ragingjew

ya i don't know what to do with myself

i feel like every time i meet the girl of my dreams
turns out to be not my dreams and then stuck with a violen in my throat

sometimes i wish i could sit in the corner of every girls' mouth with a net to catch every word said

i'm a helpless ox

so yea i tried ti cut myself again....

i think i have a problem but i'm not too sure anymore

i have a feeling it will be all over soon

wtf is wrong with scene girls, punk girls, emo girls, and hardcore girls?

they never think of other ppl and only about themselves and their f*cking clothes

i would like to meet a girl, that doesn't think that she is the shit just cuz of the music she listens to and the clothes she wears

here's a message for all the stuck-up girls on this...
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i just don't know anymore

the only thing i like about her...
is her personality and what she likes

but i feel unhappy still...
this whole time wishing for her
and now that i have her...

everyone talks about her
everyone else wants her
my insides is eating itself

help?

i give up

i have what i want
but now i don't want it

is it better to be honest?
or lie and say your beautiful

i hate myself for being an artist
because one flaw can ruin everything and everyone

i'm a dumb bleeder who thinks everyone on this site is fake

she was everything i hoped for

the warmest body and the taste that can't leave my mouth
i wish i could've done more

now i shake and burn like an addict

i'm bleeding in the head, and it's all my fault.

i think she'll call, but my luck this year has already ran dry.

this day is either going to get grey or bright, may i should slit my wrists to see color....

i got that gut feeling that eats away in my stomach, until there's nothing left

she'll be here tomorrow
i can't stand the thought that she will dislike me

something is wrong with my brain

she said she thought i was very cute

but how can i believe her, when i'm as ugly as i think i am

i can't stand it anymore, i think my head is going to pop

i can't tell if she likes me or if she doesn't

it's not like she doesn't want to talk to me

i don't want to be too forward, i've been nothing but sweet to her
after a while, sweets can taste horrible.

she is one in a thousand, i need not to...
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