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i dont feel good. my glands are swollen. thats one major sucky thing about not having a boyfriend...no one to take care of you when youre sick....

i just got rejected from a stip club i was hoping to work at...its not exactly a confidence booster when those types of places start rejecting you...guess i should pack in the whole taking clothes off for money...
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pure:
Feel better soon.. Who whould turn you down eeek more naked RavenIsis!

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fanny:
so lovely to see you again the other day darling - you missed so much hysterical attention seeking model action after you left!

no show this wenesday night now apparently but cum cum cum to London Ladies night at Garlics this Friday from 7pm onwards xxx
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stardust_:
holy flamming shit. that's posivitely the cutest thing I ever saw (today).
what is it?
dorwayin:
Salt?
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i have eaten SO much sugar today...i feel like shit.....i decorated 50 fairy cakes in preparation for halloweeeeen!!! but im not actually that excited cause i have nothing to wear. i was supposed to get a job this week so that i was actually able to buy stuff like a normal functioning member of society....but i didnt...and i most definitely am not...oh. i managed to...
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stardust_:
oohh, that is a really cool colour red - more pics please!!
livefastdieprett:
hmm looking good!!! red suits you.
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i had such a good time last night!!.....didnt realise how trendy brick lane is....i liked the venue, it was nice performing on a good stage...the platform in the corner at mean fiddler was less than inspiring...not that im complaining however....i do relish any chance to perform...must be the attention whore in me....obviously- look what i do for a living...anyways, it was nice to meet everyone...
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underrated:
im not no. 27 anymore.

forgiveness?

x rubbish-boy x
thesednacrux:
What are you doing for Halloween?
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im performing at the 'tournament of tease' at the bethnal green working mens club next weds....looks to be a good night....if those burlesque enthusiasts out there would like to come and see gorgeous girls compete at taking their clothes off i believe tickets are 5 pounds.... blush
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almostfamous:
i'm so glad i came down last night! it was lovely to meet you and the performance really was fantastic, you looked stunning.
frankie:
love
wow i saw your performance at the sg party after the convention.
*swoon* you were AMAZING! blush
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the air in london today is perfectly soft and warm.

sometimes when its too hot here, you can almost feel the pavement vibrating and radiating waves of something that is indescribably 'london'. something from beneath the ground, that lets you know how confining london can be and how many people have walked over that exact spot. something mysterious and desperate.

but i cant feel this...
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evermansice:
I'm sorry you must suffer through the things the latter half of your entry describes. While I have not experienced them myself, they sound rather unpleasant. I dearly hope you get the chance to try somewhere new. I mean no disservice to London, but no one whould be stuck in any one place they' feel they've been in for too long. At the very least, I wish you enough days that feel like this one did so that the negative emotion never overwhelm you.
thesednacrux:
That just right type of air is what makes the peonies so perfect I think. Everything you write is so illustrative and magnetic.
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leeds festival....train...bus...jack daniels....show....cigarettes....hotel...train....home...

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fatality:
You look so hot in Cherry's journal, lady
pure:
Heh! Hope enjoyed festival kiss

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i know this seems awfully trite but i cannot believe how quickly the days are going by at the moment...please tell me im not the only one that feels slightly nauseous...its as if the days are somehow moving or speeding past me and im left in the past, clutching stray fibers that i refuse to let go of but the fabric is unravelling ahead of...
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rpg:
The days are flying by over here in Canada as our summer is almost gone! We can have frost almost any day now, even though the weather has been great with highs of 30 degrees C some days. I hope we have a long and warm fall. Kids going back to school this week too, always signals an end to the summer.

I always hate it when summer leaves, except I do have a couple of things to look forward to this winter.....a Rolling Stones concert in October, Cirque du Soleil show also in October, a visit to a music festival (wow, October is busy), and a trip to Mexico this winter. Still, it doesnt' make it any easier to say goodbye to summer, which is leaving far too quickly. frown
argene:
Get cool cat-eye glasses, then you'll feel better.
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im selling stuff in the SG sales group. sorry bout the shitty photos.

BUY MY CRAP
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dramue:
We have the same favorite book ;-) Wasn't the movie great?! (it was very different from the book, but still a good movie, mind you)

Satine
christina:
hey darlin are the white stripper shoes still available???
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ive been out looking for a job today. dont you feel so small when you go and hand your cv in somewhere.....maybe its just me...cause i dont have any actual skills.....

i never feel like a whole person cause i always miss a part of me that i left behind in one of the two countries i live in. so therefore its very hard to...
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cherry:
I hate handing my cv out more than anything. It makes me feel so... worthless, you know?

I hope you get settled if that's what you really want xxxx.
legman:
cv???

and job hunteing is certainly a pain.

but so is hating the job u have...
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i just shot two more sets before i left orlando. im excited about how they'll turn out.

im now in london and very excited to be watching real news again. a cup of tea, a hob nob and bbc news 24....yay

although after going out last night, i remember how weak the drinks are here....
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stardust_:
Wish I had a hobnob !! But new sets are good too ;-) Can't wait to see!!! love
lauralily:
Its been way too long since we had a set from you smile
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at the moment im contemplating my next course of action in regards to some sort of career......

i dont have the drive or passion to pursue anything in particular and this uncertainty is driving me crazy right now......especially with all this time on my hands...it makes it so much harder not to have some sort of goal that you know you want to acheive....

i...
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mathilde74:
Hi

I'm going in London in august. I already know London but I'm searching for good shops for clothes or stuff. Have you some adresses to have a drink or eating for cheap ?

Thanks for helping kiss
dramue:
I know exactly how you feel... frown I'm lost too.