Well I feel slightly outplayed...

I went to delete my account and since it is all complimentary I don't think I can delete it until it runs out. I think I have removed my status as a hopeful (which I definately want gone) but I am unsure of how to delete my account. I guess since I have gotten rid of my hopeful status I will just leave this to run out. I really hope it doesn't screw my chances of being a PB Model.

I am probably going to be deleting my account on here soon maybe. I don't quite know how well it would work out for me to be a hopeful on this site and have a hopefuls account AND to try to be a playboy model at the same time. In the modeling industry SG is avoided like the plague by anyone that really knows about it especially agencies and companies involved with modeling. I don't want this to disqualify me from my chances of being a PB model. I may try to buy an account so I can just be a member, which I don't think will harm anything but I don't think I can keep this account for much longer. If anyone would like to still stay in contact with me you can befriend me on facebook or myspace at any time. My name on Facebook is Teri Menard and my myspace is www.myspace.com/anachthuran I apologize for any inconvenience this brings anyone and I am sorry but I must remove any pictures I have put up. Thanks for talking to me and stuff people! Hopefully you will see me in playboy one day!

So I would like to make some new cool people friends.. . cause I am lonely and rarely have people to talk to. :[ someone talk to me.

I'm bored, ADD ME ON MYSPACE!!! http://www.myspace.com/anachthuran

SO I am looking for a bit of help. Auditions for the Playboy magazine are all the way in August and I would Like to try for them as soon as possible. I want to create a photo set for them but have so far been unsuccessful in finding a photographer here in Las Vegas that is willing to work with me on a set. I have 2 different online modeling portfolios and I have been advertising myself for about a month and a half now and so far have 0 hits. I got a good few while I was living in Atlanta but now I am having trouble. SO I am proposing this, if there is anyone willing to help me out with doing a nice, high quality artistic nude set for TFCD please message me. I would really like to have at least a foot in for the audition, and if possible a chance to quickly get into Playboy. I don't quite know just what playboy wants but I believe that I can get ahead of the competition by at least a little bit. I am even re-dying my hair to more normal natural colors for this whole thing which is something I wouldn't even do when I had a shot at being a Victoria's Secret model. If in fact my set goes somewhere I know for one that they won't use those specific pictures for Playboy, so the pictures are still credited to the photographer. Thats good publicity for a photographer's work right? Plus you get to see and hang out with me, in person naked. so PLEASE someone with good photography skills message me!!!

So I am more than likely going to Dragon Con again this year, and for once I would like to make an actual character costume instead of creating my own ensemble. I have looked at many different video game characters and movie characters and have decided that I want to go as, who I believe is, the cutest female character from my favorite video game Legend of Dragoon, Meru. She's way super-spunky and cute and her costume is not too elaborate or difficult to make and it stands out in a crowd for sure. I am probably even going to dye my hair blue for it., it would take a while to do that (since my hair is so dark and hers is so light) but it is achievable. What do ya think? cute or what?

Well I have taken step 1 in my goal to become a Playboy Bunny. Apparently Playboy is looking for models lately and theyre having an audition on Feb. 3rd at the palms hotel so I am sending in pictures to audition asap. There will also be a second audition later this year in august if i cant make this one so I have multiple options now. wish me luck!!!

I have been thinking for the past week or so about my time here in Vegas and just how much everything in my life has changed. I mean about 5 months ago i was slowly and surely losing my mind to my family's ridiculous issues, my ex boyfriends attempts to near kill me and my sudden need to find a new home with no ones help. How did one night at dragon con wind me up in paradise so suddenly like im in some sort of romantic movie. seriously it was like one minute i was just a sad shell of myself trying to enjoy what little I had for the convention that i used to always get into for free. i came by myself and i had pretty much nothing for a good few hours when i got there and then suddenly i meet this supercute guy who is smart and funny and way sexy. i spend a day and a half with him and even go with him to the airport. it was the most perfect day and a half i have ever lived and then a week later hes buying me a plane ticket to Las Vegas and Im living my life as happy as ever. I have seriously never been this happy in my entire life. I feel all the same feelings i have felt every time i was happy in my life simultaneously. i really feel good... and now i have the most amazing story to tell my kids (when i decide to have some of course... 19yr old Teri + babies = x_x) I dont want to let this guy go. he's really just perfect. he doesnt fight, he is up for whatever i want to do, he doesnt mind me being clingy and wanting to be near him all the time, he CONSTANTLY compliments me and loves to show me off' hes never jealous and he's trusting. to top it all off he is seriously just so fucking amazing in bed it is unreal.

Now what i have been thinking is is this seriously for real and this is how i am going to live for the next good few years of my life? because if it is then holy shit i am in heaven. but if it isnt and something equally as devastating is going to happen to me to counterbalance the amount of good and happy i am feeling right now...... I really hope thats not the case. I want to continue being happy...

i would also like another caramel frappuccino... those things are addictive.


FUCK DAMN I'm happy.

I have decided to try my hand at pin up modeling... but not on here. i figure since i live in Vegas i have so many opportunities to do some awesome pin up for BIG companies, one of which has a decent base at the palms. YES i am going to attempt to be a playboy bunny... if i cant oh well i can at least say i tried but if i succeed i will be making $25,000 a month (or so says FAQs.) If all goes well i will not have to REALLY work again for a long while and if i choose to i can have other jobs at the same time. idk if they'll go for my bright red hair but i think that my hair being red is better than any natural color they could put on me... for this i will have to make everything absolutely PERFECT meaning i am going to probably fly my best photographer out here with whatever supplies i can have him bring and spend a decent bit for all of my photos... wish me luck, im gonna need it.. ^_^ if i dont get in ill send the photos to a different company.

There were people asking about me having a video for the site. well it just so happens i have 1 video i have made previously. enjoi!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=rIQyvCZXcIY