SO this month has just been stressful and frustrating, but I am just gonna name a few things, and then I am gonna try to think happy thoughts.
Well since we last talked, some really exciting things happened!
Meet Jazz...
*spoilers*
Anyway, Reality is hitting pretty hard lately. Its time to grow up, people are going on with their lives, and I should do the same. Part of me wants to, but part of me doesn't want to. I love being independent don't get me wrong, but cant we just get past to the point of not knowing whats gonna happen.Normally I like surprises, but cant I just push "fast forward" to the point where I am all settled, with a good job and living on my own in peace with my own little puppy friend. I mean going through this last bit of school dealing with my best friend moving away. Yeah ... Kinda just want to get past this part.
One thing I am excited for is I AM forsure working on a website for the tattoo shop I go to. This will be good portfolio piece for me. I am a little nervous to do this, but that is kinda why I picked my tattoo shop. I wanted something challenging and something I am interested in. My current tattoo shop does not have a website yet, so this is a good chance to show off so skill. Plus its practice for the work I will be doing this summer for my internship.
Well then my tattoo guy surprised me with an offer to do a tattoo for free. Since I was doing the website for free. lol This was crazy news because I was planning on getting my Tattoo for my dad very soon, but since he offered. I was like maybe I get it sooner then I thought. lol
Well it was supposed to happen on last Thursday, but that didn't exactly happen like planned. When I got there he explained to me that he hasn't really done filigree that much and if that is what I wanted then its gonna take him a bit. He is the one that suggested filigree when we talked about what I wanted exactly. So that made me think he was skilled at it. Nope, it ended...
SO this month has just been stressful and frustrating, but I am just gonna name a few things, and then I am gonna try to think happy thoughts.
Well since we last talked, some really exciting things happened!
Meet Jazz...
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
the new member of the family.


Ik, Ik, I don't really like that name either, but technically its not my puppy.
She got her name because she hates loud noises, Tv, radio, hockey games( this makes me sad). Except for Jazz music, she is so calm. After the first night, we left for an hour or so to get puppy toys for her, and she didn't even noticed we left. She was just chillin in her kennel, and we put on jazz on to keep her company. Then when we got home.. she was like" Oh hai, there.. You left? hm. I didn't notice." lol
It was adorable. Idk I kinda wish she had a better name.




First thing she did is crawl into my dads lap. Such a daddy's girl, already :-p


















Aww..





This was so adorable. I was wearing this sweatshirt all day and while I was cooking supper she crawled up and cuddled with it, because I am assuming it smelled like me and she wanted cuddles from me, but I wasn't there. At least that is what I tell myself. lol


More cuddles with me ( she did that.) she is super cuddly it makes me tear up a little, thinking about it




Sleepy time na-nights. lol

The Back story, on why I wanted a wheaten.
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See when I lived with Alyeska, she had a wheaten Terrier, Bailey. Her and I fell in love, lulz. She was the sweetest dog I have ever met. Goggie kisses all ovars.lulz So when I had to move back home, two years ago, I missed her so much I begged and begged my dad for a "Bailey" (wheaten terrier). I even got my little sister set on that type of dog. Two years later, finally my dad buys a wheaten terrier out of no where.When I am getting ready to start my own life.

I am almost done with college. I wont be living with my dad for much longer.So i have limited time with her. So this depresses me and I don't really want to get attached to the new puppy, but she is just SO cute. I mean I was with the new puppy for a day and I was feeling so sad when I had to go back to the shit, that is this school. I just have to keep in mind, maybe I can just get a puppy from the same breeder, when I am ready.
Anyway, Reality is hitting pretty hard lately. Its time to grow up, people are going on with their lives, and I should do the same. Part of me wants to, but part of me doesn't want to. I love being independent don't get me wrong, but cant we just get past to the point of not knowing whats gonna happen.Normally I like surprises, but cant I just push "fast forward" to the point where I am all settled, with a good job and living on my own in peace with my own little puppy friend. I mean going through this last bit of school dealing with my best friend moving away. Yeah ... Kinda just want to get past this part.
One thing I am excited for is I AM forsure working on a website for the tattoo shop I go to. This will be good portfolio piece for me. I am a little nervous to do this, but that is kinda why I picked my tattoo shop. I wanted something challenging and something I am interested in. My current tattoo shop does not have a website yet, so this is a good chance to show off so skill. Plus its practice for the work I will be doing this summer for my internship.
Well then my tattoo guy surprised me with an offer to do a tattoo for free. Since I was doing the website for free. lol This was crazy news because I was planning on getting my Tattoo for my dad very soon, but since he offered. I was like maybe I get it sooner then I thought. lol
Well it was supposed to happen on last Thursday, but that didn't exactly happen like planned. When I got there he explained to me that he hasn't really done filigree that much and if that is what I wanted then its gonna take him a bit. He is the one that suggested filigree when we talked about what I wanted exactly. So that made me think he was skilled at it. Nope, it ended up taking the whole time and so we had to reschedule for this Saturday. He told me to go home and try and figure out what exactly I wanted for filigree. I know this tattoo is for free and he really doesn't want spend his time working on a free job, but its frustrates me because I am not good at drawing filigree or knowing where to put it to make it come together as a piece. Its a new concept for me. I didn't even know what it was called until he said something. lol
So I have gotten to the point where I think I am just gonna wait for that project, until I can go somewhere and pay to have it designed. I might just ask for a raincheck and think of something less complicated for the free tattoo. lol
I will show you the design and maybe I can get some help from you guys on what I should do to give the words more of a design feel. so its not just words on my foot. with a border around it. So any suggestions?
This was my idea
And boooobies!
Thinking happy thoughts.... lol
Have a good week
Reekie
Jordyy