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Razelove If this is just the beginning, my life is going to be beautiful Dean Martin

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age: 27 (Apr 23, 1986)

MEMBER SINCE: December 2004

occupation: Full-time student, Full-time tinkerer, Part-time repairs, mechanic, model, electrician.

sign: Taurus

crush: I fall victim to puppy-love

makes me happy: sunsets, straightforward people, new points of view, completion

heroes: McGyver, Mr. Miagi, Carlos Hathcock, Goddard

i lost my virginity: and its not a tale worth gathering around a campfire for

fantasy: More toys than I can take apart, more money than I can spend, and more cool people in my life than I have the attention span for. GIMME GIMME GIMME!

most humbling moment: I tripped walking down a hill, rolled my ankle, then rolled the rest of the way down the hill onto a road with a 75 pound backpack on

body mods: tattoo of phoenix on back, usmc down right arm, pentacle on right side of chest, pentagram on left, tribal on left upper arm, norse runes on chest

into: Eatting, cooking, trying to find new things to do, or new food, or some books, redheads, chemistry, hot sexy showers, camping trips, 75 degree weather, soft sheets and fluffy pillows

makes me sad: Boredom

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JUNE 3, 2013 @ 09:00 AM | NO COMMENTS


Through Fantasy and Failure
Despair and Success

Our shared pain
Isolated joys

We begin to reform the world
Despair is treated with spreading the pain
to every corner, every person

Success greets you with isolation
Entrance into smaller and smaller worlds
until your work is for people, not with them

That's the cycle of life as I understand it
Beautiful, sweet, blissful chaos adds the flavor and joy

As we run around confused and bump into each other,
More and more rapidly and frequently
We can share our joys
Grind out our pains,
and find where we all hurt the same

Chaos is a tide of love
Unexpected money
an irradiated pocket of silver
An unknown child developing

Chaos is in all of us, clawing to escape
Order is how we suppress it,
and the connection we all share

Great blunders have brought the greatest discoveries
Great promises have turned to dust

I cannot set out on an expedition knowing how it will end
Where is the fun, the science, the experience?
Feelings of rage, frustration, and comradarie?
What has happened to this force that can make midnight lovers out of enemies?

Where is the tug and flow, the tides that will not release?
When is the point in time that stability became SOP
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