt count for dick, since ive been away from it for so long. oh well, dems da rules.

Going to go see Bane and Evergreen terrace on the 30th at the palladium. anyone wanna go? whats going on for new years? i need something to do!

IM BACK!!! after a little over a year of being gone from suicide girls i am back.....look out!

per request of the lovely bambi i will update my journal. lets see....whats been going on recently...oh yeah:

first off im in the military (which i hate), in germany (which rocks). yeah so my friend goes to amsterdam and buys a shit load of drugs and tries to bring them back to base. well the dumb fucker burns out the clutch (in my car) and stops at a rest stop to get a german to show him how to drive it with the clutch all fucked up. well the german shows him and he drives off, well he gets a couple kilometers down the autobahn when he decides he doesnt know to do it as well as he likes and he turns around to go back to the reststop. THE MOTHER FUCKER TURNS AROUND ON THE GODDAMN AUTOBAHN AND DRIVES THE WRONG WAY ON THE FUCKING AUTOBAHN. DO YOU GET WHAT IM FUCKING SAYING?!?! A ROAD WITH NO FUCKING SPEED LIMIT!! well the polizie catch em and find the drugs.......longer story not as long........im getting kicked out of the military as guilty by association. so thats the big sitiuation going on now. its slightly fucking aggrivating.

BAMBI you better right a coment. i gotta travel up to frankfurt soon. peace motha fuckas

finally a day off....well kinda its like a night night off since i sleep during h day and work at night. i need a break. too much beuracratic bullshit for my taste. but at least i get to live in germany. ive had a blast so far, since ive been here. im addiced to amsterdam, im up there like every other week now. hahaha good times.....